wasted youth

kira yukimura / beacon hills, california / thunder kitsune { && } “i am preprogrammed, acting on impulse, dumping a vast memory into a whirling pool and somehow bringing order to it. building a complex web. i am the spider. this is my venomous bite. i will make them see their folly.”

[yukiimuraa]

☀ (garrick wand-maker)

send a ☀ and i will generate a number for what my muse says to yours.

❝kiss me. kiss me as if it were the last time.❞

[yukiimuraa]

newtiisms:

❛ Come on Pickett —- ❜ Watching the little Bowtruckle dangle around on his hand. A few soft laughs slipping his lips, ❛ Come on, you know you have to go back INSIDE. ❜ Gesturing towards the suitcase, noticing the figure come from behind him. ❛ Cool little guy, don’t you think ? ❜

“what--- what---- is that thing ??” eyes were wide as quarters as she stared at the creature. why was she so shocked by this ?? kira had the spirit of the fox inside her; which could basically kill someone, and she was amazed by this ??

[yukiimuraa]

spccnedeyc:

“Considering I’m not a fictional supernatural creature, I’m gonna have to go with no. Why the interest? A man can’t have facial hair without getting judged now?”

“wait----- what are you talking about, isaac ??”

[yukiimuraa]

dauntlesstrained:

“I don’t know. I”m drunk. You’re hot. I’m hot. It’s fun.  Why not? “ he reached to take a drink out of a guy’s hand that was near them, downing it. “i’ll buy you another” he told him, before turning back to kira, “I’m not gonna buy him another. what - is this scott guy your boyfriend? it doesn’t count if I’m gay. you get like a get out of gay free card or some shit”

“oh my gosh,” kira laughed, he was quite a character. it was really interesting to watch. kira liked him. “you’re very sweet.” lips curved down a tad, “last i checked--- i’ve---- been away for quite a time. i hope so---- or else i’m going to be alone forever...” feeling her heart sink a little bit at a time. “okay---- okay----” laughing softly, “if we do this--- i need evidence. here---” pulling out her phone with a laugh, “tell the camera what we’re doing here. or more accurately, what you’re doing so SOBER YOU knows.” holding it up so both were in the shot. 

[yukiimuraa]

thatwall-eboy:

“o-okay” his hand reached out to find hers, taking it as he started to follow her to the basement. afraid of losing her. he hadn’t been in many of them before, but she said they had to go there to fix it, and he was going to trust her.

kira took his hand, squeezing lightly every few moments. they were close to the basement door; it wasn’t much of a walk. still holding his hand as the other opened the door to the basement. darkness overwhelmed her, “crap---- i bet the light isn’t working.” lips turning down. “here---” pulling her hand back to grab her cell. “we’ll use my flashlight to guide us.” grabbing at his hand again, “come on !!” slowly she led him down the creaking stairs praying she wouldn’t fall. “do you see a grey box ??”

[yukiimuraa]

thatwall-eboy:

the lights flickered again, and his fingers curled into the fabric at her back. “m-ake st-op” he didn’t want to be in this kind of sudden darkness anymore. He wanted the lights to stop flickering. He wanted to not be there. 

“oh god---- okay---” taking some deep breaths. “follow me, okay ??” trying not to worry too much. inside was an electricity kira was still trying to FIGURE OUT. “i’m going to try to fix this----- we have to go to the BASEMENT--- don’t be afraid !!”

[yukiimuraa]

dauntlesstrained: 

He moved one hand to her neck, thumb resting on her jaw as he deepened the kiss. After a moment he pulled away. “I’m gay” he said drunkenly, something he had never actually admitted out loud in words, at least not in a place like this to a random person, “you want to make out?” he asked before kissing her again. 

pulling away, kira gave him a shocked look, “if you’re gay ?? wh-why are you kissing me ?? m-me ?? of all the p-people in the world ??” somehow this made her feel a little less awkward as a human. “----i’m sorry, i shouldn’t have---- we should find you a HOT GUY to kiss. an-and not me, i feel like i’m cheating. even though--- scott’s probably--- MOVED ON.”

[yukiimuraa]

{ @dauntlesstrained } from this post ( here )

what was happening ?? kira was becoming more IMPULSIVE; even the training with the skinwalkers was starting to DWINDLE AWAY. usually the kitsune was SHY & INTROVERTED. only her friends could bring out the TRUE KIRA. now, with alcohol dancing through her veins, kira felt wild & free. somehow the girl ended up KISSING a random guy. her impulsive ways made her SHRUG IT OFF. scott was of the past, maybe relationships were of the past as well. kira decided kissing someone was the least of her problems. so she kept her lips pressed to his. 

