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idk sometimes i think. neil. ohhh neil. you weren't supposed to live to see may. you weren't going to make it to november either. you came here knowing how you were going to leave and you had every other chance every other way out. you could've run the second you saw kevin in arizona. you could've run the day you knew you were going to have to face riko. you could've run instead of giving andrew those half-truths, could've run instead of going back to palmetto from columbia, could've run the night seth died and you realized just how deep you'd fallen in love with this home.

you didn't. for once in your life you didn't run. you still thought you were going to be dead by march and you still didn't run. you pulled this team together. they put your picture on the wall. you dragged yourself and them through night after night, hit after hit, you hurt and you hurt and you hurt and you didn't run. then its april and you won. its may, june, july, august, september, october, on and on and on and this is where you are. still. this is where you'll be for four more years and you don't have to run anymore. they've got your picture on the wall, neil.

crunch-barr

post the kevin pledge of allegiance that you posted on instagram please please please please please i need to share it and nobody on my instagram has read it please please pleSe

BRO THINKS HE’S ON THE TEAM!

cowpants147

I neeedddd more Foxes on TikTok content! Them doing their own versions of trending videos and challenges like the "dress up as something that starts with your first initial challeneg"

Allison, looking ethereal dressed like a literal Greek God, glammed to the heavens: I'm Allison, I'm dressed as Aphrodite and it's the onw year anniversary of my boyfriends death so I better be the drunkest tonight.

Renee, wearing a real leather F1 jacket/jumpsuit that Allison for some reason has in her closet with a blow up steering wheel in her hand: I'm Renee, I'm a race car driver and I think Nicky might be the drunkest.

Andrew, dressed exactly the same as normal but has a stethoscope around his neck and a piece of paper saying "Aaron" duct taped to his chest just stares into the camera for 30 seconds until it's obvious Allison will not be leaving without an answer: when Kevin starts puking I'm leaving.

Once everyone has given their answer the video enda with a pic of Nicky and Kevin passed out in a bathtub together.

Or the Trauma Dump Candy salad video which goes off the rails immediately and PSU makes them take down 3 hours after posting

"Hiiiiiii, I'm Nicky and I'm a gay teenage father of two and I brought Nerd Cluster Gummies"

"I'm Aaron and instead of going to rehab my evil doppelganger locked me in a bathroom w a blanket and a weeks worth of canned food and I brought Reeces"

"I'm Allison and my parents didn't even yell at my brother when he got expelled from boarding school for having coke in his room but I got kicked out of the house when I showed up to my deb ball with a black eye and a busted lip after playing (and winning) an exy game. They didn't even ask if I was OK. And I brought cherry flavoured Twizzlers"

"I'm Neil ans whenever I burn something while cooking I have a panic attack cause I start to think about burning my mother dead body in a ditch on the beach and I brought ... Andrew what are these called? Oh, I brought sour patch kids"

"I'm Kevin, I grew up in a cult and I brought raisins" except he's body tackled by a blonde blur before he gets a chance to dump the raisins into the bowl.

Them posting stupid shit to popular sounds:

Aaron, sat on the couch, study notes laid out around him, energy drink cans littering the place: I want to sit back and enjoy my my evening when all of a sudden ...

Camera flashes across the room to Neil just minding his own business: ... I hear this aggravating, grating voice

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The "My Shalya" sound over clips of Neil absolutely violating people.

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Zoom up of Kevin in full Queen Day sttess mode on the sidelines of practice with the sound "yes I'm a drama queen, but it's not by choice" playing over it and when it gets the "it's genetic" part the video zooms out to show Wymaxk next to him with the exact hand on hip, stressed look on his face

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Renee doing the "actually I do cuss a little" sound while she's getting her gear on to spar with Andrew and when it reaches the "probably fuck" portion of the audio the clip switches to her taking Andrew downnnn. And then there's a beat drop just cause.

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Another edit of Neil but with the "am I the drama? I don't think I'm drama" sound.

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Upperclassmen scrolling through news articles or flipping through sports news channels rhag are reporting on them while miming along to "is this fucking play about us"

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Some teammates, probably upperclasmen, definitely Nicky also miming along to "I'm sorry, not everybody fits in the bad bitch genre, it's a genre, not everybody fits on the he roster" while dressed in full exy uniform, with the caption "when you're coach only recruits the most traumatised bitches"

And forcing teammates to do "day in the life" "what i eat in a day as a member of the most fucked up exy team" and "ootd" videos.

Andrew (bribed with alcohol, ice cream and ten dollars) does a What I Eat in a Day as depressed mother of 3 whose forced to play stickball. There's no sound, its just the picture carousel style w block letters next to pics of his food:

Breakfast is a massive mug of hot chocolate with half a can of squirty cream and marshmallows.

Breakfast 2 is a big bowl of whatever sugary flavour cereal that's overflowing w E Numbers and almost illegal food dye you guys have in the US.

Snack 1 is a chocolate bar.

