Hey y'all, figured I owed y'all an explanation on my absence.
In short, I have some projects I'm currently working on mostly centered around one of my favorite games, so I haven't been finding much motivation for writing.
If y'all would like more context as to what I'm doing, head on over to my partner and I's Cat in the Box blog @schrodinger-girl. Though if you haven't played it yet, I highly recommend looking into it. It's $7 and it's worth every penny, I promise you.
But I digress, that's my reason for being absent recently. I still plan on writing for y'all, don't worry, but posts will be few and far between. Sorry y'all, and thanks for supporting my writing <3
Had a dream about this and god damn I am going to write about it
Clingy Ranmaru Headcanons
Flavor: Ranmaru Kageyama x gn!reader
Warnings: none
Headcanons under the cut v
Just gonna say, it takes quite some time for you to really see the clingy side of Ranmaru
He's shy so yeah, it's gonna take a bit, but once y'all get there, he is all over you
He'll never show any affection in public, but he will almost always be near you in some way or another
In private though, he is a huge cuddlebug
It's not uncommon for him to hug you from behind and bury his blushing face in your neck
On that note, he will always be red when showing affection, no matter how long you two have been together
Nonetheless, he just craves your affection
He's the most affectionate when he's feeling clingy. He's still a bit shy about it, but he will initiate affection a lot more.
He loves loves loves hugs, they make him feel so secure and warm, so he will be hugging you often when he's feeling affectionate
Also resting his head on your shoulder >>>>
He LOVES when you play with his hair. It is so relaxing to him, so please, run your fingers through his hair.
He'll sigh and lean into your touch like a cat
Also likes to lay his head on your lap, though he will be blushing furiously the entire time
Listen to me. If you want to get him super duper embarrassed and flustered, pull him into your lap as he's passing by. He will get SO stuttery and blushy.
When he's clingy, he has a 90% chance to initiate kisses, which almost never happens outside of this
It's never anything too special, but he'll give you some quick smooches when he's feeling affectionate
If he's sleepy clingy, he'll come up to you and hug you gently, murmuring something about wanting to nap as he buries his face in the crook of your neck
Oh, did I mention? The clinginess factor ramps up to 10 when he's sleepy
He's just too tired to care about being embarrassed, so he'll become super lovey dovey with you
And when y'all settle down for a nap, he clings to you like a magnet
He's def the little spoon, he just really likes to be held by you
It makes him feel very safe surrounded by your warmth
Honestly? I wouldn't recommend teasing him about his clinginess
He'll get very self-aware about it and start trying to shy away from it
So if you want him to cling to you, try not to tease him when he does <3
Hallo! Could i request hc of kai satou, keiji, and joe separately with a reader that like to randomly hug him from behind and sometimes climb on their back, clinging their back cuz is fun and why not. What their reaction be and other participants react if they saw that happen?
Also i hope you are doing okay mars. Remember to take a break if you need it!
Yessir, a very cute request ^^
Kai, Keiji and Joe with a reader who hugs them from behind
Flavor: Kai Satou, Keiji Shinogi and Joe Tazuna (separately) x gn!reader
Headcanons under the cut v
Kai Satou
Oh, he absolutely adores your antics
While you'll never really take him by surprise, he will feign a small reaction just to humor you
Every time you hug or climb on his back, a small smile always makes his way on his face.
He absolutely loves it, it always makes his heart swell
He also thinks it's very funny how you just randomly decide to climb on him whenever you feel like it
His reaction doesn't differ whether you do it privately or in public. You're always met with a small smile and a light chuckle from him, always amused by it.
Though he will admit it is a bit embarrassing when you do it in front of other people.
Still, he won't stop you. He finds your smile and laughter as you cling on him much more rewarding.
Keiji Shinogi
Like Kai, Keiji is also very amused by your antics
And unlike Kai, you have a chance of taking him by surprise!
When you surprise him, he makes a little "oh" sound before realizing it's you and chuckling at your tomfoolery.
He's a very big guy so you just know he's fun to climb on like a jungle gym
He thinks you are so silly
And he absolutely lives for your antics
So please, hug him and climb all over him, he loves it
One of his favorite activities he's come to expect from you is coming home from work and you rushing to jump on his back to welcome him
He is very enamored by your silliness, and it always brightens up his day
Joe Tazuna
Just saying, be prepared to topple over when you decide you want to climb on him
He WILL fall over every single time you jump on his back
Despite that, he very much enjoys your antics
And every time you do knock him over, it always ends in laughter from him
He will admit he gets embarrassed when you cling to him in public, but your smile is just too cute for him to care that much!
