SADLY, MY BABY QAIS'S HEART STOPPED TONIGHT, AND HIS LITTLE BODY BECAME COMPLETELY STILL.
There were no ambulances to save him, so I carried him on a wooden board toward the hospital, screaming through every street and begging my neighbors to help me carry my child before it was too late.
The doctors managed to bring baby Qais back, but they rushed him into intensive care and connected him to machines. They told me his wound had deepened by another three centimeters, and they could do little more until I found a way to secure the treatment he urgently needs.
I am begging you as a persecuted mother in Gaza, watching my baby bleed in front of me, unable to stop it. Please donate now and help me save his life before it’s too late.
I have no words left to describe this nightmare. I am begging you with all the strength I have left—please help me buy the treatment and medicine Qais urgently needs. Every donation could help keep hope alive for my little boy.
Unfortunately, Qais has run out of medicine, and I cannot afford more. To everyone who helped before, I beg you again today, donate now. Your kindness kept him alive, and he still desperately needs support.
(past: cf1 cf2) dont ignore, leaving me to fend for myself in a dangerous & impossible situation. current goals: $40 July 20th. $871.82 & $41 July 24th. $70-$100 asap. INFO UNDER THE READ MORE. HELP ME IF YOU ARE ABLE.
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goals are for debt repymts/credit card repayments. the asap goal is for litter, toiletries & any other necessities needed (including taxes/fees & tip for delivery).
past crowdfunds which are linked above have info & proof if u need as well as my carrd lists bills i have to cover.
im drowning, i don't know how else to cry out. i have debt & bills to pay. cultists to keep off my back. a cat thats so low on litter its a health hazard. dont assume ill magically be ok, if i dont get help in time things will get worse. the more my situation is ignored, the more likely i will eventually die &/or become homeless.
i cant catch up long enough to be able to do much of anything and every fucking day where i live is an abuse rollercoaster. no one's hiring me. ive been isolated away from public resources. im being pushed into more debt the longer it takes to pay everything back.
selling my own belongings is taking forever as i cant ship shit and must rely on lowballing locals around me. my disabilities & my situation make it nigh impossible to focus or create in terms of art/commissions because im not a statue and everything is affecting me as every day things escalate to life or death.
all meanwhile i have to be extra careful to not expose too much of any type of information online or i endanger myself further as stalkers and harassers are determined to have my head on a pike for the crime of being stuck under severe abuse my whole life without proper means to escape.
i appreciate my current friends mutuals and everyone else for helping when they can but im stuck bc when i show my appreciation in my posts Everytime outsiders decide that means im good on everything forever now! which is not ever true, at least thus far! i still massively need help i just like saying thank you!
sorry this is so disjointed im in tears and so stressed writing this trying to prepare myself for the hell i have to go through today especially. im so tired of struggling and nothing seems to work on my end i want out so bad but this cult and debt have me stuck while others try to paint me as deserving of all this bc they find me cringe or bc they cant understand my type of situation so to them it Must be fake.
im slowly but surely dying here and im so tired of ignoring that Fact while i continue to waste away for the sake of others. the harsh truth of the matter is this road leads to death when i can't get help, a job, use any disability aids, have to walk to get anywhere in blistering heat, dont get to eat constantly, barely have any privacy, cant say anything considered as the wrong thing or step out of line in the slightest. so i apologize when i dont know what to fucking do from here!
and i havent even mentioned in this post yet how they keep me coked up either.
so please, please. anything helps but i can't keep going days and days with only or mostly notes to show on these posts.
and Again im sorry this is deliriously cobbled together in a rush. contemplating suicide all fucking morning hasnt left me in the best headspace either.
Please Help. $214.14* still due tomorrow July 24th at 8am PST my time. ive also been braving the heatwave outside everyday. so i rly need to pay all borrow off ideally so im not always on the backfoot while trying to stay hydrated, fed & alive. appreciate everything dearly.
(*230.20 now bc i had to use borrow to pay borrow. going to put the $ i get to pay off whatever is due first. info in comments! ill update this more if/when needed.)
originally i was planning to eat in at swiss chalet bc theres one close to the train station butttt i didnt sleep much lastnight and ive been walking around for 5 hours so im grtting tired and i have an hour long drive home and i always get tired after i eat a big meal so i think im just gonna order online from the one in my town and pick it up and eat it at home maybe ill smoke while eating too and get crickets food set for the night so i can go to sleep early or take a nap or whatever
was trying to walk back to the eaton centre before going to union to go home and i was like ugh im getting so hot whys this taking forever. well i was walking the wrong way
Even in left wing circles it’s literally like pulling teeth trying to get people to take misogyny seriously as a real problem that is killing women and ruining their lives everywhere all the time and not like a haha silly 1950s problem we just make jokes about now
So im -55 now, I have a phone bill thats 40 coming up, I need new glasses which are like 60-70 dollars bc my eyesight is declining without them, & I need life things atm like sheets, underwear, new shoes bc mine are VERY worn, & i have credit card stuff going on
i have appt with DOR in august so im pretty much stuck until then.
hey there, this is kind of a different post than usual. for over a year now, my partner has been in a good amount of credit card debt, stemming from their mother having severe surgery complications that made it impossible for her to work and leaving a lot of financial difficulties that my partner had to cover.
My partner is on disability, but most of it must go to bills and simply trying to stay afloat. But they need to recover, not just stay afloat. they struggle to afford food and other necessities, and emergency funds are nonexistent.
my own funds have been helping where I can, but my personal benefits are risky to send in major amounts over to another country where they live.
Again, thanks to my partner's disability their bills are paid for, so this post is to try and gain help to directly put towards their credit card debt. the debt is high, so our base goal is 2,000 CAD. We don't expect the full amount, but anything helps! Even a few dollars.
Paypal (Sorry, no other method right now.)
I understand not many people are in good states financially either, but if you could boost this, it would mean the world to them and I.
I'll also offer shoulders-up sketches for 15 USD each, if you show me proof you've donated that amount at the least! I will not draw certain fandoms/media and will not draw hateful material in these busts, so please do not pay unless you understand I am still allowed to refuse your commission request.
(first was an example drawn using a ffxiv character belonging to my partner, second two were comms drawn for @natsukishinomiyaswife
(also, please do not tag as d0nations! sometimes tumblr will be finicky about that if memory serves..."Signal boost" should be ok)
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