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Warnings: ANGST!! toxic!cameron, use of the n-word, 2.4k words, manipulative!cameron, lovesick!reader, black reader, plus-size reader
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Daysha physically couldn't cry anymore.
Not over Cameron. Not over the years she had given him, not over all the pieces of herself she had handed to a man like him.
She'd cried herself dry last year. When he started distancing himself on purpose, claimin' he needed "space" for the league. When he started posting Sierra more. When he kept callin' Daysha after games talkin' 'bout "I miss you" like her heart was some damn revolving door.
But tonight? After the shit he'd pulled?
Tonight was it for her, he'd officially broken her heart.
Tonight she was done..
It started with Cameron acting.. distant towards her, something he'd never done. Not wanting her to show at any press tours, any games, and definitely not media day—where he made the announcement.
She sat on her couch, oversized t-shirt swallowing her curvaceous body, sew-in tied up, fingers shaking as she reread Sierra's post again. Sierra smiling big, soft, glowing like pregnant women do. Cameron behind her, hands on her stomach, kissin' her cheek like he was the sweetest man alive.
"Baby Cade loading..."
The caption made Daysha's throat burn. She wasn't stupid, she had already felt it she just didn't want to believe it.
She clicked off her phone and swallowed hard. She had no more tears for him. He'd successfully sucked the life out of her. All she had left was the hollow, quiet ache that felt like someone reached inside her chest and scraped her heart out with their nails.
Knock!
Knock!
Two knocks hit the door.
Then another.
Knock!
Knock!
Then pounding shaking the door frame as if it'd break, startling Daysha in the mix.
BANG!
BANG!
BANG!
"Day," Cameron's deep voice dropped through the wood. "Open the door, ma. Stop playin' with me."
She rolled her eyes and stayed silent, her heart pounding nonetheless
He beat harder, he nearly rammed the door. Daysha now worrying if the door would be broken down, and about her neighbors.
"Get from my fuckin' door Cameron! I'm not playin'.." she retorted, genuinely hoping he'd leave
"Daysha... on everything, open this door before I really have to embarrass you in front ya' neighbors." He threatened still trying at the door
She exhaled through her nose.
Always the same, always will be.
When she didn't open it, Cameron muttered something under his breath, jiggled the lock, remembering how to push it just right from the outside. In an instant, the door popped open and he was in like she welcomed him.
Daysha didn't even look his way.
"You weird as hell for breakin' in," she mumbled.
Cameron stepped in wearing gray sweats and a hoodie, fresh from the team's meet and greet press conference she'd watched online. Smelling like Dior and outside. Hair freshly lined up and buzzed. Single gold chain link on his neck.
He looked too good for the hurt he caused.
"Told you to get that lock fixed," he hissed, shutting the door. "Why you been ignoring me?"
She snorted without humor. "I been busy."
He walked toward her with urgency, his tall frame crowding her small living room with confidence like the room owed him space.
"Busy doin' what?" he asked, eyeing her face. "You look like you been cryin'."
"Cam, this shit has gotten old..." she trailed, "it's fuckin' wrong and you know it." She huffed out in frustration
He stopped in front of her, jaw flexing, eyes already darkening like she'd offended him.
"We not doin' this shit again, daysha." he dismissed, voice deepening. "What's goin' on with you? Where this coming from now?"
She finally lifted her eyes.
"You just gonna' act like you don't know? You not about to play me for stupid in my own house" she felt anger rising from the very tip of her toes
He had her fucked up, to say the least
He frowned scrunching his eyebrows. "If I knew, I wouldn't be askin'. Damn."
Though it should've been obvious, selfishly he really didn't know
She laughed—a short, sharp, broken sound.
"Wow, that's crazy," she said, standing up. "That's crazy, Cameron." She got in his face wanting to get physical despite the size difference
He watched her chest rise and fall, confusion painted across his face.
Then he saw her phone on the couch.
Then he saw the paused screen of him and Sierra.
And suddenly Cameron's expression changed.
"Aw hell nah," he muttered, rubbing his forehead like she was unreasonable. "Day—"
She forced herself to create distance, knowing how bad she wanted to put her hands on him
"Don't you even fucking dare!" she snapped, voice cracking from how long she'd been holding it in. "Not tonight."
He blinked slowly, then stepped closer, like he was approaching a scared animal.