There have been times where you two topple over in front of Sara and Ryoko and it ended in a chorus of laughter
Whenever you hug him from behind he gets sooo flustered, like that is a weak point for him
You know that "who fell first and who fell harder" trope? Yeah, he's both.
Honestly, I don't think it's *that* easy for him to fall in love.
It takes a particularly special person to get him to fall, but once he comes across them, it's game over.
And you just so happen to be that special person.
So yeah, needless to say, he's obsessed with you.
I've said it before and I'll say it again, he is incredibly shy when it comes to romantic relationships.
Even just your hands accidentally brushing makes him nervous.
Teasing him is so. Much. Fun. I promise you this.
He pretends he hates it, but he gets so flustered when you call him your lil puffball.
I have also said this before, but it's important to say that when he gets flustered, his voice cracks. It is so. Damn. Cute.
Names that will get him flustered immediately: Puff/cotton/fluffball, babygirl, pretty boy
Honestly, he can't even pretend to hate it when you call him pretty boy. He just instantly goes red and shuts up, looking away to hide his face from you.
And knowing that you know makes it even worse for him as he just resorts to hiding his bright red face in his hands.
He is very nice to nap on, just saying.
He gets stiff when you first lean your head on his shoulder, but he soon relaxes and finds himself admiring your resting face.
He may also find himself leaning his head atop your own for his own short nap. Oops.
He also pretends to hate this, but PET HIM. After his initial protests he will find himself relaxing as you run your fingers through his fluffy hair.
Kissing the shuriken charm on his necklace has a 100% chance of instantly flustering him.
He loves loves LOVES cheek kisses. He gets shy about initiating it but he completely melts when you kiss his cheek.
He also loves it when you caress his cheek. He won't outright admit how much he likes it, but it's clear through the way he leans his head into your touch and closes his eyes that he finds it so comforting.
You in general are a major source of comfort for him.
If he's had a hard day, just seeing you instantly brightens it a bit.
Please let him lay his head on your lap as he rants about his rough day. It makes it so much better.
Honestly, you are one of the biggest lights in his life.
As shy as he is, he's very much a huge cuddler. He loves to be in your arms.
He's a little spoon most definitely. He finds immense comfort in being held as he buries his face in your neck, fluffy hair tickling your cheek.
He also really enjoys laying his head on your chest and listening to your heartbeat.
Honestly, he ends up falling asleep a lot when you're cuddling. How could he not when he's so comfortable in your arms?
Wanna send this boy to heaven? Cup his face in your hands and call him your world. He'll go crimson red as he stares at you in awe. If you look real closely, you may be able to see hearts in his eyes!
When he finally gets bold enough to start initiating affection himself, he really enjoys hugging you from behind and resting his chin on your shoulder as he watches whatever you're doing.
He may even kiss your cheek!
At the beginning of your relationship he would always go stiff when you hugged him. But now, the moment you wrap your arms around him, he melts into you and sighs, loosely wrapping his arms around your waist as he buries his face in your shoulder.
He thinks it's cheesy as hell and thus will never admit it but he really likes slow dancing. Just gently swaying with you to some soft music makes him melt.
Okay, he is very, VERY embarrassed about this fact and does everything he can to hide it, but he likes to draw little doodles of you and him together.
God help him if you ever find them, he'll be hiding his face from you for WEEKS.
He likes it when you play with his hands. Very nice to him.
If you have any scars, he'll sometimes gently run his fingers over them.
BITE. HIM. Amazing way to mess with him as he gets startled and tries to bat you away while telling you off.
I saw your kurumada x small reader and loved it! Can i request shin x a small reader? I think that’d be adorable <3
One Shin coming right up
Shin Tsukimi with a small reader
Flavor: Shin Tsukimi x gn!reader
Warnings: none
Headcanons under the cut v
Hoo boy, you've got this guy wrapped around your little finger, Imma tell you right now
Not only are you short and thus a prime target for teasing he can't quite pull on other people, but he also just thinks you're adorable
Oh yeah, he LOVES teasing you, even if he's on the shorter end himself
And god damn this guy is INSUFFERABLE
Like if you thought Kurumada was annoying, you ain't seen Shin with a height advantage
If you ask for ANYTHING, prepare to deal with him holding it over your head with a shit eating grin on his face because he will not give it to you without messing with you first
If you're struggling to reach something, he'll come over to you, pick it up, and just walk away with it while you chase after him
If you want a kiss, this guy is gonna make you work for it as he will not lean down for you. You will have to climb this man and subsequently knock him down because he's got the build and strength of a soggy noodle in order to get your kiss.
