𝗴𝗼 𝘁𝗶𝗴𝗲𝗿𝘀!

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[yourtigers]

AN   INDEPENDENT   WRITING   BLOG   OF   JASON   CARVER   FROM   (   ₛₜᵣₐₙGₑᵣ   ₜₕᵢₙGₛ   ₄   )   WRITTEN   BY   TJ.   #𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁𝚃𝙸𝙶𝙴𝚁𝚂

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private multimuse  writtten  by  tj.   exploring themes of running from your destiny, finding your own created family and fight or flight insticts; the means to surive.  (  featuring  characters  from  scream,  star wars,  gossip  girl,  disney,  marvel comics,  dc comics +)  

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MASON DYE as JASON CARVER Stranger Things 4.01: Chapter One: The Hellfire Club

[acecroft]

TOM CRUISE as Cole Trickle in Days of Thunder (1990)

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multimuse  writtten  by  tj.  (  featuring  characters  from  scream,  gossip  girl,  the  society,  elite,  euphoria,  stranger  things,  star  wars,  marvel,  dc  +  more  )  

[yourtigers]

❝ it’s like you’re not even here anymore. it’s like you’re a ghost. ❞  

her   words   echo   like   the   bells   of   his   church,   deep   into   his   ears.      what   does   she   mean   by   that?      he   can't   even   take   her   seriously   to   the   point   where   his   sad   smile   gave   up   itself,   and   lets   out   a   forced   but   exhausted   laugh   "   you're   shitting   me,   right..."   ₍   gₕₒₛₜ'ₛ   ₐᵣₑₙ'ₜ   ᵣₑₐₗ   !   ₎      never   have   been,   never   will   be.      the   only   thing   haunting   him   now   is   that   feeling   he   should   be   doing   more.      ₍   Gₕₒₛₜₛ?   ₕₒw   ₚₐₜₕₑₜᵢc...₎      "   and   where   else   would   i   be,   exactly,   cas?   "   

[lagodilot]

[inkskinned]

there's an end to the loneliness, right? it ends, eventually? and i'll be finally whole inside?

[yourtigers]

my header image is so good. it’s so obvious to everyone but himself, that jason has is facade of his angelic church boy image. he feel like he’s the voice of optimissism. he’s loud so wants to use that to raise spritis instead of wallowing in sadness. you can see the toxic masculinity fester in him in terms of how he deals with his frustration because even when he finds out about chrissy’s death, the only time we see jason sad before he projects anger, is when he falls to his knees and crashes in the woods. it’s indictive to me, that jason cleary cares so deeply about how he’s portrayed. that he could’t even cry in the presence of his boys. he had to compose himself and walk. he didn’t run because he thinks that’d demonstrate his weakness in the presence of the team and i think that’s pretty sad and tragic. that the only acceptable emotion he think he can show them, is his anger

[candicespatton]

[leofromthedark]

The Color of Money (1986) dir. Martin Scorsese

[yourtigers]

JASON + PORTRAYAL

jason is not the son of a preacher despite how he acts, though clear, his faith and religion are very important to him given the speed in which in he can recall verses, when needed, at the call of a hat. he spends most of his time at church services as an altar boy and is often giving the communion. he used to be the the kids choir when he was a child but has since grown out of it to focus on his studies and future. 

jason’s parents, seth and louise are both highly respected members of both the town and church community, volunteering and do funraising for local and state focused charities. jason’s father does not like losing and such, has projected such a mentality onto his three kids. jason’s baby sister elise, a talented musician and his brother, ezekiel “zeke”, who joine the miltary as soon as he could. 

jason’s relationship with death, as such, is complicated. given he believes in heaven an hell, he wants to live an honest life of doing good deeds and wishing people well. with his eldest brother away, he is often scared of losing him and how that would destroy his family. he doesn’t have much experience in losing people, thus reflect some of his actions this recent season.

he is not angry often, but he is easily angered when it comes to seeing wasted potential and or lazy/unmotivated or quiet people. as such, jason is not afraid to use his voice. he is a well rehearsed personal speaker, and as such, is often let to showcase his ideas both at church, or at school as a well respected student by both his teachers and peers. though a lot of it is for drama and show, many people think jason is a personal kiss-ass but not often do they say it to his face and when they do, jason respects honest but will be quick to defend himself and thus, gaining a small superiority complex and confidence in his turns to arrogance. he also hates liars. liars is sin he notices the easiest and thus liars, are at the bottom of his list of people.

[edenmemes]