"Come here." He stalked towards her, grabbing her by both wrists pulling her into him
"No! Get the fuck off me!" She struggled against him, feeling her facade cracking, the tears trying to escape
"Daysha—"
"Cameron, stop! Just—stop." A mangled cry pierced the air from her.
She shoved his chest, not strong enough to move him but he let her go
He stared at her like he didn't understand. He didn't think it was that deep. This was what came with it in his mind. Selfish
"You mad 'cause of... that?" he asked quietly, nodding at the phone.
She scoffed neck jerking back. "You got a baby on the way with your girlfriend. Why would I be mad? I'm the fool, right? I'm the—"
"You not no damn fool," he shot back instantly. "Stop sayin' that shit."
"You made me one." Her voice cracked, wrapping her arms around herself to console
He shifted on his feet uncomfortably...maybe he felt guilt seeing the mess he'd made of her
"Nah. Nah, don't do that. Don't pull that victim shit on me now." He got defensive
Daysha stepped back nodding her head at his audacity. "I'm not fucking playing victim. I'm just finally seein' it clear." Tears streamed down her almond-toned face
Cameron reached for her again; she slapped his hand away.
He clenched his jaw, balling his fist at his sides like the rejection physically hurt.
"I congratulated y'all," she said, voice trembling. "I said what I needed to say."
She was so over it and just wanted him gone but he couldn't do that
"You texted me 'Congrats' being petty," he snapped. "You got me fucked up."
She laughed again, sadder this time.
"What? You wanted a hug? You wanted me to rub her stomach too? Pick out baby names? What you want from me, Cam?"
He opened his mouth, closed it, and opened it again.
"I want—"
His jaw tightened.
"I want you to stop actin' weird."
"Weird?" she repeated, stepping closer. "You callin' me weird? After all this time? After all the shit you told me? After everything we did behind that girl back?"
Cameron's nostrils flared, guilt flashing quick then disappearing behind annoyance.
"Man, don't say it like that."
"Say it like what? That's the truth.." she aggressively wiped her tears
"You tryna make me sound grimey." He smacked his teeth
"You are grimy. A nasty ass grimey nigga" she retorted
He inhaled sharply like she'd slapped him.
"...Aight," he whispered. "Okay. That's how you feel?"
Daysha didn't answer.
She walked to the kitchen to get space, but Cameron followed her like he always did
He swore he couldn't live without her..
"Day," he murmured, voice dropping low, coaxing. Turning her to face him. "Come on, ma. You know what it is with us." He lowly spoke to her tilting her chin up to look him in the eyes
"No, I don't," she said, him leaning down to peck her lips, down to her collarbone tears finally welling. "Explain it to me. Explain how you loved me your whole damn life but somehow couldn't choose me. Explain how you promised me all that shit then left me in the shadows while you played house with somebody else." She pushed his head back looking into his eyes that also shared hurt—but not the same hurt
She loved him so much and wanted nothing more than to be with him, but that wasn't an option
Because she'd never come first..
She turned her head, wiping her cheeks angrily.
"Explain how you slept with me the night before y'all went public." She mumbled
Cameron closed his eyes like the memory cut him too.
"Stop," he muttered.
"No. Say it. Say what you been doing to me."
He opened his eyes, pain shining through the anger now.
"You know why."
"No Cameron. I don't "
He exhaled, long and shaky, running a hand over his stressed expression.
"'Cause I need you," he said softly. "I need you in ways I don't need nobody else. You know damn well you my—"
"Don't say 'bestfriend.' Cause that's old as fuck"
"Then what you want me to call you?" he snapped. "My world? My weakness? 'Cause that's what the fuck you are. You been that since we were thirteen. You want me to say that out loud? Right now?"
Her lips parted.
He stepped close until his chest brushed hers.
"You want me to say I ain't never loved nobody the way I love you?"
He whispered it harshly like it pained him.
"You want me to say Sierra ain't never had me like you do?" He pointed to himself, tears making his eyes heavy.
"Then why her?" Daysha whispered.
Cameron looked down.
"I had to grow up," he said quietly. "And you—"
He hesitated.
"You make it real. Too real."
She stared at him, disbelief washing over her.
"That's the dumbest shit I ever heard."
He smirked disingenuously and bitterly. "Yeah. I know."
That's when it clicked, the only thing reasonable
"So you chose the girl that ain't gon' demand nothin' from you."
