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tanzie-reed:

I want to know if it was a boy or a girl…I want to have a funeral for it, Zach…

Okay... David said- um, he said he knew. So... I’ll... I’ll find out and we can do that. I’ll work it out, okay?

#c: tanzie #my chest hurts #call an ambulance #i need xanax and chick fil a waffle fries

tanzie-reed:

It is my fault. That baby depended on me and I let it fucking die. It was old enough to hear my voice, to know my voice. It probably wanted to know why I let this happen, why I didn’t protect it…

We felt it kick.

I know we did.

But you’ll never convince me it was your fault. And I know that kid in there knew how much you loved it. I know it knew you would’ve done anything. I know you would’ve. Please... please, Tanzie... don’t do this to yourself.

#c: tanzie #in which zach is trying so hard not to cry himself like omfg

tanzie-reed:

No…I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I couldn’t even keep our own child safe. I knew I couldn’t be a good mom, Zach. I…I let my own baby die…

It should’ve been me instead…

No. It wasn’t your fault... you didn’t let our baby die. I should’ve been there. Every second.

And it absolutely shouldn’t have been you instead. It shouldn’t have been either of you. It’s not your fault.

#c: tanzie #he is dying oh my god #he wants to make everything better for her so bad but he knows how in pain she is #BECAUSE HE IS TOO #THIS IS KILLING ME #FUCK #MY #LIFE

Texts | King Bros

Henry: Yeah...she's uh...she's really sorry about everything. Wanted to see Tanzie as soon as I told her. Knew it probably wasn't the best idea. Just let her know that she's thinking about her? If that won't upset her. Or...whatever.

Zach: I know. I just don't think it'll happen for a while.

#text #t: henry #ITS HIS BROTHER STILL

Texts | King Bros

Henry: Yeah. Sure thing.

Zach: Is Winny okay?

#text #t: henry #omg its his lil bro xoxo

Texts | King Bros

Henry: Going to pick up Winny some clothes. Need anything? Let me know.

Henry: Or totally ignore this. I don't care.

Zach: Comfy clothes for Tanzie? Hanna knows the ones. Thanks.

#text #t: henry #hes not totally silent #but ya know #mostly #at least rn

tanzie-reed:

Tanz... I’m so sorry.

#c: tanzie #i literally fucking cant #i cant #HIS HEART IS BREAKING FOR HER AND TE BABY AND EVERYTHING #AND I CAN-FUCKING-NOT

tanzie-reed:

#c: tanzie #idk if he even knows what to say yet #THEYRE BOTH SO FUCKING SAD #FUCK

dia-king:

I’m, um… I’m not gonna bug you, I just… wanted to tell you that I’m here if you need anything.

#IM CRYING #IDEK HOW TO RESPOND #FUCK #c: dia

#ctkstarter #at the hospital #or its super late at the house #and her ehe is #good luck with this

miranda-lawrence:

Yeah, I guess you’re right about that.

Thanks for the heads up…so, what’s your deal? What do you do for a living?

They are my brothers.

My deal? My deal is that I’m fucking kick-ass. And I own a few clubs and shit. What do you do?

#c: miranda #he's like idk if we're telling them????#um???

drdanielking:

Zachary. How are you? And what’s this I hear about you about to become a father? I’ll gladly take the whiskey.

I’m alright. A little sleep deprived but who the fuck isn’t?

Damn, news sure travels, huh? Looks like it. World beware.

#c: daniel

cohenmia:

Yeah, you’re right. Stupid to even think about it. Enjoy your not watered down, not spat in drink.

Well now I’m curious. Shoot, blondie.

I might even buy ya one. Might.

#c: mia

miranda-lawrence:

One of them, technically…Adam, I think? He called himself Harry and said Adam was his little brother. You have a very weird family. But you seem close. So, whatever works, I guess.

Most families are weird.

You might wanna watch out with the name swap. Never know what’s in store with those two.

#c: miranda

tanzie-reed:

I don’t want to talk about anything. I don’t want to talk about how the last time Winny and Henry did this, he relapsed. I don’t want to talk about how apparently they’re back together since everyone is blowing up my phone, and I most definitely don’t want to talk about our former friendship.

She’s selfish. She’s mean. And I don’t want to be her friend anymore.

Tanz... Henry didn’t relapse because of Winny. He relapsed because he has a problem and he’s dealing with it. He’s a champ. He cares about her and she cares about him and I think he could use a little of that in his life. Winny has been your friend for years... and you’re pregnant, we have a baby coming. I know you’re gonna want her around. We’ve been family for a long time.

I love you and I love that little us inside your belly and all this stress isn’t good for either of you. And you not smiling is absolutely terrible for me.

#c: tanzie #tanz babe pls #just a little one?#yes?#maybe?

thehenryking:

You’re right. Things will just…I’ll work through it.

While not blaming yourself, alright?

#using one of those gifs #bye #c: henry

tanzie-reed:

No.

Okay... but before we continue... what’d I do? And also I really don’t think you’d regret the stripping thing.

#c: tanzie #cmon babe #cmon #lets cuddle #talk it out #make a little love #get down tonight

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