He will also make a TON of teasing remarks WHILE he's already doing these things so it is teasing on top of teasing
"What's wrong? Can't reach it?" "If you want it you're gonna have to jump." "Hey, it's not my fault you're only half a meter off the ground."
Shit like that to rile you up further.
But of course, he would never actually want to hurt you, so if he's being too insufferable make sure to let him know.
Putting aside the teasing now, he really does adore you.
He's a bit shy with physical affection so you'll probably have to initiate it yourself, but god damn he loves holding you close to him like a teddy bear.
At first he is very shy with cuddling, but over time he will grow more comfortable and eventually just pull you into a cuddle session himself.
And btw, if you want revenge on him for all the teasing, spoon him. He will get SO embarrassed and red in the face but he won't fight you on it
He loves to hug you from behind and rest his chin on your head. Very good for domestic moments like cooking.
Bonus points if there's music playing and he gently sways you to the rhythm.
He has tried to carry you before. Key word: tried.
This man has the physical strength of a twig. He tried to lift you and could only bring you about a few centimeters off the ground before he dropped you and collapsed.
More revenge tips: tease him about being unable to carry you. Very funny reactions as he gets red and tells you to shut it.
And if you wanna mess with him further, jump on his back and knock him over as he will not be able to stabilize the both of you.
His reactions to you doing this are incredibly rewarding.
I will say, Shin is incredibly protective of you
He will not take shit from others when it comes to you
He is the only one allowed to bully you and he will get defensive if he sees you being treated unfairly
As I've said, you've got him wrapped around your finger
And as much as he teases you, he will do anything for you
He thinks you are absolutely adorable and he loves you so god damn much
heyy! hope youre having a nice day^^ i understand if ur getting tired of shin requests, but i just need to ask for shin x reader headcanons on him confessing to the reader!! i love your writing and stay hydrated!<3
You got it ^^ thank you very much! Sorry this is so short, I've got a bit of writer's block ^^;
Shin confessing to reader
Flavor: Shin Tsukimi x gn!reader
Warnings: none
Headcanons under the cut v
Let's be real, it takes a while for Shin to realize his feelings for you
He's very romantically inclined as well, so even when he does finally realize, he is not very quick to act on it
In short, he's a wreck
And while he can't stop the racing of his heart when you're near, it's gonna be very hard to tell that something's up with him because he is very good at masking his emotions
Really, there's not a difference in your relationship from when he didn't realize he was in love
He still teases you like usual, hangs out with you like usual, everything
He really does try to shove the emotions he feels when he's around you aside, but the more he hangs out with you, the deeper those feelings become
So, in an attempt to get rid of those feelings, he begins to avoid you
Telling you he's busy when you invite him to hang, making excuses to leave when you're around, the whole deal
It's not that he wants to hate you, he just doesn't want his feelings for you to affect your relationship
However, by attempting to avoid you, that relationship does begin to be affected
You wonder for a while if Shin just doesn't like you or finds you annoying, and it takes a while before you finally find a way to confront him
The next time you see him, you pull him aside and question him
"Why are you avoiding me? Did I do something wrong?" you ask him
And Shin immediately becomes confused and inquires what you mean
"You're always making excuses to leave when I'm around and declining my invites to hang out. Just tell me, what did I do wrong?"
And Shin realizes.
By avoiding you, he was already perpetuating the negative outcome he believed would happen if he confessed.
And he takes a few minutes to process and think things out before he sighs, defeated.
"No, you didn't do anything wrong. Actually, I think you did too much right."
"Huh?"
You look at him, confused, before he finally shakes his nerves off and confesses.
"I...have feelings for you. And I didn't want them to affect our friendship. So I avoided you. I thought, maybe if these feelings went away, nothing would change between us. But I guess by avoiding you, I kinda did just the opposite of what I wanted. Ahaha..."
He shifts nervously, pulling his scarf over his nose in an attempt to hide the blush covering his cheeks as you stand there a bit baffled.
