━━━━━━━━━━━━ ✦ 乙骨憂太 : YUTA OKKOTSU
boyfriend!yuta who was incredibly scared about messing up literally anything at the beginning of your relationship, to the point of having lost sleep over how much he was overthinking everything he had said and done to you every time the two of you were together.
should he have held you longer? did he forget to hold a door open? was he accidentally rude? every tiny detail was getting picked apart in his head, always worrying so much over nothing, simply because he loves you so much, he could not forgive himself if he ever hurt you. even if only accidentally, its his top priority that he never does anything that could hurt you in any way.
boyfriend!yuta who always makes breakfast for you without needing to be asked when he stays overnight—and lunch and diner and any snack you want, the second you ask for it. he loves being able to do things for you, even if it's just something simple like cooking or fixing a light bulb. yuta craves to feel useful and needed, and wants you to know that you can rely on him at all times. a steady presence in your life and someone you can turn to whenever it's needed is who he wants to be for you.
boyfriend!yuta who doesn't really argue. he's such an emotional person and he knows it, and even if he has gotten better at regulating it by now so his feelings don't overwhelm him too much, he gets so sad at the thought of not getting along with you for even just a few minutes. it breaks his heart to be at distance with someone he loves so dearly.
yuta never says anything he does not mean, and even if he does have a habit of sometimes sounding more rude than he intended or wording what he means to say in a way that could offend you, he very, very rarely raises his voice. even if he does, he apologises in an instant; often more mad at himself for even letting things have come that far than he is at you.
despite how uncomfortable he is in feeling just the slightest bit of anger towards you, he'd let you yell at him as much as you want if you're mad at him. yuta let's you get it all out if you really need it, waits until you've calmed down, and then does his best to work through any issues that might have occurred. he finds it more productive to wait until neither of you are as emotional anymore and wants to work with you when both are you in the state to do so.
boyfriend!yuta who can be surprisingly bold if he wants to. he's by far not the most confident person, and while his entire face had turned red at something as casual as hand holding at the beginning of your relationship, he's actually a bit of a tease by now. even he hadn't seen it coming—hadn't thought that he had it in him to do anything but blush at even just the thought of you—but it is actually quite fun.
as he is with everything else, yuta is quiet about it. words whispered into your ears that seem innocent to anyone watching, but you know that his goal is to make you flustered. it's a reaction he'd become obsessed with from the moment it had happened for the first time; even if that hadn't even been intentional. yuta had barely had any real experience with flirting, and even now he isn't sure if he's even doing it right, but if it's enough to get such a sweet reaction out of you, then surely he must be doing something correctly.
