Esme

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INTRO ♡

(Dni if you don’t like sensitive topics, I recommend blocking!)

꩜ Hi cuties, my name is Esme !

꩜ I’m a 17yo jirai girlie who also loves to experiment with other styles !

꩜ Not new to jiraiblr, my old account got T-worded and I took some time off because of studies but I’m back now hehe

꩜ I’ll mostly be posting random shit abt my life etc, keep in mind that I’m mentally ill and struggle with things like //ed,sh// etc so some posts can be me straight up venting but I promise I’m a fun person !! When I was young I really liked pastel ghost style, then I discovered jirai kei and I got into it!

꩜ My few friends that I have don’t know about this account nor do they know what I really am like because I’m afraid they might think I’m a horrible person if they find out I find comfort in being a lifestyle jirai. They’re not the type to understand mental health so that’s why I created this account in the first place, it’s so comforting to know that there’s people like me !

꩜ I like talking to new people and I dgaf if you’re 34 or 12 really just dm me, I don’t mind others venting to me so if you have a heavy heart you can text me too it’s no problem I feel like it would help since nobody knows who tf I am so y’all are safe here

꩜ Discord: ask me in dms!

INTERESTS ♡

ꨄ︎ Visual Novels

ꨄ︎ Video Games (mostly gacha like hoyo games I LOVEEE HI3)

Pjsekai, vocaloid, project diva, and rhythm games in general!

ꨄ︎ Anime

ꨄ︎ Collecting trinkets, merch and vintage things

ꨄ︎ BAKINGGGG

ꨄ︎ dancing ❤︎

ꨄ︎ sewing and making my own jewelry

ꨄ︎ fiction is my way of escaping from everything, ao3 is like my side chick

Andd that’s abt it I think, maybe I’ll add more things in the future..moot up jiraiblr! I follow everyone back ^^ Also I’m so sorry if I make grammar mistakes im gen having difficulties with English since I’m bilingual

if you read everything I’ll kiss you passionately.. ૮ ․ ․ ྀིა

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Dyed my hair pink life is awesome

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Oo i see u like sewing sooooo

Most recent sewing project (if u can show it)?

And what's smth u wanna sew in the future?

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Haiii yes!

I recently made a Postal Dude plushie for my friend but didn’t take any pics so I can’t show ˙◠˙it was kinda chopped tho haha

Im planning to sew/touch up my cosplays so I could show that in the future if you’re interested !

I also really wanna make my own clothes

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I have this gut wrenching feeling that nobody actually likes me

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what’s your dream coord?

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this Set-up from Liz Lisa (˶‾᷄ ⁻̫ ‾᷅˵)

And what’s yours?!

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You seem pretty unmotivated for someone who’s so scared of failure

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Are you alive?

Hai hello..Im Alive..I couldn’t log into this account for the longest time AGAIN. Tumblr hates me I hope I don’t get kicked out AGAIN. I missed this space and EVERYONEEEE so so much WAHHH!!!!

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I been so sensitive lately what the fuck why am I crying like 3x per day

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*paws at you*

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Hi hiiiiii hi hi hi hii

Hey hi HELLOOO hihihihihihihihi

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I have my end of year exam tomorrow and I really want to do well..mostly because I want to make my favorite teacher proud since it’s her subject and I LOVE LOVEEE her so please wish me luck I’m so freakin scared !!!!

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I Lowkirkeniunely miss my ex and kinda wanna text them to check up on them..

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Why pass exams when YOU can pass away ( •᷄ᴗ•́)

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Su1c1dal people cheer up !! If you were fictional then mentally ill teens would kin you and cover their walls with posters of you !! You would be their comfort character !!

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You like baking? What do you prefer to bake?

CAKES, PIES, CUPCAKES, JUST ANY TYPES OF SWEETS !!!

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Hii esme!!

How are you???

Hi hi!! I’m actually doing amazing rn since I’m on Easter break, I can sleep in !! How about you?? Your blog looks so cute btw ❤︎

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Sometimes I want to d1e just to see how people would react but then again I wouldn’t be there to witness it