Lunch is a slice of pizza, fries and then there's a hand forcing salad onto his plate. Andrew adds a note to this pic saying "I'm allergic to green, Kevin's trying to kill me"

Snack 2 is a an energy drink and a cigarette

Dinner is a pint of ice cream

Midnight snack is just a pic of Neil which Andrew thinks is an obvious coming out without coming out vibe but everyone is immediately worried about Neil's safety and there endals up being a Reddit thread about Andrew being a cannibal.

Then they post a follow up video of Kevin reacting to this and he just watches on in despair saying "no. no. Andrew you have a nutritionist!"

adamsrcnan

imagine kevin came back with the foxes instead of staying in west virginia after riko died and he's looking around their dorm room in despair after he sees the damage that jean's rage induced grief inflicted. he's helping clean up & goes to throw stuff in the trash when he see's a pile of andrew's candy bars in there. it's so ridiculous & such a jean thing to do that he actually laughs and suddenly he misses his first and longest best friend so much that he feels sick with it

kevjeanday

What? I’m not crying. My eyes are just leaking. It happens when i think about Kevin asking Jean to teach him French, about Kevin’s ‘I don’t want to lose you’, Kevin buying postcards and magnets for Jean when possible, about stupid, beautiful kevin defending Jean the best he could when he learned the hard way years ago not to speak up against Riko, about Kevin sometimes staying with Jean after, but often had no choice but distract the ravens from further hurting Jean by being insufferable.

About Kevin thinking and worrying about Jean when Kengo is dying, about Kevin trying to convince Jean not to return to Evermore even though the mere idea of defying the Moriyamas still terrifies him, about Kevin doing everything to ensure Jean got on Kevin’s favorite team because ‘their kindness matters’ and ‘some of them you like’ and because he wanted Jean as far away from West Virginia he can get because he knew how hard it was for himself to be just a state over.

About ‘breathe’ and ‘be careful with him’ and letting Bee use everything he told her even though he never trusted her enough himself.

About Kevin traveling to California to help Jean even though he has to drink to get through it, about ‘California agrees with you’ and about ‘Stay with me’ and Kevin dropping his media persona to protect Jean on television, about ‘the only brother i have left’ and ‘you’ve always known what i am’ and ‘so will you’.

About Kevin trying to talk about Riko with Jean, about Kevin convincing Jean to talk to Betsy, about Kevin seeing Jean enjoy something other than Exy and ‘I’m glad’, about Kevin seeing Jean kept the ruined postcards and immediately sending a new one.

softboyd

i find it so funny that throughout tgr jeremy is trying to figure out jean's type, when he in fact matches it to a t. because if you look at the three people jean has been actually interested in, he does have a type—just not physically.

first you have kevin. stupid, beautiful kevin who was the one bright spot in the darkness of the nest. who had shut himself down in response to riko's cruelty before jean even joined them. kevin who sat with jean after riko was done with him, who defended him, who listened to him. kevin who jean looked to for proof that surviving evermore was possible. kevin who made it out of the nest. kevin who made jean promise he'd survive it too.

then there’s renee. renee whose rainbow was the first jean saw in years. renee who climbed out of the pit when no one else thought her worth saving. who has blood on her hands that will never wash off. renee who chose life and second chances. renee who told jean to count blessings and to look for his own miracles. renee who drove into the lion's den and pulled jean out of the nest when no one else could.

and finally there’s jeremy. jeremy who is jean's sunshine after the storm. jeremy whose guilt and heartbreak almost destroyed him, but he picked himself up and kept going. who is still actively dealing with his family and manages to get through it. jeremy who has the capacity for unkindness but fights against it every single time. jeremy who is learning french for jean, who reminds jean that he's a trojan, who is his partner. jeremy who promised jean that he'll help him survive what comes next.

so yeah, jean has a type. survivors. dreamers. people who life tried to break but made it out anyway. people who have hope. people that are unwilling and unable to give up on him, no matter how hard he fights against it. people that jean can lean on and believe in, when he can’t believe in himself.

softboyd

i find it so funny that throughout tgr jeremy is trying to figure out jean's type, when he in fact matches it to a t. because if you look at the three people jean has been actually interested in, he does have a type—just not physically.

first you have kevin. stupid, beautiful kevin who was the one bright spot in the darkness of the nest. who had shut himself down in response to riko's cruelty before jean even joined them. kevin who sat with jean after riko was done with him, who defended him, who listened to him. kevin who jean looked to for proof that surviving evermore was possible. kevin who made it out of the nest. kevin who made jean promise he'd survive it too.

then there’s renee. renee whose rainbow was the first jean saw in years. renee who climbed out of the pit when no one else thought her worth saving. who has blood on her hands that will never wash off. renee who chose life and second chances. renee who told jean to count blessings and to look for his own miracles. renee who drove into the lion's den and pulled jean out of the nest when no one else could.