"What the fuck—" his voice rose before he was cut off
"You chose the easy one." She said more to herself, chuckling bitterly
Cameron quickly swiped the glass cup off the counter, and Daysha flinched.
"Stop tryna make this shit seem simple. It's way past that!" He shouted turning red in the face
"It is simple, Cam!"
He dragged both hands over his face, pacing like a man unraveling.
"You don't get it," he muttered. "You don't get what it's like bein' me. Everybody want somethin'. Coaches. My people. Fans. Sierra want the picture-perfect family, a perfect image—"
"What do I want then?" she cut in sharply.
He froze.
She stepped up to him, tears spilling now.
"What do I want, Cameron?"
He swallowed.
"You want me."
"Exactly," she breathed. "I wanted you. And you wanted me too—you just didn't want the responsibility of loving me, you don't want to be held accountable."
He looked away, jaw grinding.
"Day, don't—"
She shoved his chest again, harder this time.
"STOP CALLIN' ME THAT LIKE WE STILL GOOD!"
Silence.
Raw, painful, open silence.
Cameron stared down at her, heart in his stomach, panic edging in for the first time.
"Don't say that shit" he whispered hoarsely.
"It's true." She mumbled crossing her arms
"No. Don't fuckin' say that." His voice was shaken. "'Cause you know you don't even mean that shit." He scoffed
"This shit is wrong and I'm not doin' it anymore. Your baby deserves a faithful father" she spoke truthfully although the reality of it did hurt
"This shit so fucked up man.." he stressed, head in his hands. The room had gone quiet
Then he shot up grabbing for her waist
He almost grabbed her, but she moved before he got a good grip. "Why you doin' this shit to me, Daysha? I fuckin' love you with everything in me.." he cried now on his knees in front of her
He was past pulling at her heartstrings, he had her bawling her eyes out again. "I'd give my fuckin' life for you." He now cried into her shirt, gripping her waist.
On instinct, her hand went to caress his head to comfort him, but she snapped back to reality
She shook her head and pulled away.
"I'm done, Cam."
He froze like the words took the wind out of him.
"I'm done letting you hurt me," she added, voice barely there. "I'm done being your secret comfort when you need a break from your real life. I'm done letting you fuck me and go back to her like it didn't happen."
He couldn't do anything but stare at her in hurt.
Daysha moved toward the door.
"So that's it?" His voice shook. "You gon' leave me?"
"I'm leavin' what we had," she corrected. "Not you as a person. But the situation... that's done."
Cameron's hands flexed helplessly at his sides.
"You ain't fuckin' leavin' me," he muttered, chuckling to himself. No longer any tears present—like the old him was back
She stared at him, exhausted. "See? That's exactly why I am."
"On your' life you ain't..." he said, stepping to the door she held open. The weight of his words was heavy and the look in his eyes.. scared her.
She was stuck in fear
"I'll be seeing you, mama" he bent down to peck her lips, "cause trust me.. you stuck." He mumbled to her looking directly into her eyes
Her breath caught, but he was out the door before she could say anything.
About 2 months had passed and she hadn't heard anything from him and thought she had gotten rid of him for good.
She was so happy that her constantly being ill didn't even deter her attitude much.
Even now sitting in the doctor's office waiting for them to come back and tell her whatever was wrong—though she swore it was a stomach bug or the flu.
She'd still had her period—or what she thought to be so that wasn't even an option.
A knock came to the door and as expected it was the doctor, coming in with a smile on her face. Daysha definitely found that odd but—
"Congratulations Ms. Webb, you're about seventeen, almost eighteen weeks pregnant." The doctors smiled
'The fuck?' Daysha thought with a dumbfounded expression, is this what he meant..
"cause trust me.. you stuck."
a/n : sooo, I think I want a part 2 of this buts its up to yall, if not I got one more fic for Cameron Cade(so sad💔) and then I want to introduce tumblr to Keon Coleman😋..just lmk!
oh and I actually proofread!! Shoutout my girl Grammarly loll
Warnings : crazybabydaddy!cameron, angst?, pinch of smut, DOMESTIC VIOLENCE‼️, karma, abuse of money/power (ending) , use of n-word, it’s a bit intense yall fr, blackfem!reader, plussize!reader, 3k words (got carried away), hope that’s it..
a/n : I truly think I entered flow state with this one y’all…
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Daysha never thought her life would circle back to revolving around Cameron.