[yukiimuraa]

{ @thatwall-eboy } from this post ( here )

“i----” kira said, startled by the sudden movement of the other. though, she didn’t flinch when he mentioned being scared. darkness was a scary thing. everything was uncertain, unknown. kira understood. “it’s okay---- i promise nothing will happen. sometimes the lights flicker--- you’re okay !!” hugging him back gently. 

[yukiimuraa]

{ @lcnewclff } 

“i never said i was GREAT with the ideas ?? do you have a better plan ?? we could go in all NINJA SURPRISE ??” giving him a skeptical look, “you do know we’re both BUBBLING IDIOTS !! we can barely stand straight on our own ?? we’re going to screw up this plan if we don’t take DANCING LESSONS. we have to isaac---- we need to get COORDINATED !!”

[yukiimuraa]

{ @spccnedeyc } 

“is the facial hair because of your werewolfness ?? or are you in a play on BROADWAY ??”

[yukiimuraa]

pinglcton:

❛ MAMA ? TRACY ? SEAWEED ? ❜ Penny called out, trying to search her surroundings the best as she could. This was a NIGHTMARE; Being lost in a big ol’ city was never something she’d thought would ever happen. But here she was, lost and alone in the middle of a busy street. It was bound to happen at some point, ❛ Hey —- Excuse me ! Do you know where I am ? ❜

“you’re in NEW YORK CITY---- city of dreams--- and great PIZZA !!”

[yukiimuraa]

{ @lcnewclff } from this post ( here ) 

“i wish it weren’t so morbid, isaac.” lips tugging into a frown as she spoke. “has new york been any easier on the pack ?? or are there still people trying to kill teenagers ??”

[yukiimuraa]

( @alphcwclf ) from this post ( here ) !!

“i try to be funny--- but everyone just laughs when i trip ON AIR !!” 

[yukiimuraa]

lcnewclff:

He couldn’t help but feel for Kira. The way she was acting reminded him of his old self. Anxious and scared. With every reason to be. Without a word, he pulled the girl into a tight enough hug, hoping it’d help her relax and calm down. “Take it out on me, it’s fine. I can handle it. It’s okay. It’s clearly what you need in this moment in time.” Isaac nodded once he pulled away. “I think what you’ve been through is a little more important than whatever else has been happening back in Beacon Hills. Come on.” Holding the door open for her, a slight smile formed across his lips.

“i-isaac !!” softly speaking his name, “you don’t deserve to be a punching back !!” eyebrows ruffled, slamming into each other. something about the way he was talking bothered her. it wasn’t right at all. “no--no-- i don’t want to do that to you !!” suddenly feeling so terrible. isaac didn’t deserve her grief, it was all her own. only she needed was to keep it together. yet here she was, not keeping it together at all. kira never really knew how to act anyways. “i haven’t exactly been in beacon hills--- i mean, i was in beacon hills until i went to--- tame my fox. alone with some skinwalkers--- it was--- it was character building.” clearly not enough to give kira an ego. or an overload of confidence. “i’m scared, isaac. i was working so damn hard to keep this fox tamed--- i’m not ready !!” 

[yukiimuraa]

rollieboop:

things got lost in translation, so the droid-girl didn’t think much of kira not responding to her compliment. it wasn’t the strongest of one anyways; it made sense the girl didn’t get that one word meant a whole sentence. as the two of them entered the small pizza shop and put themselves into line, she repeated, “ cheese pi-zza. ” then she shook her head. “ never had. ” she never used to have to eat, just shut down or enter into sleep mode for a few hours to recharge. she’d also never seen poe eat anything like what was on the menu board above the counter. she pointed to the picture. “ pizza ? ” she asked, looking to the other for assurance.

“okay--- okay, we can get half cheese, half pepperoni ?? maybe you’ll like both ?? or one of them ??” eyebrows rising as she smiled over at her new friend. the other pointed to a picture with one slice on it and kira nodded. “yes, you’re looking at a beautiful slice of pizza !!” giving the other an encouraging smile. “you are going to love it !!” scooting up to give their order to the man behind the counter. kira ushered the other girl to follow her in order for them to wait. in the meantime, kira smiled, “we’re going to wait, won’t be too long !! would you like to pick somewhere to sit ??” though it was small, there were still a couple places to sit. 

[yukiimuraa]

coyoteiiism:

Watching Kira like this was something stressing for her “Can you calm yourself? It’s stressing me out” She wasn’t worried, after all, she came here with Scott and now they were more close and she was glad to have someone here besides it’s not like this place was too awful, it was better than Beacon Hills, that’s for sure “We don’t know what’s going on but we will find a way and Scott maybe is busy, that’s why you haven’t seen him, I don’t know”

“oh---- i’m sorry.” heart slowly sank into her stomach. was no one excited to see her? kira’s spirit was crushed. “that’s okay--- i’m sure he has better things to do. chewing on her lower lip, feeling slightly awkward now. “so, how are you ??” wanting to change the subject to avoid feeling more hurt.