Grief hangs heavy on little cousinâs shoulders, makes itself an unwelcome guest in the room, that much is clear to Remus; raised a Winchester, living his early life far away from the ivory tower the Wardens build for themselves, Zach has little practice in neatly packaging up emotions, shoving them aside while cursing them for their inconvenience. Mourning manifests in many ways, the loss of his sister is certainly a wound to bear for the rest of his life, but for Remus, grief is close to rage, grief is akin to violence. Itâs retribution, like Juno herself asked for, her final words uttered before Death makes her their spectacle, their warning shot. Plans of action are well-mapped amongst high-ranking members of War, all Remus has to do at Bellum is steady the course, run the ship as if things are normal, don the icy facade the Wardens are infamous for. After all, itâs what Juno would want from her big brother, to remain the glue that keeps their family together, to rise to the challenge and meet their enemies with calculated bloodshed. Remus plans to make her proud.
Talk of his next fucking meeting grounds Remus again, pulls him from a headspace of plans and vengeance, one he often gets lost in when nothing is there to distract him. Blowing a raspberry from his lips in dismissal, a hand rubs his face tiredly, âsome military fucks from over at Northolt want a demonstration of Kaiâs latest toys, all the automated drones and shit like that, so of course I have to babysit them for their playdate.â A presentational affair, likely spent on edge for the next few hours as he struts around as Remus Warden, president of Bellum Nova, putting on a show for the honoured guests ( not to mention the added stress of the campaign, extra schmoozing required to keep the militaryâs high opinion of him, a key piece of gaining majority MP appeal ). âThough when the election gets closer, Iâll have to bite the fucking bullet and start to really delegate tasks elsewhere.â Historically a control freak, Remus will have to change his ways as he spreads himself thin across Bellum, War, and the upcoming election.Â
Twinkling laugh fills the room, Zachâs infectious smile winning Remus over, too. âWellâŠI had Ritaâs help, and she was all,â his voice takes on a higher pitch, only vaguely sounding anything like Rita, as heâs nowhere near as good at impressions as Saint, âtilt the left corner down! No, the right! No, just put it on another wall!â Sheâs easily as obsessive over interior decor as Remus is about running his familyâs business, her many redesigns of the nursery alone proof positive. âYes, Iâve been meaning to,â Remus says, suddenly nostalgic, âletâs get some dinner sometime at the Italian place around the corner, I miss it.â Which heâd never thought heâd say about his divorcee life in Chelsea. âIâd love the grand tour of your place afterwards.â
In the face of urgent business, small talk comes to die, even with Zach, who Remus tries his best to look after. Teaching him in subtle ways about the expectations of the Wardens, of Gabrielle and her ruling iron fist, Remus also throws his cousin a few bones under the table; in fact, it was the eldest Warden himself who secures Zach his place at Bellum Nova. âActually, Zach, I have something pretty serious to talk to you about,â he says, playing stern, dropping his voice down to something cold. âItâs about your future at Bellum. Iâm a little worried you arenât well suited to your position anymoreâŠâ Remus starts, letting silence hang just long enough for Zachâs face to turn before he adds, âbecause youâve been promoted to Interim Chief Technology Officer!â Interim, only because Gabrielle Warden doesnât approve of handing out titles so easily without being tested first, even with Remusâ seal of approval. He has no doubts itâll become permanent, as who will be better prepared to take Junoâs place than her assistant of so many years?
It might have been the fear that kept his emotion attached to his sleeve, the fear that if he bottled it up for too long that it would crack and explode outward, leaving him with glass shards that bled him slowly from the inside out. He chose to ignore it for that reason and carry on regardless, treat it as something he wore with as much ease as his blazer; something that could be seen by those around him, but not often commented on. âThey might try and haggle with you there and then,â itâs a partial joke, and in truth, if that was the worst to happen, he imagined Remus would be happy enough. âKaiâll keep them occupied though.â Zacharias didnât need to be a genius to know that much. Hands extend outward then, offering an intention, âYou know Iâll help, whatever I can do.âÂ
âIâd say she nearly pushed you out of the way and went to do it herself,â he muses, a fond smile settling into the corners of his mouth when discussing Rita, head canting to one side as he glances at the framed article once more - able to craft a mental picture of them in vivid technicolor. Gaze narrows, an indication of the attempt to recall the place that his cousin was referring to, âI donât think Iâve been.â Even more of a reason to catch up there, able to trust the otherâs taste in food enough that he didnât need to go home and scour the menu in advance of going. âIâll make sure it doesnât look a tip.â He jokes, the place still far bigger than he had been used to and mess often contained to predictable pockets of space - the kitchen, the book shelves, the coffee table in the living room to name a few - rather than covering the flat like a blanket.Â
âChrist, Rem,â Zach berates the other (as much as the Winchester could) a hand reaching up to rest on top of his thundering heart beat, containing the vessel to his rib cage, âI thought you were about to give me the sack.â There is a moment before what his cousin actually said registers, unsure whether exhilaration or melancholia would win out, attempting to blink away the surprise he was sure lingered in his stare. The role had been synonymous with Juno for as long as he could remember, even before he had joined the company as her assistant, to sever that mental connection in conjunction with taking over the role himself seemed... daunting, in spite of the fact that he had been doing it - or, trying his best with the help of others - since she had first disappeared. âThatâs,â Zacharias breathes out, unable to help the slight smile that curves his mouth, âInsane,â thinking then perhaps she would have preferred it (if been slightly apprehensive) that it was him and not someone else.
âThank you,â he adds after a beat, an acknowledgement that he understands the importance of the news, âIâll try no- I mean, I wonât let you down.âÂ