Wanted to try a contortionist pose so here it is. I want to work harder at anatomy, perspective and pose which requires lots of study and work so iām going to be hitting those books because my art game level is too weak to aim at what i want to achieve. Iāve definitely found my love and interest for art again after taking time to rediscover what my goals are and just create for me and no one else. I feel like iāve broken out of a mindset that has allowed me to be okay to just create without the pressures to maintain a certain aesthetic or look which was something that plagued my mind for so long due to being on social media even though I didnāt agree with it. It seriously hindered me from creating and being happy not to mention the immense guilt I had too. Iām now so excited by art i canāt stop drawing everyday and at one point that was a huge struggle for me because everything had to be a finished perfect product to bring back to you guys, if the feedback was ābadā it meant I was bad (which simply isnāt true and sometimes i struggle with this currently). In the end i didnāt allow myself to grow the way I wanted and it led me to a path where i hated creating because of the image i felt i had to maintain as an artist. Well thatās enough rambles if you read to the end youāre my champ and i love ya ā¤ļø . . . š± What are/were the struggles youāve overcome in terms of your art? What are the goals that drive you to create? Are you happy? Comment down below is love to hear your thoughtsšš» . . . #artoninstagram #art #artist #illustration #illustrations #drawing #traditionalart #beautifulbizarre #illustrationartists #igartist #australianartist #melbourneartist #hifructose #contortionist #australianmade #frankiemagazine #australiandesign #melbournecreative #horrorart #lithiumagazine #femaleartist #lowbrowart #yveath #digital #anime #manga #digitalart https://www.instagram.com/p/BoPyIY2lyKC/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1867ob8tbstrh