Writing My Thoughts..

[zaarkhan]

I dream about sitting next to you,

In the warmth of your arms around me

The intensity of our intimate closeness,

Making the goosebumps alive.

Half crooked smile across your lips,

Making them worth a taste.

Our words becoming whisper in the melody of waves,

The starry night witnessing our entangled souls.

The depth of your love,

Concealed my scared memories.

Your breath against my bare skin,

Fogged my distorted fantasies.

Little do you know,

I dream of holding your hands again.

~z.k

[gothigh2fly]

Have you ever had that feeling - that you'd like to go to a whole different place and become a whole different self?

— Haruki Murakami

[zaarkhan]

What they cannot see

Never ending nights of her sobbing eyes Pain sucked deep inside her veins

Invasion of sorrow in her flawless imagination

Scars beneath the glorious cover-up

Loud laughs that hide the sound of her heart breaking

What they cannot see are cracks behind her perfect portrait

[zaarkhan]

She sob for her loss in the secluded corner

Until her tears became ghost in the gloomy night 

[zaarkhan]

LOST

The Day I Lost You I Realize How It Feels,

To Have Your Heart Strangled To Death,

To Have A Never Ending Burning In Your Soul,

To Have No One Wiping Your Uncontrollable Tears,

To Have No One To Appreciate Your Flaws,

To Have No One Assuring You That Its All Gonna Be Okay One Day.

                                                                                                               ~z.k

[zaarkhan]

You're the rays of shine,

In my darkest night.

You protect me,

You cherish my sight.

You ignore my flaws,

And love my freckle soul.

You rise my mornings,

And stir up my nights.

You're everything I ever dreamed,

You're the reality to my fairy dust.

~ z.k

[zaarkhan]

[zaarkhan]

Where My Heart Belongs

I closed my eyes

Sitting on a cracked ledge

swaying by the clear blue waves

In hopes to cross the ocean

Before the darkness spread

through the deep blue sky.

My heart sank in the mid ocean

Drowning my hopes

To reach the shore

As the sun hid its rays

Only the darkness being the witness

Of my silent cries.

My hands soaked

My eyes numb

My heart flipped

My hair waved by the tickling wind

As the sneaky light brightens the mean sky

I reached home

Where my heart belongs.

[zaarkhan]

I am trying to loosen up,

Don't know what I'm fussing about,

Just want to skinny dip,

As waves crashing the hills,

Giving melody to my words,

Lying motionless on shore

Waiting for tide to drown me

I am trying to loosen up

Writing random words

In hopes to make it lyrical

All these voices in my head

Dancing to a soundless melody

I am trying, trying to loosen up.

[writerscreed]

I’ve Seen the Devil I’ve finally figured it out. I think I know now who the devil is. And it’s not some scary red person with glowing eyes and horns. It’s satisfaction. The devil let’s you be satisfied with things, and then you stop. That’s when the world catches up with you, passes you. Because you are satisfied with what you have, where you are, who you are, and quit. You quit trying to become better. You quit striving to make your world a better place because you are satisfied with it. With you. Now there’s nothing wrong with being happy. And not wanting for more is a noble thing. But, when you are not on the path to make yourself better, and everything around you better, you fall into a trap. And this trap starts out in a happy place, the devil makes sure of that. Before long though, it grabs you and holds you there. It’s still not unpleasant, but you’re just staying in one place, idling. It tightens more and more, but you can barely feel it, and then one day you wake up and realize you are stuck. It’s too late to get out, and it’s too far gone to recover. You waited too long. And now, you’re just holding on. Hoping you can outlast what’s coming for you. Because, the devil never stops moving, you did. He’s laughing right at you because he’s fooled you into believing in yourself instead of who you could become. And you never realized it. So, I guess the way to beat the devil, the satisfaction, is to strive to ever improve. The perfect whatever is never too perfect to not make better. Be a better person. Work to make your world better. Help make others better. Never, EVER settle. Improvement scares the devil out of satisfaction.

@wordsbyt

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☆☆FANART☆☆

(via writerscreed)

[zaarkhan]

A Story Of A Broken heart

I just want him to start a conversation atleast this one time. It is tearing me apart to think that he doesn't even care if his behaviour is hurting me. His this gesture makes me think that my wounds will never heal. I will never be able to hate him after what he had done because he fill a special place in my heart. He is the only one person to whom I let in the walls that I have build around my heart. I always had trust issues but for him I forgot my all fears and fought with my demons. But all he did was walked in my life , shattered my heart into pieces and crushed them under his shoes and walked away. He have ego problem and I know that really well. But I'm a living soul and I have feeling and self respect, this is the reason that I don't want to take the first step. But I know he wouldn't take the first step either. Thinking of this I've decided that today I'll try my best and see what I can do to mend our relationship. We've been together for so long that the thought of letting him go now ache my heart. I know if I didn't do anything to correct all the wrong I'll regret my whole life.

[zaarkhan]

An excerpt from my writing…

[zaarkhan]

“Hey, what are you doing?” he said sneaking behind me.

“Nothing, just reading a novel.” I said glancing at him.

“Why are you always reading books?” he said as he encircled his warm hands around my waist.

“Because novels help me escape the messed up reality that my life is.” I said as I closed my eyes and leaned into his chest.

“Am I a part of your messed up reality?” he asked gently and I can tell that his brows are scrunched in a confused look.

“Nope, you’re that beam of bright light in my darkness that force me to retract back to reality.” I said as I turned around and planted a soft kiss on his tempting lips.

~ z.k

[pocket-full-of-proses]

“To be a woman”

Being a woman

means putting your foot down

for igniting the fire

to stare into the flames you have created

with a grin across your face

knowing that you created that

despite being told to stay inside

Being a woman means

starting your own fires

and allowing them to spread

Look me in the eye

and tell me I can’t

and watch me as I do

Look me in the eye

and know that you and I

are capable of all the same things

Look me in the eye

without looking up nor down

because we stand on the same level

[zaarkhan]

Too tired

I am tired,

I'm too tired,

I lost faith in fighting back,

When everything gets messed up,

I just block out them,

And isolate myself with a book in hand.

~z.k

[zaarkhan]

The best way to be happy in every moment is to not question others intentions in their efforts.

~z. K

[zaarkhan]

Sometimes its too hard to breathe,

Like words choking my throat.

It feels like I don't remember any language,

To exhale out the words congesting my chest.

~z.k