hi! i went into a slump for a bit, but im back. im gonna start trying to post more, but rn im gonna fill you in on whats happened with shifting in the past few months.
ive shifted four times in the past year, but three were minishifts. i talked about my first time shifting in a previous post, so im gonna tell you about my second time.
i didnt really try to shift at all, i just said a few affirmations to get me to lucid dream (which i do frequently) and soon enough i woke up in a dream. it took a little while for me to realise it was a dream, but when i did it was because draco had touched my hand. it made me do a reality check (me and draco used to date in my dr, so i thought i was there for a moment with how flirty he was being.) and i noticed my hands were funky looking. my ass IMMEDIATELY looked to the nearest wall and created a portal, i didnt waste a single chance. i ran into the wall/portal and felt myself waking up laying on my stomach with my face shoved into the pillow. in my dr my cat likes to lay on me in weird places, and i felt her laying on my back. it lasted a good few seconds before i felt detached and woke up in my cr facing the ceiling.
my third time shifting was right after that. i was determined to get back there, so i turned on a meditation and entered the void state (i was surprised i was able to with it being a slightly difficult state to put yourself in.) it took a little while, but i got there. when i woke up, i was in the same place as when i previously shifted, but i detached again. not pog.
the fourth time i was shifting to my cr improved dr in which i hadnt done scripting for, i just knew what i wanted to change and i just shoved some crystals under my pillow, rolled over and went to sleep thinking about how i wanted things to be. the next day i woke up and an old friend i missed reached out, my spirit guides reached out and helped me figure some stuff out, i felt way happier, and i found out id be moving out of the hell hold of a city i live in.
i really really hope this motivates you. i wish you luck, and i encourage you to stay on this path. i promise you itll be worth it, youll get there.