SonnySmiles :)

A happy blog for happy people. Or for those who need a smile pick me up!

[hufflepuffhaven]

[yoursonnysmiles]

I'm back

I'm reopening this blog, I miss all my peeps I follow on this one. Today has been a good day so far soon I'll go and read for awhile then walk home and have a nice vegan supper. Any suggestions?

[riffatmatinpoetry]

In 2018 I’m done asking why I don’t matter to people. This year my mantra is                       I matter to myself.

Affirmation of the day. (via riffatmatinpoetry)

[stayprettyandsmile]

Be yourself 🌻

[theprocast]

I want to learn to ride a bike even though the mere though of it scares me. I think that’s why I’ve waited for over 2 decades. I’ve come to realize though that it isn’t the learning, the riding that actually scares me. It’s the falling. When I think of riding a bike, I think of falling. I think of the bruises and the blood and the burning pain.

Is that what I have been doing with love? Have I been thinking of heartbreak instead of love? Is that why I’m so afraid?

@creatingnikki

[yoursonnysmiles]

This speaks to me because it is how I feel personally. But you know what this year I will learn to ride that bike!

[healing-positivity]

Just because you don’t have it as ‘bad’ as someone else and there are many others who have it 'worse’ than you, shouldn’t invalidate your struggles.

Don’t let anyone tell you to be 'thankful’ that you’re better off than another person.

Don’t let someone who doesn’t know what it’s like to be in your shoes tell you the degree of your problems.

Don’t let anyone who doesn’t acknowledge your problems stay in your life.

Don’t let someone who doesn’t understand what you’re going through feel bad about yourself.

What you’re going through shouldn’t be undermined. Your struggles are valid and you deserve to seek help even if you feel that your issues aren’t as bad as they should be for you to reach out.

Don’t give up. Reach out and seek help.

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New Year

I know it has been along time since I was active, I was hermiting for awhile there but I'm starting to get my life back together. Things are going to be better this year I am dedicated to making this my first full good year. I will focus on being happy and healthy and not being so worried about life and about what I look like. I still want to get healthy and I still want to become at least vegetarian for now, but I will do these things in a safe way that will harm no one. I hope everyone had an amazing holiday season and that it was filled with family, friends and love.  

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Church

So I went to church this morning for the first time in almost two years. Today is the day that I realized that I need God. I need God and I need Jesus and I need to start praying and walking in the light. I need to heal and in order to heal I have to give myself to Jesus our Lord.

[marshalrohe]

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XD

[moonlightmydear]

Reblog this if you promise to never go back to your start weight

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I promise

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Library

I'm spending as much time as I can at the library this week. I am hoping to avoid food. And that means being out of the house. I will start Saturday with a light soup to break my fast. Today has been good so far, I actually have quire a lot of energy right now.

[dailyinspirationquotes]

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puzzledgal deserves better

Fine. Then find better. because I'M NOT IT.

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Maybe be nice to puzzledgal and we'll stop

I'm aloud to not talk to someone. Plain and simple.

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Lemon water and carrots

My bad eating habits are going to stop. There is no reason for me to starve and there is no reason why I can't eat healthy. Today I had a total of 938calories. My goal for today is 1500 max. This is a healthy restriction. Not too much, not too few. And it keeps me feeling mostly satisfied. I'm going for a walk later with my sister and yeah.

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Turning off my asks because I am getting messages from my stalker and I can't have this.

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Bullet journaling

When the new year begins I plan on starting bullet journaling. I need a way to organize my time and it looks effective.