Then, you laugh.
"Uh- hey! What's so funny??"
"I honestly thought you hated me or something. But...I'm glad to know I was wrong, and that you feel the same."
"...huh?"
It takes him a few seconds to process before he just laughs nervously.
"Aw man...I uh, didn't expect this at all."
While he now regrets avoiding you, he realizes at least one good thing came from it as you smile and offer your hand to him, to which he shyly complies and takes it in his own.
I'm in a Joe mood and I went nuts with these, btw I'm gonna try clearing out the askbox tomorrow, sorry I took so long to get around to it
Random Joe headcanons
Flavor: Joe Tazuna x gn!reader
Warnings: brief mention of food-related issues, not proofread at all
Headcanons under the cut v
Listen, we all hear the jokes about how Joe is a dogboy, and it might as well be true.
He's extremely loyal to you, always wanting your attention, and always wanting to do things with you.
Seriously, he will follow you to the ends of the earth if he is able to. You are his favorite person and he wants to be by you all the time!!!
He likes taking you out to eat!! He'll never bring you anywhere fancy since those places make him anxious but he'll often take you to cafés and food joints.
He will NOT have you eating too little. He wants you to be happy and healthy after all.
KISS HIMMMMM!!! He loves kisses!!! He loves them so much!!!
On the lips, cheek, head, neck, hand, back, wherever, just kiss him please, he adores it.
He leans on you a lot when he's sleepy. It's not uncommon for him to doze off on your shoulder.
Unless you're not fond of PDA, he will always be holding your hand. Always.
He loves physical affection, it's his love language.
Oh yes, by the way, did you know he has a sensitive spot right on the back of his neck?
Kiss him there and he will hit his head on the ceiling from how high he'll jump
Tease him. It's so worth it.
Whenever you tease him about anything he gets so huffy and pouty and it's so god damn adorable
He's a bit sensitive though so try not to tease him about anything personal, he will get upset if you do
But god, teasing him is so rewarding when he starts pouting, he gets such an adorable look on his face
Oh, but don't think you're spared from his teasing, oh nonono
He will tease you as payback
But also because he likes seeing you pout as well
He absolutely LOVES to lay his head in your lap, it's so comforting to him
And if you pet him while he's resting there you will send him to cloud nine
Oh yeah, he loves being pet
He'll lean into your hand as you do it kinda like a cat
When he's had a long day he much enjoys just coming home to you and falling into your arms
He'll drop all his stuff at the door and groan loudly and dramatically as he slumps over to you and collapses onto you
Drag him over to the couch and lay with him for a nap, he'll appreciate it
The second he hits that couch with you, he is OUT
He snores. Not loud, but he snores.
If you wanna hear him make some adorable noises in his sleep, pet his head.
He'll make these tiny, almost inaudible little whines that are so god damn cute
And he will wake up in a significantly better mood
Listen. You wanna make this boy melt? Hold his face in your hands and massage his temples. He will die of love.
Give him some kisses as well and it'll send him straight to heaven.
He's SO WARM. It makes it amazing to cuddle with him.
This guy is so god damn soft and warm, the perfect snuggle buddy
He's the little spoon, he just loves how comforting your arms are around him
He loves to just lay on top of you and bury his face in your neck
It makes him feel so warm and secure being enveloped in your arms
That being said, he doesn't mind being the big spoon either
He also enjoys using you as his personal teddy bear!
He's got an iron grip, so be prepared to remain trapped in his arms for as long as he wants
He's got some very soft lips in case you needed more reasons to kiss him
He's a huge fan of light and fleeting kisses, ones that leave him wanting more
He also completely melts when you bury your face into his cheek and kiss him there
Oh yeah, he loves cheek kisses a lot
It's his favorite place to be smooched!!
And he also loves to kiss your cheek!
Istg you can't go an hour without him giving you a smooch on your cheek
Btw, just saying, if you really wanna get under his skin, call him your little dogboy
He will call you mean and pout big time and it's adorable, he'll also have a huge blush on his face as well
But honestly, who could blame you? He always follows you around and seeks your attention just like a dog
I've been thinking about proshipping recently and I feel the need to say something about it. The main argument I see in support for proshipping is "it's just fiction." Well let me tell you something.
Fiction affects reality.
And it does. It really does.
