Talking to normal people makes me realize how fucking different I am and it makes me feel so bad. I’m an outcast. I fit nowhere. Everyone at least has someone. The only person I’ll ever have is myself.
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Talking to normal people makes me realize how fucking different I am and it makes me feel so bad. I’m an outcast. I fit nowhere. Everyone at least has someone. The only person I’ll ever have is myself.
I am so emotionally numb, like there is just this emptiness that can't be filled. And I don't know what to do about it..
They say time heals, but now I know that’s a lie. What people really mean is that you‘ll eventually get used to the pain. You‘ll forget who you were without it. You‘ll forget what you looked like without your scars.
like this if you’d care whether or not i want to die
please i just need to know someone in this world does
8am: anxious as fucking fuck
9am: eLATED! I love everyone!
10am: I look so skinny!!!!!
11am: Drink water! Who needs food
12pm: hahaha obsessive thoughts
1pm: I WANT TO DIE
2pm: MANIC PHASE EVERYTHING IS FAST
3pm: JAJZKZKAKWKSKKSKWKS
4pm: tired. numb. empty.
5pm: oh god I'm actually so sad
6pm: almost crying. dead inside.
7pm: so so so numb
8pm: okay HAHA MIGHT AS WELL DIE
9pm: I'm worthless
10pm: you're fat and disgusting
11pm: AM I REAL? WHAT IS REALITY?
12am: OMG I'M MORTAL I'M GONNA DIE
1am: I don't wanna die!!! HELP
2am: oh god I want to die
3am: stare at the ceiling forever
4am: do I need to sleep at all?
5am: sigh
6am: ha what is the point
7am: oh ok awake again
8am: anxious as fucking fuck-
How did no one notice that there was something wrong with me?? That i was sick and actively hurting myself??? I showed all the signs, but no one cared!!! No one cared enough!!
What’s your favourite song?
I truly hate myself and how I am. I’m useless I ruin everything. I don’t deserve to be happy.
I don’t remember last time i felt truly good, i just remember times when when it was bearable enough that i didn’t wanna slit my wrists open.
I’m my own hell
I hate everything about me
3/31/2020
I relate to the phrase “chillin like a villain” because it shows that I’m calm but also ready to sin
I might be having sex this week so I need to somehow be thin by then