WHY I WRITE?!

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After 1 month and 3 days, i hurdle and finish reading this book, just because i am curious about politics and how it runs even in an international and domestic settings, first world country down to the third world too, this book does not failed one’s expectation in elucidating politics in general sense; and even the strictest definition and how it works out all the way through and history shows the data then. It was thoroughly researched by the authors, detail by detail you’ll grasp why a leader behaves that way, it discussed the three kinds of supporters namely, interchangeables, influentials and essentials, the distinction of an autocratic leader and a democratic one; the types of boss in the process like the new boss, the dying boss and the bankcrupt boss; the kinds of government and how effective they are in governing their states. It talks about foreign aid in times of crisis and how it dictates a policy, protecting ones interests in every country. It puts premium on the word *loyalty*. Yeah. the latter is such a big word. Delving into the pages you’ll be surprised that United States of America wants the world to be a better place to live and that is such a noble cause to achieve to. I like what the authors said places like Singapore and parts of China prove that it is possible to have a good material life with limited fredom——yet the vast majority of the evidence suggests that these are exceptions and not the rule. Great read then. 🙃🙂🙃 10/11/2019 https://www.instagram.com/p/B3gwrUrHSQD7-xQSfgZByhNQ8NuWzQ5V8SZbGk0/?igshid=cq4p6b1yy6ty

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You will never believe that such story is extant, how education shapes a person, change one’s perspective and have freedom of choice and besides the conflict within the family that put into test.

A girl name Tara who first step foot in the school at the age of seventeen years old, clueless of what a formal education is, struggling to make both ends meet, without the support of her parents though her father in particular who doesn’t want them to go to school and working on a junkyard for her father the latter is a Mormon survivalist who believes in doomsday and stuck up so many things in order to be used when that day comes, a mother who doesn’t have the courage to voice out what needs to be done and things to be iron out, has a brother who is so violent that he is going to kill her anytime just to satisfy the rage over her.

It is riveting, thrilling and most of all enticing down to the core, i cannot put the book down because i wanted to finish it reading in just one setting but time is acting like a jealous paramour. LOL.

The questions that needs to be answered are:

Did she finish her PhD degree?

and lastly, did she makes peace with her father?

A really great read.

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OY KY GOD TAYLOR CONGRATS

[taylorswift]

WTF IS GOING ON

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Hey, @taylorswift

I just combine all the titles of your song.

🤣🤣🤣

I Think He knows The Man, The Archer, a London Boy worshipping a False God After Glow who walks in the Cornelia Street on one Cruel Summer writing it in a Paper Rings the Death By A Thousand Cuts of Miss America & The Heartbreak Prince having a wishful thinking of Soon You’ll Get Better plus I Forget That You Existed and i don’t think It’s Nice To Have A Friend in Me.

#Lover

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Nalingaw kaayo ko sa comment sa nipalit sa cake kay wala na siyay chowiz (choice). HAHAHAHAHA!?

Sosyal ang cake. Black forest our favorite. ☺️

Group effort is 💯%

Anywise, i will not mention you all but deep down under my heart is full of gratitude upon celebrating my birthday. I’m in cloud nine and i highly appreciate it.

P.S i super love that book. Yehey!?

♥️

Educated book coming from the educators itself, given this day in this educational institution. [taysa, murag certificate na ne.] 💪🥰

Way kasudlan ang kalipay. SALAMAT, SALAMAT, SALAMAT.

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Hello, self.

The challenges that we take will be hard, tough, sucks and you know the only thing that will make us triumph is how resilient, pliant and versatile we are in dealing those matter.

Our values, principle and most of all the virtue that are important to us is will guide, shine and lead the way.

Let’s take the bar exam when the time is ripe.

Let’s travel the world one at a time.

Let’s build an apartment.

Let’s seize life. Yeah. Hurray!?!?

Happy Birthday!? Self. Let’s enjoy the journey. Together we can conquer the uphill battle we called life. ♥️

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Today, we troop to the cinema just to watch #HelloLoveGoobye

Here’s my take:

(((not a spoiler alert)))

1. A heart warming film that tackles the reality of an OFW life, their struggles, their sacrifices to make both ends meet just to provide the needs of their families. Yes, that’s the dilemma.

I just couldn’t imagine that there exist in HongKong the real situation of the OFW in that place. Ah, it’s quite a heart wrecking of what one have to undergo just to support the family here in the Philippines.

2. You’ll meet people from all walks of life that have had the same situation as you have, who would be there for you and treat you as a family.

3. Hello- some people is just a passerby

Love- is such a complicated thing

Goodbye- sometimes a beginning and an ending.

Of course, with a hanging ending. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Great movie. ☺️

#SupportLocal

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I wanted to post these books which is part of my #OnDeckReadings on my Twitter account but hell yeah. I read something that says like this post a book after you finish reading it.