and finally there’s jeremy. jeremy who is jean's sunshine after the storm. jeremy whose guilt and heartbreak almost destroyed him, but he picked himself up and kept going. who is still actively dealing with his family and manages to get through it. jeremy who has the capacity for unkindness but fights against it every single time. jeremy who is learning french for jean, who reminds jean that he's a trojan, who is his partner. jeremy who promised jean that he'll help him survive what comes next.

so yeah, jean has a type. survivors. dreamers. people who life tried to break but made it out anyway. people who have hope. people that are unwilling and unable to give up on him, no matter how hard he fights against it. people that jean can lean on and believe in, when he can’t believe in himself.

darlingbudsofrae

My AFTG headcanon is prior to Katelyn and Aaron passing their medical license board exams, the foxes actually stayed up (even when some of them were in another country) and eagerly waited for the results. Both Katelyn and Aaron actually just decided to drink the night away and sleep off the nerves but that plan quickly went up in flames because both of them actually woke up way earlier than expected with massive hangovers to some missed calls to Aaron's phone.

Renee's voicemail was the first thing Aaron clicked on—listening to her short yet sweet congratulatory message sobered Katelyn and Aaron up completely. Then it was Nicky's call, which was really just Nicky sobbing and acting like a total dad with Erik chiming in the background to calm him down and send Aaron his own ongratulations. Then there's Dan and Matt's call which Aaron was completely surprised at but it warmed his heart all the same anyway. After that, Aaron went to check his emails for news when he stumbles upon a congratulatory email from Kevin (with an attached timetable and the diet plan he made back in college for Aaron), then came the short but thoughtful congratulatory texts from Allison and Neil (Neil still sends him medically inaccurate stuff to annoy him, of course it still works). Wymack called in some time later when he was at the grocery getting some ingredients for homemade lunch, with Abby also chiming in a congratulations. Bee sent him a text saying how proud she was of him and how far he's gone.

Aaron never really expected to get so many people congratulating him, never even expected to have a loving wife by his side— but the most shocking of all was the phonecall he got from Andrew when Katelyn and the vixens were catching up during the spur of the moment party. He was surprised to see the caller ID, heart beating fast as he excused himself and went to the bedroom to answer the call. The line was silent for a while and Aaron was about to dismiss it as a buttdial when Andrew said it— you did it. And Aaron didn't cry, he really didn't, but he really wanted to as he and Andrew slowly exchange more words across the line— just mundane, small talk and he's content. So yeah, when the former vixens came in the afternoon with vodka and one of them asked Aaron why none of the foxes showed up to show their support, Aaron couldn't really care less at all.

(Bonus: He didn't really had time to dread on it anyway because the next day, Katelyn and Aaron woke up to the sound of the doorbell— Allison holding her phone with Renee and Nicky on videocall, Dan and Matt with drinks and food, also Kevin with food Wymack sent, and Neil grinning cheekily with a gift. Andrew was standing there in his usual grumpy glory and Aaron wasn't really used to anyone celebrating whatever he achieved, never really felt the gravity of every achievement because no one ever made it feel like it's worth acknowledging. But in front of him was family who probably took time out of their precious day just to spend it with him, and Aaron didn't cry, he really didn't, but he felt like he could right there and then. He let's them in, of course he did.)

falafels

pt.80!! <pt.79 pt.81>

projecting my wikipedia deep dives onto my princess again. hit me up if you want to know anything about the evolution of maritime trade alongside the economical advent of Baghdad

ALSO i think my masterpost is fucked? i can’t add anything else to it it just tells me error saving or some shit so uhhh. i will come up with something

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yes they're at pride, pretend I uploaded this in june lol 🫥

fearbehere

he’s an asshole. he’s the kindest friend you will ever have. hes an alcoholic health freak. he’s a heartless machine that only cares about playing stickball and has little interest in real people. he will make outstanding efforts to never ever ever have to be alone for even one second. he’s half of a duo. he wishes he could stand on his own. he mourns a man that no one else on earth loved (even though no one on earth has been as hurt by that man as him). he knows you will die and he does nothing to even attempt to stop it– he still makes sure your remaining time is the best time anyone’s ever had. he leaves you even though he’s all you have, but he never stops sending you postcards, he never stops trying to save you. he promises you he will find you a purpose in life, and he always finds it. he always finds it.

sohotthateveryonedied

rest in peace barkbark von barkenstein

fuckyeahjeanyvesmoreau

kevin day you fake IDGAFer i saw you call jean your brother and being rude to an interviewer despite your PR image, I saw you send him a new postcard when you found out what happened to the old ones, I saw you being glad Jean loves cooking, loves something, despite the fact he becomes someone you can't recognise any more. I saw you agree to keep training Neil even though he was doomed by his father, I saw you giving Dobson the clear to speak with Jean about your trauma despite not trusting her because she's Andrew's and oh yeah speaking of, I saw you promising him you'll find something he can live for and you did. you fucking liar

melita-m

“The Golden Raven”

I am both a 2d and 3D artist but I have never attempted animation before so please don’t look at this too closely lmao but I’m really happy with how it turned out.

Im wanting to get more into animation and will be using aftg to do so, Neil (and maybe Andrew) are up next.