S O M E B O D Y

Dream hurts less, reality's suck.

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𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙩𝙤𝙤 🌷

oh beautiful lifeand happinessisn’t it best to be alivesuppress the shittiest things that cameyou still totally deserve better days may all you wish for be all you haveand to grow them beautifullytoo.–Z. ♡

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𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚𝙨 ✨

hey somehow non-gullible

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𝘿𝙚𝙖𝙧 …

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𝙔𝙚𝙨, 𝙔𝙤𝙪

whatever it takesno matter be it latenever ever hesitateto claim the smile of yoursbe one you yourself is happy with. –Z. ♡

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𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙜𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙚

Learn to love whatever it is that comes to beThe kind of love that engraved in your heart A never-ending melodies echo withinMiscommunication do sometimes occurLittle to have grace Little to be kind Little by little to understand each other correctly. –Z. ♡

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You destroyed me then asked where my smile went?

Brain

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IS THE PAST REALLY MATTER?

They said, the past is in the past. We would never know what the previous existing one look like unless we in the present.

Either could it be a shocking experience or the most memorable memories you’ve ever had? They might ask, who were you with last week? Or, what were you doing today back in twenty seventeen? We might be answering with a deep smile, or! starting to doubt ourselves with the “REALLY?”. Even nature is unpredictable, and so are we. But all the itchy thing we did give flavors to our lives, don’t they? Who knew that by tomorrow we would still remember what we ate today. *wink*

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It’s here

I suddenly feel

A huge pain

Hit in the chest

I don’t know what to do

Not knowing what it was

I just sit there

Staring blankly to the space

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You know what it is when you are reading and all of a sudden you see the letters moving around ?

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Appreciate those who can hold in their feelings. I tried and it worked. But not now. I swear, not now.

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ireallydontknowhowimfeelingrightnow. amiinneedofhelporiamjustscared.

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Taking chance is good, but make good use of it because not just any story is said-able.

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You know who you ?

To the left to the right, she's seeing no one and the tears begin to fall. She would try closing her eyes as she hopes to fell asleep like she did on the way home. Oftentimes, she got too confident with your company but she forgot you are not with her tonight. It sounds as if she is too weak, but sometimes all that she need is a little patpat. You made her calm but not when you are gone.

P.S: These thoughts only come up when she drink-drank-drunk.

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Friday Night Thought

Things going on everyday. When one particular thing took so much part of the day and you start getting tired of it, you would desperately can’t wait to unlock your door room, jump into your comfort zone, hoping to have a wonderful rest. At some point, you might even get excited to fall asleep just fast enough to get into another imaginary world of yours - dreams. It is almost like you lay there and enjoy the scenery running in your head. Yet when the demons enter that world, waking up with fears and fright could scare one single heart beat. However, if you are already having a good weekday, then there’s no doubt; cherish the moment. *wink* 

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I Titled You My Kymmmieee

The wind is blowing, I’m sending you a long tight hug my friend.

*knock knock* Are you here reading this?

Got so many questions to ask you, but where should I start?

Pretty sure I won’t be finishing all the questions though.

But asking a few would be no problem, eh?

How was today?

Did you have a good time?

Can you describe this special occasion in short 3 words so that I can also feel the excitement you have felt?

I swear I don’t feel right for not being able to celebrate your birthday, but it is sadder when I can’t even get to see you this year. //:(((\\

Doesn’t matter where you at, what you do, who you are with, or what you are thinking, but you will always be the Kymmmie I adore.

You are loved, you are cared, you are accepted, you are appreciated, you are priceless, and you are all that a friend could ask for.

I am not going to ask you to try being happy because I am sure happiness happens for different reasons. However, just wanting to let you know that if you ever needed any, it will be there for you, always.

And you know I don’t only say these words today, do you? <3 *hearts* Thanks for the existence of yours, I don’t think I would ever thank god enough. I do believe in you. So, believe in yourself too. Then knock down whatever try pulling down. WinWin!

Stay Warm, okay? HAPPY BIRTHDAY Kymmmieee xx

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F ” w h a t

(1)Fake it till you make it, that’s what they say. How long does it take to truly wholly get all that you want? Either could it be now or never, or (2)forever it might takes. But some says forever is still not enough, isn’t it? 

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Is it ME or is it YOU, my friend?

Ever before have you felt the one that you wish to always be someone you simply called as close, clearly-slowly moving away from you? And that you are not as important as you used to be when something happen? And that you are no longer seems to be their first prioritize when they need someone? And that your presence makes no more affection to them? And that they seem happier with someone else that is clearly not you? And that you are no more the person they wish you were there when they experience something new? And that you would start noticing their language change? And that your conversation become less both in real life and online? And that you want to tell her what had happened to you or whom you have met today but you know she wouldn't want to listen to that you clear all the text? And that you are thinking if you are the only one to still believe in the ship you have built? And that you still want to hear the truth from them instead of them talking behind your back? And that you would be here sitting wondering what you have done? And that you just come to realize you are now just someone they wouldn't even want to think about because [...] The truth hurts, but the lie and the pretend kills more.