You know tfw
You finally get yourself out an unhealthy relationship and you’re relieved and sad at the same time, but you don’t even know who you are anymore? It’s like you jumped into an alternate universe where you weren’t the right you and you had to adjust. Now you’ve made it back to the right universe and you’re back to yourself, but the changes you made were so serious, that it’s hard to remember who the original you was. I feel like the longer you’re stuck too, the worse it is. I was in the relationship for 3 years. Looking forward to the day when all my self esteem, all my joy, all my interests, likes and dislikes, are back and alive again. I have to remind myself not to curb my enthusiasm. No one is going to be mad at me or pick apart everything I say. I was so caged in, made to be so small, but not anymore. I am me. I am me again.
