Zaiba

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[zaiba]

Dear God,

If love is to ever find me.

Let it find me at my highest point in life.

At my happiest, at my fullest.

So when it comes to me, I accept it for itself.

Not to fill a void in me, not to be a distraction.

But to be a companion in the journey to completeness.

And if I am meant to walk alone, then free me from this longing.

Help me find fulfilment in my own company.

Joy in the small things and faith in your guidance.

[zaiba]

One day you will look at the sky and say, “God, I know it was you.”

[zaiba]

Z,

Keep doing what you’re doing.

Cause something is right!

Things are moving in the direction you prayed for.

So don’t stop believing.

One step at a time.

You will reach your destination.

[zaiba]

Compete to win.

Or don’t compete at all.

[zaiba]

You will be misunderstood.

Not only by strangers passing by.

But also by the ones closest to you.

[zaiba]

I prayed to God, please free me from my flaws

He showed me the mirror

I couldn’t bear the reflection staring back

Now I wonder, was I always this person?

[zaiba]

Stop accepting disrespect from people.

Especially people close to you.

Because they, of all people, know exactly what breaks you.

So if they ever hurt you, know that it was a conscious decision.

Not an unintentional mistake.

[zaiba]

Stop being so scared of everything!

Just do it!

[zaiba]

Start spending more

And Allah will give you more

Start loving more

And Allah will bless you with more loved ones

Start laughing more

And Allah will give you more reasons to smile

Allah is a giver, so ask all you want

And prepare yourself to receive

[zaiba]

10 years from now,

When I open my camera roll,

I want to see 1000s of pictures.

Full of travel, love, fun, achievements and passion.

Not a boring life, behind a machine.

[zaiba]

Why are you living your life on auto pilot?

Seeing stories, pictures and posts of others achievements.

And regretting not having one!

Well my love, you have it in you.

The passion you cannot see, the aggression hidden behind your leisure.

The fire burning out.

Don’t wait u till it’s too late.

You can still do it!

So do it now!

[zaiba]

I might be off track

But my light is intact

Dimmed by their words

Dimmed by my doubts

And when I am back

Back to myself

With my spark alight

I’ll stand unshadowed, fully in my light

[zaiba]

How graceful is our existence.

The softness of our voices.

The rhythm of our walk.

The sway of our movements.

The calm demeanour.

The lilac aura.

The dark hair.

The lightened eyes.

The flow of words.

The still poise.

Such delicate frames.

Yet such strong values.

With grace live.

With grace we love.

[zaiba]

Do people write when they are happy?

Cause my despair is what brings the writer out in me.

[zaiba]

There are times when I am proud of where I am in life today.

But often I wish I was stronger and wiser.

That I did not delay things to reach perfection.

But simply started without hesitation.

Till date I want a perfect life.

Content, happy and fulfilled.

I have fears, from the past, for the future.

I fear I am not enough.

I fear I will not be loved the way I want to be loved.

I fear I will not be loved for who I am.

I want a perfect ending, but I am too scared to begin..

[zaiba]

This distress fills me.

Of what could’ve been.

Of what is not.

Of what will be.

My today is a blessing.

That I prayed for in my past.

But the fear of tomorrow lingers.

Cause who knows if my prayers will still be answered.

While I still regret my past.

For the things I delayed.

The choices I made.

Of who I was.

Of who I am.

Of who I could be.

[zaiba]

There is no RIGHT TIME

The is no TOMORROW

All you have is NOW