Zaydia's ed journey

⚠️ Ed ⚠️ 25| Actively a mess of a person🤎 South Asian | CW 69.4kgs

[zaekaelia]

[kosmogrl]

[zaekaelia]

Because when all is said and done, we only made the best decisions with the information we had at the time. How can I hold myself to the standard of the me who is privy to so much more knowledge. The immense, suffocating love for the woman I was, am, and will be❤️

[cloecstasy]

i want to be clean

[felangelin]

[mmmimasroommm]

LOVE liquid calories cuz I just have a good coffee of choice everyday and n0 f○○d.

No constipation, and caffein for energy boost.

that's just 300c4\s a day and helps me with my sweet tooth

[mycatismysoul]

Stuff I actually like that are low cal. Currently obsessed with the peach jellies tbh

[edadvice]

I heard a lot of people sleep to avoid eating. Oversleeping can cause fatigue 50% of the time. I am part of that 50%, so here are somethings to do other than eating and oversleeping!

-create a troll account

-make crafts to decorate your room (use old clothes as fabric)

-make a Moodboard/vision board (my fav I have over 10 billion. Could be on an app, your wallpaper, or on ur wall)

-chores (may seem weird but it’s to organize your mind plus you get smth done)

-make custom stuff (lipgloss, headband, hair clips, diaries, headphones. Phone case, stickers)

-yoga

-people watch and analyze their walk, talk, and they way they look at stuff. (take personal traits that make you draw yourself to them and fake it till you make it)

-work out

-do your hair (find what looks cute for you)

-personal colour analysis

[laced4ngelx]

for someone who’s absolutely terrified of gaining weight, i sure eat a lot

[skunkypunk]

mealspo! my own pics (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ

[loladott]

I feel like a wannarexic each time I eat.

[angelic-rosex]

[r0tt1ng-4ngel]

The dream

[zaekaelia]

Ahhh it was mum's birthday and I ate takeout and I regret everything goshh. Thankfully no birthdays for a while - I really need to hold myself to a plan because I cannot be trusted around the kitchen or food😭😭

[cokeonmyclit]

Don’t eat it, you don’t deserve it

Not because you don’t deserve food.

Because you don’t deserve to feel regret.

You don’t deserve to ruin ur progress.

You don’t deserve waking up the next day hopeless feeling like you’ll never be thin.

You don’t deserve to gain.

You don’t deserve to feel fat.

You don’t deserve to hate yourself.

[lanareyzxx]

[sweetbittersweets]

I despise my body it’s the most uncomfortable place I’ve ever lived in

[razorbladeballads]

"What u eat in private will show in public" has always been the saying that triggers me the most