Not after that night.
Not after the doctor's words.
Not after she spent two hours in her car sobbing in the parking lot because she was pregnant with the same man's child who pretty much said fuck her feelings.
But time had a twisted sense of humor.
Now?
Her baby boy, Caisen, six months old and chunky with deep dimples, slept sprawled across her chest most nights. His soft breaths on her neck made it feel like the world slowed down just for them.
And across the city, in a house she would never set foot in again, Sierra had given birth to her own son—Camden—a few months before. Another boy with Cameron's whole face.
Two boys with two different mothers and one messy, narcissistic father trying to pretend he didn't make a mess of his world around him.
Cameron did what Cameron always did, he stayed. Not out of loyalty but, out of guilt.
And because Sierra was unraveling due to Cameron weighing on her emotions.
Sierra's sweetness had worn off just around when Caisen turned 3 months.
Cameron never told Daysha everything, but what he did say painted the picture clearly..
"She don't like me bein' out. Don't like me coming to see Caisen. Don't like my teammates. Don't like my damn mama."
"I can't sit in the bathroom too long or she swear I'm cheatin'."
"She be screamin' while the baby sleep. I can't even think in there."
"She don't let me be myself. Like she hate me"
It wasn't Daysha's business.
She didn't care. This was his karma but she did find herself feeling bad every now and then
And every time he came over to spend time with their son... he found a way to slide the conversation back to her.
He always showed up with that same quiet, beaten-down energy, wearing sweats and a fitted tee like he was trying to add to the drama..
At least that's how Daysha saw it.. but little did she know he bc was actually miserable at "home"
And every time he saw Caisen?
His whole face melted.
"Look at my lil man," he whispered, picking him up with gentle hands. "Damn, seem like he get bigger every day."
He'd sit on the couch, bouncing the baby on his knee, eyes soft in ways he never was with anyone else.
But eventually—as always—his eyes drifted to her.
"You ain't miss me not one bit?" He genuinely questioned. He felt she didn't understand how bad he wanted to come back home
"Cameron.. please let it go." She sighed, continuing to wash Caisen's bottles
"I'm saying though, I miss-"
Daysha always cut him off.
"No. We not doin' that, Cam."
But she could lie to herself, not God. She did have her weaker moments—her slip-ups.
It happened around Caisen's two-month mark.
She had just put the baby down, exhausted, milk-stained tank top clinging to her. Cameron had shown up unannounced, eyes dark, jaw set, hands itching for something.. something he was well familiar with.
"You still mad at me?" he murmured, cornering her at the counter.
"Dude leave me alone." She laughed pushing at his chest playfully
But then he leaned down—like muscle memory took over before sense did, kissing her.
Her body betrayed her first.
Her heart betrayed her second.
They fell into each other the way addicts fall back into habits.
"s-shit!" she cried into the pillow, Cameron delivering slow, deep strokes up into her from behind.
The two were lying on Daysha's king-sized bed in a cuddling position. Cameron behind her stroking her deeply gripping her boob, kissing her shoulder every other stroke.
He was making love to her, he wanted her to feel how much he loved her.
"I love you so fucking much, mama" he moaned out rolling her hard nipple between his thick fingers, angling his hips differently grinding on a spongy spot he felt
"oh—ouu shitttt, right there right there." She screamed, head thrown back pussy gushing on his dick.
He took that as an opportunity to suck on her sensitive spot on her neck and up her jaw. He was in such a euphoric state watching the woman's love faces and how vulnerable they were for each other at the moment.
Old memories washing over him, how'd she been treating him as if he was an afterthought now.
Feeling his heart get heavy and throat burn, he was about to cry. The pleasure, the memories, his emotions. He was overwhelmed and only wanted to hear one thing...
"Tell me you love me ma, p-please.." he clung tighter to Daysha feeling both of their climaxes approach
Daysha brought a shaky hand back to his face feeling her orgasm about to take her over the edge.. she just needed him to get her there
"Ohh fuck! Shut up and f-fuck me nigga!" She cried out rutting her hips back against him, face screwed up in pleasure.
Cameron on the other hand felt hopeless— tears dropping on their own but he clung to her tighter lips on her neck. A few pumps later and the two reached their climax.