Think to any one of your favorite shows, movies, books, games, etc. I guarantee you that they have changed your view on something in your life. It could be something small, like learning a new fact about cats, or it could be something that altered the way you see the world, like showing the dangers of a common yet toxic trait that people tend to overlook.
The point is, fiction changes the way we see things, whether they be big or small, and the same goes for shipping.
When we normalize incest, pedophilia, abuse, and the like in media, it sends the message that those things are okay. That they're acceptable. And once that message is passed, it becomes dangerous for real people because people start actually believing these things to be okay. It becomes acceptable for adults to sexualize children. It becomes acceptable to marry your siblings. It becomes acceptable to abuse your partners. There are so many terrible negatives that come from normalizing these things in media, official or fanmade.
It is not okay to ship adults with children.
It is not okay to sexualize minors.
It is not okay to ship family members together.
It is not okay to abuse your partner.
It is not okay, because once it becomes normal to do so, real life victims start to appear.
You're not advocating for "shipping rights" because "it's just fiction", you are advocating for normalized incest, pedophilia, abuse, and sexualization of minors. And that is not okay.
could i please request shin with a reader who LOVESSS physical affection?
Took forever to get around to this I am so sorry
Shin with an s/o who loves physical affection
Flavor: Shin Tsukimi x gn!reader
Warnings: none
Headcanons under the cut v
Okay, listen, Shin is very touch starved so he absolutely adores your affection
At first it doesn't seem that way as he gets startled when you show him affection and instinctively pulls away
But don't worry, he'll get used to it eventually
It does take some time though
He's just never been shown affectiom the way you show him and it makes him nervous
That isn't to say he doesn't like it though
In the beginning of your relationship, try not to go nuts with affection as it'll make him uncomfortable
Holding his hands and giving him pecks on the cheek is cool, but he'll get uncomfortable with anything more
Just be patient with him, he'll warm up to your affection soon enough
And once he does, he will melt at any affection you show him
Listen, he is comfy, but he is definitely not warm.
His hands are always ice cold and he feels like a human cooler.
Warm him up with cuddles please, he'll be grateful <3
His favorite form of physical affection is definitely cuddles
He can be the little spoon or the big spoon too, he's flexible with it
He really likes it when you lay on top of him on the couch and rest your head on his chest, it's so cozy to him
Plus he loves the feeling of your weight on him, it makes him feel nice and secure
(side note but this guy definitely has a weighted blanket you can fight me on this)
Unfortunately though, this doesn't work if you're on the heavier side.
He's a short twink with the strength of string cheese, I am sorry but you will crush him.
In that case, he'd much prefer to lay on you instead. Bonus points for simply being a big pillow for him.
When he's having a bad day, he will opt to be the little spoon more often than not.
By then he just wants to be held while he rants about everything that happened.
Listen. I've said this in another post of mine, but he tends to overwork himself. In that case, drag him to the couch and lay his head on your lap. Instant knockout.
Pet his head for bonus points as well
In the fall/winter, he likes to share his scarf with you.
He finds it so cozy and intimate and he loves it so please, let him share his scarf with you.
Sometimes when he's tired he'll go up to you, hug you from behind, and either rest his chin on your shoulder or bury his face in your back depending on your height.
He also likes to rest his head on your shoulder when he's sleepy.
He just finds you so comfy tbh.
He trusts you a lot as well, so it's easy for him to be affectionate like this.
His favorite kisses are cheek kisses. He absolutely adores them.
He'll never admit it of course, but take this knowledge and use it as you please.
Smooch his cheek and more often than not it will brighten his day.
He also likes to kiss your cheek at random parts of the day just to show he loves you.
At first he gets startled by your affection, but with time he'll warm up to you and it'll become one of his favorite forms of affection with you.
hello!! i loveee your writing and was checking your account and wanted to ask if you’re planning on making an “about me” post? i totally think you should you see cool ^^ if not that’s totally fine too ofc!! 😭 also omg thank you for the naomichi content the tags are like empty
Thank you!! I'll probably do that soon, yeah. And absolutely, Naomichi deserves so much more attention
Not any specific request, I just felt like writing for Ranmaru again since, y'know, babygirl. I got hella self indulgent writing these, I hope it's not too much.
Kissing headcanons with Ranmaru
Flavor: Ranmaru Kageyama x gn!reader
Warnings: none
Headcanons under the cut v
We already know that Ranmaru is a nervous mess when it comes to anything romantic.
