I feel like I'm breaking

[zanzanlefevre]

what the fuck?

[chitownpunkgirl]

[zanzanlefevre]

Fuck......

I can't beleive this is a thing that happens. I've been on stage more times in the last couple weeks than I ever had been in my life ever.

[greenfuckingday-deactivated2018]

[zanzanlefevre]

Turns out that tea does work.

[sarahfuckingevans]

zanzanlefevre:

[zanzanlefevre]

Then now I really need to get it!

You really do. It was so nice. Best sleep I've had in months.

[zanzanlefevre]

Turns out that tea does work.

That was the best sleep i've had in a very long time. 

[zanzanlefevre]

Zander and Sarah

[sarahfuckingevans]

zanzanlefevre:

[zanzanlefevre]

I heard it works, but honestly I’m not too sure.You’ll certainly have to let me know if it works, I’m tired of taking sleeping meds.

I’m Sarah by the way.

I've heard about it but I've never bothered to try it. Sleep medication is awful. I stopped taking them awhile ago because I got severely addicted to them... It was pretty bad. 

 I'm Zander. Its a pleasure to meet you, Sarah.

[zanzanlefevre]

Zander and Sarah

[sarahfuckingevans]

zanzanlefevre:

[zanzanlefevre]

Try drinking that weird sleepy time tea, it’s supposed to calm you down and make you fall asleep or something.

I agree with that one.

Hmm...that's a good idea. 

 I should try that...

[zanzanlefevre]

Zander and Sarah

[sarahfuckingevans]

zanzanlefevre:

[zanzanlefevre]

Just sleep for as long as you can, that’s what I do when I’m exhausted.

I plan to try. Unfortunately its not so easy for me to actually fall asleep, even as tired as I am... 

 Insomnia fucking sucks.

[zanzanlefevre]

Zander and Sarah

@sarahfuckingevans said: You could always sleep for twenty billion hours.

That would be so nice.

[zanzanlefevre]

Zander and Kawaii

[kawaii-lefevre-sheridanrpg-deac]

zanzanlefevre:

[zanzanlefevre]

Zan <3 Can I come cuddle you? Ariel’s asleep on the bed and I can’t sleep…

Of course you can. The couch is really comfortable. Just warning you, there are a couple stumps instead of a right arm and leg.

[zanzanlefevre]

Attempting to live the dream while dealing with fake limbs is exhausting...

[tryntmcdonald]

Back to work!!!

[tryntmcdonald]

zanzanlefevre:

[zanzanlefevre]

Yeah, I love my kids. How’s everythin’ going Zan man? 

Things are going pretty damn well, Trynt. I just reconnected with my baby sister, who I haven't seen in over a year and a half because of....uhm....reasons. 

 And that's exciting. I raised her and I didn't like being away from her. It seems everything is going really well right now. Hopefully that doesn't change. 

So besides work, how are things with you?

[zanzanlefevre]

The internet is a strange place...

[sawyercollinsrp]

zanzanlefevre:

Dude I know. It’s like they’re high or drunk all the time while processing all that animations, but I swear there’s so much fucked up shit.

[zanzanlefevre]

Its insane! but for some reason i kept watching them... like... some of that shit is totally ridiculous. I can guarantee some of those people were high making that shit. I probably would have done the same shit if i knew how to use a computer back then... 

[zanzanlefevre]

The internet is a strange place...

[kamryn-lombardo-deactivated2014]

zanzanlefevre:

[zanzanlefevre]

I wonder if that’s why I feel so comfortable there… 

Yeah. I mean, I have nothing against it, I'm not one of those old people who thinks the internet is ruining the world.... Its just....there is some seriously fucked up shit in the weird corners of YouTube... 

[zanzanlefevre]

The internet is a strange place...

[sawyercollinsrp]

zanzanlefevre:

[zanzanlefevre]

That is very, very true. It’s almost unsettling.

Some of it is very very unsettling... 

 I don't understand why some people on YouTube have access to animation programs. some of that shit is enough to give me nightmares....

[zanzanlefevre]

The internet is a strange place...

[treylandisrpg]

Zander and Trey

[treylandisrpg]

zanzanlefevre:

[zanzanlefevre]

Dunno man. Most of then would probably kick my ass if they seen me again. Or trash my wheels.

Thats a good point. I know people back there who would do anything to have me dead. I was kind of... I was a notorious drug dealer up until earlier this year... But ah... after i left that scene i made a couple friends and met my son. There are really only about.... maybe 7 people i miss from LA. the rest can go fuck themselves for all i care. 

 this city is so much nicer and it seems like there are some pretty awesome people around here.