Ang bampirang takot sa dugo.

Moments make up my eternity.

[yourvampirefriend]

Building relationships might be hard especially when building faith and trust. Every person have their own ways to develop friendships but here's one thing you can trust. You cannot just get someone's trust but step on other people by destroying them. Nothing will do you good when you talk yourself up then squabble others down. Lying outrights or giving your own version of the truth just to save yourself? Or maybe even changing the facts of the situation, take things out of context, and use other people's words against themselves. That is such a pathetic move that makes the situation toxic. Remember, you are just building a fake foundation of friendship with all your false truth, false truths which will burn your own lies. As what they say: if there is no honesty, there's no intimacy.

[yourvampirefriend]

Do you know that thing called us? All day I’ve been dreaming of that. A fantasy of you and me, together to infinity, us forever. We were so happy way back. I have waited so long for a love so real. And you came like a wishing star, who made me feel that kind of love. Like it’s never ending, like it’s forever. But all of a sudden, I’m here left alone. We tried to fight for us.We tried to hold on. We tried to move on forget and erase the past. But knowing that the next page is the really the last, maybe this is next to impossibility. But still, I’ve been wanting to be with you again because I’m stuck in this illusion called “us”.

[yourvampirefriend]

I built wall around me for so long, a wall that kept me safe but weaker. I always believed that it would protect me from being hurt. It was pain that I’d never wanted to experience. I was afraid of agony.

Then he came and broke in through my walls and proved all my beliefs wrong. He took me out of my comfort zone and showed me the real world. It was brimmed with different colors, a place where I found real happiness.

He taught me what trust and love truly feels. He unveiled my fear of getting hurt. He flaunted the beauty of the world. He showed me that it is filled with hope and love.

He became my strength when I couldn’t stand. It was because of him why I learned how to have faith. It was him who gave me comfort when everything seemed downcast. He never forgot to remind me what life is. It was because of him why I learned to hang on. He made me alive… the pillar of new wall.

[yourvampirefriend]

In this world, I’m the creator. A place where I can create my own story. I can have hundreds of soldiers and have that prince charming of mine. I can turn all ugly to be pretty, and all the sad to be happy. With just a blink of an eye, everything can change and luster. And one snap of my fingers, things will come to life. Where people can find inspiration and where forever can be real. A place called the world of imagination.

[shelovesbeaches]

“For the record, it is not me leaving, It is you pushing me away.”

[yourvampirefriend]

You found another one, but I am the better one.

[yourvampirefriend]

Hindi maiiwasan ng bawat isa ang hindi umiyak. Kapag ang isang tao ay lumuha, hindi ibig sabihin na mahina o iyakin siya. Ang luha ay tumutulo dahil sa sobrang emosyon na hindi mailabas gamit ang mga salita. Ang mga luha natin ay di simpleng tubig lang, ito ay katas ng ating emosyon. Pwedeng kalungkutan o pwede rin namang saya. Sa pagdaloy ng ating mga luha, lumalabas rin ang ating emosyon at napapagaan nito ang ating pakiramdam. Hindi naman masamang lumuha. Huhugasan nito ang ating malabong isipan at tiyak lilinaw ang ating pananaw sa buhay. Kaya, sige lang. Iyak ka lang. :)

[yourvampirefriend]

We criticize, yet we are against criticism.

We discriminate, yet we are against discrimination.

We become racist, yet we are against racism.

We call names to other people, but we do not realize we’re worse.

We tend to judge, but get angry when people judge us.

We like listening to hear-says, yet all we demand to hear the truth.

We pretend to be strong, but deep down inside we really are fragile.

We want to fit in the society, yet we can’t accept people for who they truly are.

We don’t want to lose people, but we tend to push them away.

We spend forever in dreaming about things that will never happen, but ignoring the reality that lies right in front of us.

We seem to contradict all the actions we make.

Life is ironic indeed…

[yourvampirefriend]

Assuming ka. Lahat ng ginagawa ko may meaning para sayo. Daig mo pa yung diksyunaryo.

Paasa ka. Ine-expect mo na hindi ako madadala sa mga yakap at halik mo. Tao ako, hindi bato.

Assuming ka. Nadadala ka sa salita pero ikaw mismo hindi nadadala.

Paasa ka. Mabilis ka mangako pero mas mabilis ka ring maglaho.

Assuming ka. Nalilito ka sa "kailangan kita" at sa "mahal kita" kaya nasasaktan ka.

Paasa ka. Magaling ka magparamdam pero duwag ka naman kapag katotohanan.

Assuming ka. Pinaniniwalaan mo ang "feeling" mo kahit di mo naman alam ang feelings ko.

Paasa ka. Last year, ako kasama mo nung Valentine's Day. Ngayon, pang day after na lang ako.

[yourvampirefriend]

Akala ko ikaw na.

[opacare-phile-deactivated202201]

If they suddenly stop talking to you and you are still there waiting for their reply. Then just stop it, obviously you were not worth their time and they don’t want to talk to you anymore. You have to admit that sometimes they’ll talk to you because they are just bored or they need something from you.

[yourvampirefriend]

I just wanted to hear you say my name. That's all.

[yourvampirefriend]

Should I hold on or should I let go? Both hurts, you know.

I want to hold on to you. I won’t lose the hope that someday, you’ll come to realize that I’m the one who’s been there every time you needed someone by your side. I never left even just for a second. Even though it hurts seeing you with someone else, I am here still holding on to that one hope. A hope that would bring you back to me.

I want to let you go. I want you to be happy with the choices you make. But I can’t imagine a life without you. I would cry myself to sleep thinking that I am not with you and I am not the reason behind those smiles. 

I don’t know what hurts more. Holding on to you while you’ve moved on or letting go so I can also set myself free from you. 

[heartbreakhur]

[yourvampirefriend]

I can’t really forget. I thought it was all gone. All were done. But I was so wrong. The feelings I had are still strong. All those bad memories keep flashing back, especially all those truth that I’ve witnessed. Those truth which brought me a whole, lot of pain. And this is something that my heart can’t take anymore. Even my mind can’t get a break from over thinking. Why won’t it just go away? I wish I could move forward and forget. It really sucks being stuck in the past. It’s like floating in a vast ocean. The longer I stay in, the weaker I get. And I don’t know how much longer until this vast ocean will cease. 

[yourvampirefriend]

Gone but not forgotten.

[aidashakur]

i wish i met some people a little earlier, some a little later & some never at all.