Kisses especially are his weakness.
He had never kissed anyone before getting into a relationship with you.
And god, he wanted to kiss you so bad.
But being the shy boy he is, he was always nervous to ask for it.
So he simply opts to hope you'll kiss him yourself.
This goes on for a while until one day, when you're walking home from school, you notice Ranmaru constantly shifting nervously as if he wants to say something.
When inquired, he seems to get even more nervous, until eventually your concerned gaze has him spill out all his thoughts.
"Uh...y/n...can we...kiss...?" he asks, avoiding your eyes.
You smile, stepping up closer to him.
His breath hitches as you cup his cheek and force him to look at you.
When you take his hand in your free hand, you notice how sweaty they've become and laugh a bit, much to his embarrassment.
Finally, you lean in and gently press your lips against his, rubbing your thumb over his cheek in an attempt to calm him as he stiffens.
Time seems to slow for him as his hand instinctively tightens around your own, heart thumping wildly against is chest.
As you pull away, you can't help but notice his expression as if he were a deer in headlights. You giggle, causing him to snap out of his trance and look away, face red as a tomato.
Ever since then, he couldn't get enough.
When he wants them, he usually won't outright ask for them, instead opting to sneak glances at your lips until you notice and kiss him yourself.
His lips are incredibly soft by the way, in case you needed further motivation to kiss him.
His favorite kisses are long and gentle yet passionate kisses, ones where he can really feel the love you put into it. It never fails to send him straight to nirvana.
Sometimes, when he's feeling confident, he'll kiss you himself.
He'll grab your attention before pulling you closer to him, gently locking his lips with yours as he hugs your waist.
As soon as he pulls away, he's instantly brought back down to earth as his face flushes and he turns away from you, completely embarrassed at his own boldness as he apologizes.
Shut him up with another kiss and he'll get the message that maybe he should kiss you more often.
If he's in a sour mood, a good way to cheer him up is through - you guessed it - smooches. Grab his face and kiss all over it, he'll brighten up in an instant as he laughs, attempting to pull you off of him as he shakily tells you to stop between giggles.
He doesn't really mean it though, so by all means, keep going til he's out of breath.
If you like hello and goodbye kisses, he'll never forget to give you them.
If you need to leave, whether it's to change classes or you're heading home, he'll always leave you a quick kiss on the cheek before going your separate ways.
And of course, the moment you see him again, don't forget to give him a cheek kiss of your own. It never fails to brighten his day.
Making out with him always makes his knees buckle.
The first time you kissed him over and over and over again until he ran out of breath, he swears he was on cloud nine.
Just the idea of getting to kiss you until he's breathless makes his mind hazy.
Quick tip: his neck is very sensitive. If you want to surprise him, kiss his neck out of nowhere and he'll jump sky high.
And if you really wanna fluster him, kiss the shuriken charm on his necklace. He'll go completely red as his mind shuts off.
So in short, he loves all of your kisses. Kiss him often and he'll be even more head-over-heels in love with you than he was before.
heya would you be willing to do a ranger x gn reader dating hcs? its alright if not!
I'm not dead!!
Rio Ranger General Relationship Hcs
Flavor: Rio Ranger x gn!reader
Warnings: Ranger's a bit of a dick ngl
Headcanons under the cut v
Imma just say right off the bat, you've got your work cut out for you dating this asshole.
He is constantly testing your patience, teasing you and pulling pranks on you just to see your reaction.
He thrives on annoying the hell out of you. After all, he knows you're the only one who can put up with him.
At first, Ranger is gonna be very cold with you.
It frustrates him how he can't figure you out. Why do you want to be with him? He's insufferable and he knows it. So why are you getting so close with him?
He'll reject your advances and do things to piss you off, seeing how far he can go before you snap.
Eventually, you do.
After a particularly nasty insult from him, you finally break and tears start falling from your eyes.
And for some reason, he doesn't feel the accomplishment he thought he would.
Instead, he feels strangely...guilty?
He stares at you blankly for a moment as you break down, trying to process what he's feeling before he realizes.
Maybe he doesn't want to hurt you as much as he thinks he does.
Maybe he actually enjoys your company?
Finally accepting it, he sighs before kneeling down in front of you. Words get caught in his throat for a moment before he finally manages to speak.
"I...I'm sorry. I didn't think..."
Once again, words get caught in his throat. God, why did this have to be so damn difficult?
