The Ambiance of Deceit

Within the confines of darkness; where forgetfulness and despair meet; there, I forged myself with clarity and thought of myself as a newborn nephilim.

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The Changer. .5 led value study.

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The Sacred Rupture

As a soul reaches a certain level in the coursework, one is exposed to higher and higher states of being. Higher and lower are only serving as a reference in this limited reality for organizing these concepts in a way that is recognizable for you here and now. As one reaches these areas a great thirst for knowledge ensues and is forever incorruptible in its incessant search for wellsprings of ambrosia, truth, love, and a filling of this internal/external void.

As these doors open for you so too must you open your doors to it. Complete surrender to these forces of God and oneness is the lesson and the reward. As you begin to see outside your fears of the unknown and reach into the threshold of oneness and joy, an expansion of self will be your experience and yes, a multi-sensorial and multi-dimensional scattering of your intact awareness will occur. You will be 'At one" with all creation and yourself at the same time. Starting here on this world and then, as you evolve, to all creation.

Some of you are now cautiously approaching this threshold. Beginning to question your physical existence and its effects upon your spiritual growth, from job and relationship to survival. Of course any job will compete for your attentions and distract you from your goal but only if you allow this. Jobs can also be a way of inserting disciplines into your awareness. Yes, this will and is happening to some of you. So does social acceptance and traditional values sometime take a person away from their truth and power. This is merely more course work.

Soon you will not be concerned about how others feel about you or wish to continue the political struggling within the construct of a University of mental prowess and reach instead for a University of Allness, of Spiritual prowess, encompassing the social and physical structural norms but going much further into the Kundalini Quantum.

The Kundalini is the key for the lock on the door. The sacred rupture of the Divine into the physical and the physical into the Divine. Birth into an awareness of a dual reality of oneness, transition. Tracking the process that is usually clouded by death is not a common event to be sure. It can be said with utter truthfulness that death is being experienced by you now, and life is being experienced by you now, at the same time, in its full strength and glory but without the cessation of life in the physical organism. A transcendence of the Great Veil.

This is your near destiny.

It will depend on how steep you wish your learning curve to be. Your river of time. Your decisions can change its course. Will it be this or that? Sooner or later? This will be determined by you. My teaching to you is to stop being controlled by your fears in all forms, without stepping into self annihilation.

Stay alive and witness the event of death without dying! Step into the doorway and transit it as one uses a doorway. At will! Bringing your gifts back to those who will be thirsting for such knowledge. - love and sparks - chrism

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"One should thus not be fooled by their fair appearance – under the velvety skin of their arms lie muscles of iron, and a blow delivered with their rear, goat-like legs or the thick horns on their head can easily crush bone."

-Witcher 3:Wild Hunt, Bestiary.

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In the end, only death prevails.

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"Searchers after horror haunt strange, far places."

-H.P. Lovecraft

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The Chikcken. Ink study on smoke and feathers.

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The Drooling. Ink study on shade and wet surfaces.

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The Spell. Ink study on light, shadows, and sigil work. Almost caught up.

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The Roasted. Ink study on fire and smoke. Slowly catching up.

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The Tranquil. Ink study on space and perspective. Playing catch-up.

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The Poisoned. Ink study with ballpoint. Sketch accomplished under limited supply and time; apologies.

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The Beautiful. Sigil and feather ink study.

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The Witch. Ink study on etching and braided hair.

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[wordsnquotes]

May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope you read some fine books and kiss someone who thinks you’re wonderful, and don’t forget to make some art – write or draw or build or sing or live as only you can. And I hope, somewhere in the next year, you surprise yourself.

Neil Gaiman  (via iopanosiris)

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With my tools lost, I feel a disconnect. I am not what I once was.

[hallucination]

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Lately, many thoughts have invaded my mind.