Then, i supressed myself into posting it and btw, im posting it here because nobody cares about that.. .HAHAHAHA.

what a mess!?

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It brings tear in my eyes, laughter and most of all the lesson learned why there’s a betrayal, affair and infidelity within the relationship.

If the #AvengersEndgame has I love 3,000 this movie has a number 46.

Watch it.. . 46x

#FamilyHistory

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..'em birthday cake..

08/05/2012 My first note on this notebook is about my birthday which was held yesterday and yes! i am a Leo August 5 to be exact. In facebook everybody is greeting me then even the most unknown individual in that site extends and posted a birthday greetings and i'm thankful on that my friends,relatives and my loved ones too says a wish. Funny that my dad's side are having a triple celebration on such occasion my uncle,ate and me..Ate bess called me telling me that i should drop by in their newly acquired house which is located at the back of our block 14 to be exact. Well, we go there together with yoki and kissy just to adhere on the invitation of Ate Bess. We just eat, taking a conversation and bidding goodbye because we do have our own preparation and business to tackle too. Papa is the chef you cant be shocked about that set up and after Papa finished his job we prepare the plates and we are that famished so we eat then. There's a lot of food to eat, frankly speaking the cakes,chicken,menudo,beefsteak and humba these are the sumptuous dishes that papa cooked. Inday and Lalang is present well, im just so happy and glad that i still have the chance to celebrate life to its fullest by this age it is quite a blessing then i just wish to be matured and God will guide in my path and in evrything he will do in my life so that i can give it all back to the person who help me a lot in this struggle of life..God thank you..i love 'em all..

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..unpredictable then..

07/31/12 This day is a messed really, im really pissed off by the rain this kind of phenomenon is such a disgust. Mommy commanded me to pay auntie's Nancy's obligation in the GSIS just this morning the weather is fine with the sun shinning its own rays, glittering giving us the scorchingly warm condition in the environs as i headed to the gate in order to find a vehicle to ride going to the Rotonda while traversing on the road there's no sign of any heavy rain fell down and i arrived there in suddenly raindrops as in trampling us all the way down till i am shockingly wet for God sake spare me for this matter plus the wind appended on it but then thanks i do have an umbrella covering somehow my entire body. The weather is really unpredictable and after paying the sun is up again..whew!

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..the flight..

May 12-22, 2012

Im really counting the days, really and tis not that obvious? im super excited huh! anywise, frankly speaking its my first time to board a plane and its wonderful seeing those clouds above the sky and im thinking is it possible to find God there??? crazy thoughts yeah! that day comes the flight will almost be cancelled due to the laziness of my brother who misplaced his i.d and forget to bring it but then such problem was cured. Dad fetches us in the airport thanks God we arrive safely at NAIA terminal 3 and headed home but we are starving already we stop at the drive thru restaurant and eat some food. I was amazed by the view of their express way its super wide. If my memory serves me right i will recant our itinerary to start with: Saturday we arrived and headed to Laguna giving our pasalubong to them. We are in the house of my auntie Timbee who accommodates us with a free board and lodging and i am very thankful on that..Sunday: Dad took us to Robinson Plaza according to him the most social mall where artist hangs up and he bought me clothes to wear. Monday: we are just in the house of auntie hanging out and asking auntie if she can accompany us to buy books at Rex Bookstore. Tuesday: In that day we buy books plus the highlight is meeting my close friend in their apartment. that experience is really committed to my memory because its not that easy to meet someone there in Manila especially when you are a stranger on that place. Wednesday and Thursday we just stayed at home. Friday: Auntie Aideth fetch us in Laguna brought us in their home sweet home that is in Pasay finally i met beauty she is that cute super..Satuday: We go home in Laguna..Sunday: We go to Tagaytay but then the heavy rain ruin out trip such moment is revolting and we just go home..Monday: We go with auntie in Manila just to buy a travelling bag but then there are pauses and delays then to MOA and going home.. Lessons Learned:

Money moves everything Only important persons in your life will really matter Everybody wants a comfortable lifestyle Dont forget to pursue ones dreams There is a right time in everything Parents knows best Cool persons dont display much grandeur One should adjust in every situation your into when you want something you really work for it and the last thing is Above all ONLY HEAVEN KNOWS

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..vacation 101..

LOL! As the title suggest this is just part of my craziness stints by writing too much about everything that interests me then without much further ado let the narration begins..ha! ha! ha! drum rolls please!!!

