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moonvera

About to start my college carreer again, miss the vibe (՞⸝⸝ᵒ̴̶̷꒳ᵒ̴̶̷⸝⸝՞)

dreamsofcoppol4

valentineforevr

glamorousfamousnotoriouss

wildnickk

You don't understand how much I over think about everything even if its past I can't let go cause it hurt deep not only you even my ex bsf, other ppl everyone who I've only done good too always does me dirty you don't understand me you never did, you say you do then be saying that I made you over think about sm or wtv you twist my words when I was trying to explain our differences, never gonna give you advices ever again, I dontt trust that stuff between us you'd actually keep it between us, I don't believe your words too you said them before and what happened? Exactly accept the fact that Im not gonna people please you anymore you wanna go out? Bring your own money you wanna do stuff add in it too accept the fact ive changed w you, and you out me in that position I've held enough from you, and you acting like your the one who got hurt? Always victimizing yourself when you clearly know what you do like BFR girl I'm not stupid I'm smart and nature enough to understand ppls actions even if you don't understand or pay attention to yours yourself I notice a lot and everything just because I'm keeping silence to keep my peace doesn't mean I don't notice stuff

I HATE THAT I LOST MYSELF TRYING TO HELP THEM, HEAL THEM, UNDERSTAND THEM, LISTEN TO TH, COMFORT THEM, AND FOR ME ALL I GET IS BACKSTABBING, TALLKED BEHIND MY BACK TO HER MOM IDC IF KEEP SAYING DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING BAD I DONT BELIEVE YOU YOU BROKE MY TRUST, AFTER I FOUND OUT, I CLEARLY KNOW Y'ALL BOTH TALKED BAD ABOUT ME SEEING HOW I JUST GOT BLOCKED ( MONTHS AGO) BY ASKING IF YOU COULD GIVE ME MY SHIRTS AFTER YOU ENDED THE FRIENDSHIP FOR FEELING "JEALOUS" THAT I HAVE AN ONLINE FRIENDS WHICH UTS IMMATURE CAUSE WHEN IT WAS YOU AND I TOLD YOU MADE ME FEEL JEALOUS YOU SCREAMED AT ME " THEYRE JUST FRIENDS BRO IT NOT THAT DEEP GURL DANG CHILL " I NEVER TOLD YOU OR SCREAMED AT YOU I SAID " OH JUST MY ONLINE FRIEND" WITH A SMILE IM NOT LIKE YOU, WERE NOT THE SAME STOP SENDING STUFF SAYING " IM HERE FOR YOU CAN TALK ABOUT ANYTHING " CAUSE WHEN I DID YOU TOOK IT PERSONAL, MADE ME THE PROBLEM FOR EXPLAINNING AND TRYING TO TELL YOU YOUR ACTIONS HURRY ME, SO FROM NOW ON YOU DO SM I GET DISTANT THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU DID, IF YOU ASK I'LL TELL YOU IF IT BOTHERS YOU THAT I DO WHAT YOU DO AGAIN LEAVE CAUSE EW LIKE YOU AGREE WHEN I SAY " PPL DON'T LIKE WHEN OTHERS DO THE SAME THING THEY DID TO THEM" YOURE ONE OF THE PPL IM TALKING ABOUT, YOU ONLY LOOK FOR ME OUT OF BENEFITS ONLY WHEN YOU WANT ME TO TAKE YOU OUT OF YOUR HOUSE, BUY YOU STUFF YOU NEVER DID ANYTHING FOR ME GOT ME ANYTHING I EXPECTED SO MUCH FROM YOU I DONT ANYMORE ALL I FEEL IS DISAPPOINTMENT

I hate it. I hate that I have to suck them wanting to like the same stuff as me bro (¬_¬")💢after they screamed at for liking sm they liked to create a stronger bond. How can't they understand that they lost that part? They didn't value it they lost it and they trying so hard to get it back. It feels unfair bro like why the hell do I have to just "OF COURSE I LOVE US LIKING THE SAME STUFF JIJIJI" when I JUST DON'T I HATE IT I STARTED HATING IT AFTER TWO DAYS OF THEM SCREAMING AT ME FOR LIKING A FREAKING NOT EVEN REAL CHARACTER THEY SO IMMATURE, WHO THE HELL GETS MAD WHEN SOMEONE LIKES A CHARACTE?? WHAT YOU GONNA FIGHT EVERYONE YOU HEAR SAYING THEY LIKE IT TOO???? BUT THEN WHEN I GAVE YOU A REACTION CAUSE I TOLD YOU I LIKED ONE AND YOU STATED PUTTING THEM EVERYWHERE EVEN AS OF RN YOU DIDN'T LIKE HOW I REACTED I GAVE YOU THE SAME THING YOU HAVE ME, DON'T TALK ABOUT I LIKE DOING THIS W YOU SEND ME VIDEOS AND STUFF SAYING YOU LIKE DOING STUFF WHEN YOU DIDN'T AND TRYING SO HARD JUST BECAUSE I HAVE SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T SO THAT? WHO DOESN'T MAKE ME OVER THINK? WHO DOESN'T MAKE ME FEEL STUPID TALKING ABOUT MY FEELINGS AND DOESN'T MAKE IT ABOUT THEM OT TAKE IT PERSONAL???? LIKE I HATE I TOLD YOU ABOUT THE ANIME I WATCHED CAUSE YOU PUT MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS EVERYWHERE AS IF YOU LIKED THEM MORE THAN ME I HATE THAT YOU ACT ALL SWEET AND ALL BUT WHEN I START TO ACT LIKE YOU IT'S AN ISSUE BRO I HATE THAT I HAVE TO SUCK STUFF UP BUT YOU COULDN'T??? LIKE BRO