stranger things s4 starters

❝ how are you feeling today? ❞   ❝ what have you done? ❞   ❝ you speak of monsters, superheroes. that’s the stuff of myth and fairytales. ❞   ❝ are you stalking me or something? ❞   ❝ i know it’s a lot of blood, but you’re going to be okay. ❞   ❝ it’s like you’re not even here anymore. it’s like you’re a ghost. ❞   ❝ i can only help you if you’re truthful. if you open up to me. ❞   ❝ it’s okay to not be okay. ❞   ❝ even with it staring you in the face, you can’t admit it. can’t admit you’re wrong. ❞   ❝ it’s just scary to open up like that. to say how you really feel. especially to people you care about the most. ❞   ❝ i think maybe a part of me died that day too. ❞   ❝ it looks like a fairytale. a dream. ❞   ❝ everyone looks at me like…like i’m a monster. ❞   ❝ you start to believe all the things they say. that this place is cursed. ❞   ❝ do you ever feel like you’re losing your mind? ❞   ❝ look, i’m just trying to turn that frown upside down. ❞   ❝ this year is my year. i can feel it. ❞   ❝ i’m afraid you can become lost in the darkness. ❞   ❝ why do you keep pushing me away? ❞   ❝ i want today to be about me and you. ❞   ❝ if they wanna find out who you are, they will. ❞   ❝ please, just go away. ❞   ❝ only by facing all of ourselves, the good and the bad, can we become whole. ❞   ❝ i play that moment back in my head all the time. ❞   ❝ so much has happened since you left. ❞   ❝ did i survive? no, i assure you, i am still very much in hell. ❞   ❝ you are scared. you’re tired. you are injured. ❞   ❝ you’re not what i thought you’d be like. ❞   ❝ i just want to say thanks for saving my ass back there. ❞   ❝ hey, we don’t need to do this. ❞   ❝ you think because you demonstrate some talent that you’re somehow immune to the rules? ❞   ❝ why is this on me? why am i the bad guy? ❞   ❝ never tell me the odds. ❞   ❝ i don’t even know how to describe it. i’ve never seen anything like it. ❞   ❝ there’s nothing to worry about. okay? ❞   ❝ sorry. didn’t mean to scare you. ❞   ❝ now, where does it hurt? ❞   ❝ this place and the people here are not what you think. ❞   ❝ i am different. i do not belong. ❞   ❝ so, um, are we just not gonna talk about it? ❞   ❝ just try to take some deep breaths. ❞   ❝ if i show you something, you wouldn’t tell anyone, right? ❞   ❝ people just change, okay? that’s it. ❞   ❝ you gotta stop pretending to be someone else. ❞   ❝ i was so excited to see you, it was hard to breathe. ❞   ❝ i’ll smile as i watch them die a slow, agonizing death. ❞   ❝ thirty seconds or i leave without you, okay? ❞   ❝ well, well. aren’t you a sight for sore eyes? ❞   ❝ i…i didn’t mean to scare you. ❞   ❝ looks like it’s gonna be up to us again. ❞   ❝ i’m sorry. i’m having trouble understanding any of this. ❞   ❝ i believe you are our best hope. our only hope. ❞   ❝ you’re bright red in the face right now. ❞   ❝ i think it’ll be easier if we’re a team. ❞   ❝ you can’t run from me. ❞   ❝ we’re running out of time here. the world is running out of time. ❞   ❝ everyone i love, i hurt. ❞   ❝ you don’t even seem nervous. i’m impressed. ❞   ❝ what if i’m not good? what if i’m the monster? ❞   ❝ do you flee or stand your ground and fight? ❞   ❝ in dark days like this, we need something to believe in. ❞   ❝ what you’ve been through, what you’re still going through…it’s a lot for anyone. ❞   ❝ i’m not moping. ❞   ❝ there’s not that many. we can take ‘em. ❞   ❝ you remind me of someone. someone i used to know very well. ❞   ❝ we have a big fight ahead of us. ❞   ❝ so, that is it? you give up, then? ❞   ❝ did you get some rest? i have a feeling you’re gonna need it. ❞   ❝ it’s okay. you can admit it. no more lies. ❞   ❝ sounds too good to be true, yes? ❞   ❝ you’ll have to excuse the staring. you’re a bit of a celebrity. ❞   ❝ do you really expect me to believe anything you have to say? ❞   ❝ the way you looked at me. you…you were scared of me. ❞   ❝ small world, isn’t it? it’s a small world. ❞ ❝ i promise i’m gonna stop asking this, but…you’re seeing that too, right? ❞   ❝ i’ve really missed that. your laugh. ❞   ❝ i will do anything for you. ❞   ❝ you have demons in your past. ❞   ❝ you have more important things to worry about. ❞       ❝ i actually thought you’d be kinda mean and scary. ❞   ❝ i don’t want you to go. ❞   ❝ i’ve given you everything you asked for. i’ve compromised my principles. i’ve risked my life. ❞   ❝ you didn’t think it would be that easy, did you? ❞   ❝ or what? are you gonna shoot me? ❞   ❝ they’re laughing. at you. they think you’re weak. ❞   ❝ i know. you’re frightened of me. ❞ ❝ like i said…we’re alike, you and i. ❞   ❝ who knew something so small could cause so much trouble? ❞       ❝ you know, i think there’s a part of you, buried somewhere deep, that wanted me to die that day. ❞   ❝ if you want to make it out of here alive, you must do exactly as i say. ❞   ❝ i understand the stakes quite well. ❞   ❝ you can’t hurt me more than they already have. ❞   ❝ whatever comes out of there…hold your ground. ❞   ❝ you…you’re not supposed to be here. ❞   ❝ you know you can talk to me. ❞   ❝ i know what it’s like to be different. ❞   ❝ you helped me. now i help you. ❞   ❝ i don’t believe in all that supernatural crap, all right? ❞   ❝ why are you staring at me? ❞   ❝ see? there’s nothing to be afraid of. ❞ ❝ imagine what we could do together. ❞   ❝ the more you move, the more this is gonna hurt. ❞   ❝ no one ever comes out here. we’re safe. ❞   ❝ i’m going to try to forget you said any of that. ❞   ❝ my heart can’t take it anymore. ❞   ❝ for a while i tried to be happy. normal. ❞  

[artfilmaesthetics]

CINEMATIC PAINTINGS:

Se7en (1995), Dir. David Fincher

• Cinematography By: Darius Khondji

[8/06/20]

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THE BOYS 3x06 | herogasm

[yourtigers]

jason gave halftime a new meaning and died 

[poems-she-wrote]

You lied to me… Was I not worth the truth?

p.s.w (via poems-she-wrote)