In the first place we are cousins huh! in my mother side Mertalla. I should commend her for asking my number thru my mom..what??? is she really doing that??? that's uncanny huh! i mean unusual in the sense that nobody ask my number thru her and i answer back who is love love my??? she said the youngest daughter of uncle dandoy i see..yeah! i remembered it so well that only in their house i experienced drums made up of sack and other good stuff and if my memory will not betray me we always visit there, we used to be playmates too, she is our tour guide in strolling and checking out the entire vicinity. Mom gave my number by then we are officially textmates at that moment instantaneously i mean no jokes attached we are clicked i opine, oh! common she's hilarious really..but that doesn't convinced me at all shall i say im just skeptical because there are people who are just good in text but personally they are shy type or quite kind of individual. She said just inform me when you arrive here in the hometown of my mother Sindangan is the place to be. My reply is yeah! i will just send you a sms. We then hit in the downtown and go directly to tito and aunt marfies crib to place our belongings and then leave and headed to our next destination to my uncles house just to hang out there because people in the formers house is having their own tour..(just kidding no one is there except auntie).

Exchanging of text messages then. Finally, we meet..yay!!!

shakehands???

leaning a kiss???

we just hug each other...ha! ha! ha! aaa! okay! Now settled is the rule that she is indeed spectacular res ipsa loquitur the thing speaks for itself. Everything in her is great and nice nevertheless sometimes she is insanely psychotic...#justkidding

In between the conversation she used to call me banggiitan! what??? that's a horrible description i didn't even consider myself as such and i will never be included in that faction...LOL!

What amuses me is her wit i will recall her vocabulary huh!

istorbot- istoryang binutbot

DMD- di ma da

postpartum- referring to a child birth

petrified- scared

serotonin, neurotransmitters,depomine..

these are just few words to speak of..

The meet and greet session is not complete without indulging ourselves with the gratifying snacks that is available within the environs. To name them sharkfins, shomai, squidballs and ngohiong the latter is my favorite... Well, such session is not yet over i may say tis just an outset. This is my most favorite part tagging it as a highlight love-love treat us a PIZZA.. yehey!!! for heavens sake does she really knows that pizza is my ultimate addiction when it comes on food,snack or what? i mean it..i am a pizza murderer. Talking while partaking it plus the pictorial that cannot be put into oblivion then we convinced her to check out tito's abode her comment is im so shy..thugs! as if she do have such attitude..#PEACE but then she gives in she go with us to clash with the group her cousins and tito and aunt marfie too..yeah! We do have dinner and chit-chatting and all good things must come to an end as the famous adage goes so we bid goodbye and the y go home with inday..Twas exquisitely fun reunion though time is of the essence. We don't have the luxury of it because she do have a work and we do have our own itinerary but tis a wishful thinking that someday soon we will be able to congregate anew and bond too..he! he! he! All in all that is a moment to be cherished then..yeah!

....till next episode.....

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..its better late than never..

Inspired by the news in the television to write on this matter. After 55 years they found in each others arms. The man did not contract marriage after all theses years i guess they are high school sweethearts and then time separated them together. The woman becomes a doctor already a widow with two offsprings while the man became an attorney. If not for a high school reunion that their batches organized then they did not see each other though both of them were hesitant to do so. By then the collaboration push thru, patching things up and then get married. This story amazes me a lot, it teaches me that patience is a virtue to truly awaits the perfect time of everything despite the laches of the matters beforehand underscoring the truth of these things the life span of an individual is of no certainty, we live and we die. We do not have an everlasting permit in ones existence but in spite all the bewailing facts only this four letter word can make one complete called L-O-V-E in the sense that one is being inspired to conquer the heights of fear, to tell the whole world that you are ready whatever odds are pouring into one's caper. The reason for living that's what it is then. It takes a leap of faith to fulfill the promising love story before and wandering the reason why such thing ever happened he is right on what he said its better late than never ..though time is wasted but then that is the sweetest victory that they will die together in each others loving heaven and the sweet serenity in the process...Rihanna is right we found love in a hopeless place...

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..bummed out..

Grow Up! that's what i want to tell it to you as time goes by since then i didn't notice that you change that much your still in the old you that tactless individual who will shout it out so loud even if it will caused shameful situation on the part of the person involved therein without asking permission if its okay to spoil it all out, your not thinking of the consequences attached on it instead of not divulging it but nonetheless there you are announcing to the whole wide world that kind of comportment is revolting in the sense that private matters should not be dragged in public humiliation..You still have that character of being the source of all the intrigues and fights then condemning the person in the scene character assassination too which is the deed of an idiotic fool who does not have a professional ethics or worst at all your just devastating a person's character ..If you like to be a SUPERSTAR then you should be in the showbiz world having a plastic personality..well, in the least; i just wish you GOOD LUCK if that's what makes you happy then...

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..i feel for you..

when you experience dilemma

in your existence

the angst to the situation

when your into such evolution

the widest scope of success

and failures alluring in the caper

this is known to the unknown

such attachment,

involvement

of many elements

despondency is out of the scene

for you to enable to gain

something

far more

beyond the sand

can offer in the hand

THIS IS LIFE...