hello shiftblr! unsurprisingly i am back with another update after disappearing for months on end. ive continuously had one thing after another piled onto my shoulders this past year but i've officially reached my breaking point. im gonna be shifting again! (yay?)
last night was the first attempt i've followed through with in months. id say i was truly determined but i took a shortcut and opted for the lucid dreaming method which i find the easiest ever. its great. i love it, 10/10.
i fell asleep and immediately realized it was a dream and tried to shift, but it didnt fall throught because i was a bit scatter brained. anyway, i looked at my hand and it was all fat and wobbly and then my thumb disappeared (scary) and all that did was confirm that i was asleep so i looked at the wall in front of me and stated an extremely unclear intention that id shift to hogwarts when i run into it, but my legs didnt move (which happens every single time i have unclear intentions. thank you universe for saving my ass.)
im just a bit out of practice, ill try again tonight. it has been a long time since i really collected myself in a dream and could say exactly what i wanted. i don't typically lucid dream unless its an accident or im trying to shift. but i'll definitely give it another go.
theres also an update on my drs (again🙄) which i have actually tried to shift to since disappearing from here. mind fucking that i tried, i know. i guess those were also me trying to get back into the gist of it cause in the end i woke up in my smelly bed in my smelly house and had to do smelly chores.
so things are horrible and my boyfriend is leaving me so am i going to leave him first for a wizard version of him who lives in a castle and to that point in my dr has absolutely no fucking clue who i am because i created the plot well before i manifested him? ....yeah, i am. could i manifest he stays? yeah, i could. but that would take the castle and wizardry away and leave me unmotivated 🙄🙄🙄
anyway, stay hydrated or ill eat your kids.