So instead of using his words, he simply opts to wrap his arms around you for the first time, pulling you close to him in a silent apology as you sob into his chest.
After that, he gets a lot sweeter on you. He still enjoys teasing and pranking you, don't get me wrong, but it's toned down quite a bit.
He doesn't want to make you cry like that ever again.
He's very awkward with physical affection. It's not that it flusters him; it confuses him more than anything.
He's unsure of what to do when you suddenly lace your fingers with his or hug him from behind as a greeting.
He acts as if nothing's wrong, but any time you show him affection he bluescreens in confusion.
Be patient with him, he's never been shown this kind of affection before so he's gonna be very confused.
Over time, he'll get used to it and finally put two and two together on how to react.
He'll start returning your hugs and squeezing your hand back, but not without a teasing remark being thrown in there.
His love language is quality time. He enjoys your time together, and tries to make it as fun as possible for the both of you.
Even if that means you're at the receiving end of his teasing and joking insults.
Yeah, he's gonna be a bit of a bully no matter what.
He has a hard time expressing his love, but he does occasionally manage to tell you. It's hardly ever through words, boy has such a hard time with them. Instead, he prefers to show his affection through gifts and physical touch.
Listen to me. I am speaking directly in your ear. His weakness? Call him pretty boy. Call him pretty boy and you'll send him straight to Jesus.
It's the only time you'll manage to fluster him. And no, he never gets used to it, so feel free to use it as your personal weapon.
When he's flustered, he finally shuts up for once and simply stares at you, heat rushing to his face. He gets stiff and nervous.
He'll remain like that for about a minute before he's brought back to earth and he throws some petty insult as a defense mechanism.
Another way to make him nervous (though not exactly flustered) is through kisses.
At first, he thought kissing was gross. Putting your lips against someone else's lips? Ew. To him, it was like asking for germs.
But once you kissed him for the first time, that all changed.
Kissing quickly becomes his favorite form of affection.
He'll never tell you that though, he would rather die than tell you. Instead, he'll opt to side eye you every few seconds, hoping you get the message and kiss him.
His second love language is gift giving. He'll never get too ambitious with his gifts, but he likes to give you little knick knacks and things he finds to show his affection.
As I've said before, he has a hard time with words, but gift giving is his way of circumventing that.
It takes him a long time, but eventually, something along these lines happens:
You two are on a date somewhere, probably at a park or a cafe. As usual, he's messing with you and throwing teasing remarks your way.
As the night grows, you'll find yourself heading home for the night.
As you approach the door and get your key out to unlock it, he stops you.
"Y/n, hey, wait a sec."
As you turn around to look at him, he shuffles nervously.
"Look, I don't know why, but...you've always been really kind to me. And I...appreciate that."
"I love you."
That's all he says as he looks away from your shocked gaze.
"W-Why are you looking at me like that, dumbass?? I'm just saying how I feel!"
Kiss this asshole and he'll shut up for once.
At first, he's a complete dick who seems to only want to cause you pain. But as your relationship continues, he comes to learn that maybe you aren't so bad. And maybe he loves you way more than he thought at first.
He just hopes he can find it in him to tell you more often.
‘Crappy’- excuse me ma'am, MA'AM??? I LOVED THAT SO MUCH, WYM?? No bad talk about your writing on this blog, I WILL get the duct tape if I have to🤨 also never ever rush yourself on the requests you get!! I promise you, you may take all the time you need for it, self care is much more important than finishing a few or less stories around this platform. Be kind to yourself, okay? O r e l s e 🔨
Though again thank you alot for the looovely headcanons right there!!💞 I swear he always acts like such a b1tch, he def wants to rail them-ANYWAYSAHAH PLEASE DON'T BAN ME😰 I may or may not have another request in stock for you if you're up for those!! Tho if so, these could perhaps be considered a slight alternative universes combination? Imagine these guys having some sort of “pregame” version of themselves unattached from the killing game. What would your thoughts be on them and the reader meeting again after the game ended up taking their life (we'd 100% be dead before their companions could even take a hit💀 I'll just take the L⚰️💐)
Not necessarily a request for a specific character by the way<33 Whoever may fit your preferences for writing at the time, surprise me darlinggg~! =}
Wwwww thank youuuu <<<33333333 you are so sweet!! This prompt definitely interests me, I'll have to start something on it soon!! Thank you again, that means so so much to me <3333
