So I'm not going to update this blog anymore. These days it's been difficult for me to keep up and I feel like my heart isn't in it anymore. Which is sad and sort of tragic. So I'd like to think that I'm moving on- I'd like to obsess on something other than Mass Effect (finally! though some days it feels like nothing might ever fill that hole again- which is crazy I know, I know), but it's been amazing how much I reveled in the excitement and the madness and the people who shared the same passion I had for this wonderful series. You guys are awesome and I have a constant reminder of that- more than a thousand followers and I get messages I sometimes don't answer and I hate myself for it and I just don't deserve you all. Thank you so much.
Anyways shit, this feels like I'm writing a farewell post when I'm not even leaving, really. My personal blog is the love of my life right now, and I don't plan on calling quits on that one. And I finally got up my procrastination chair (with much struggle and tears) and plan on writing ME fanfiction for all these ideas stuck in my head filled with these fantastic what-ifs- I just really need to get rid of them. Really. And seriously, how can I just let go of the lovable characters that fill the Mass Effect universe? So I'm still holding on to something. Hopefully I'll get to show you guys someday.
Maybe.