Letting out a huff Daysha was limp on the bed—Cameron trying to cuddle with her but she took the last bit of strength to push him off.
'she bein' so fuckin' mean to me' Cameron thought, he wanted to voice it but he couldn't shake the thought of him sounding like a bitch.
She didn't kick him out of the bed so he'd take what he could get...
Not that it mattered much because of what she said after did nothing but solidify what he was feeling.
"This don't change nothin'," she whispered.
Cameron had stared at her, jaw tight, frustration all over his face.
"You really don't love me no more?" He asked sincerely but Daysha didn't really catch the mood
actually, she did.. she just didn't care
"Cam, you just fucked the shit out of me, don't start this shit right now." She spoke with her back to him, closing her eyes
Cameron didn't know what to say, so he just left it alone. His feelings were far too hurt to argue
Cameron felt so played with that he even tried bringing Caisen to his house..where Sierra lived. Like he didn't know Sierra borderline hated Daysha
And only like Caisen enough to tolerate him.
Daysha absolutely refused to let her baby go to that woman's house.
Not after the shit she pulled on social media trying to get a rise out of Daysha. Spreading lies and misinformation, personal business that was about Caisen
@SierraBaby:
"Whole time bitches be swearin they the main but he come home to ME ..stay safe luv."
@SierraBaby:
"It's 100 degrees outside and yo baby in the house.. no A/C"
@SierraBaby:
"This bitch baby had a hernia on his privates.. the fuck you doin to him?"
Daysha promised Cameron that she would have a beat ass if she came up on her. Now never responding publicly, she wasn't about to give Sierra what she wanted
But she damn sure did confront Cameron
"I handled it," he claimed. "She was trippin'. You know how she is."
"How she is?" Daysha repeated. "You her man, get her together. She can be mad with me all day long but don't let the bitch say nothin' else about my son." She was mean about it but oh well
He always said the same weak "my bad."
"Yeah yo' bad." She mumbled
‘punk ass nigga’
So no—her baby wasn't going to that house.
He wasn't breathing the same air as that woman.
Cameron still came over to see him though.
Always at Daysha's house running behind her, always respectful around Caisen. Still... he had his toxic moments where she was over his shit.
This was one of those moments
It was a Friday.
Cameron was stretched out on her bed—the one he used to sleep in to escape the reality he created—shirt off, chain link still on, their baby drooling on his chest.
Music played quietly from her Alexa throughout the house. Her phone was charging on the pillow next to him.
She had stepped out to finish her meal prep for the week.
That minute was all he needed.
Cameron glanced at her Lock Screen and saw a notification
"Ant: I had a good time last night, beautiful."
That alone made his stomach grow uneasy. But the moment he opened the phone and saw the thread?
'She really fuckin' with this nigga? The fuck?' He thought to himself eyebrows furrowed reading the messages.
He forgot he was holding his son.
Dates, selfies, texts full of affection. How she used to talk to him
The worst one yet... Ant standing in the same house he was in right now.
Cameron's chest tightened with a rage that felt primitive.
By the time Daysha walked back in, he was sitting upright, baby laid in his crib now but, his eyes were lethal.
"You good?" she asked, wiping her hands with a towel.
He didn't answer.
He just stared at her.
"Ant been fuckin' you too?" He spoke crudely
She blinked slowly, she needed the words to process what had just come out of his mouth
"Cam, what—" she scrunched her face
He stood up, face beat red.
"I asked you a question." He stalked toward her with a crazy look in his eye
"And if he was? The fuck you goin' through my phone for?" she snapped.
"You got another man in the house my son lay his head in? Another man in the house I paid for?" He looked at her like she had two heads
"Then yo' trifling ass go and fuck him.." he lowly spoke scoffing, that statement took her for a fucking loop
"...with my nut leaking from outta' you." He laughed sarcastically looking down, then looking back up at the shit face she had.
Her mouth dropped open.
"You deadass right now?" she demanded. "You got TWO kids! With TWO different women! Was fuckin' us both! While claimin' you love me! And you worried about who takin' me on a damn DATE?"
His nostrils flared.
"Did he fuck you?" He was growing impatient with asking the same question
"That's none of your business." She retorted
Wrong thing to say.
Cameron's voice dropped to a deadly tone
"Everything in this muthafucka' my business." He stooped to her height eyebrows scrunched
"No," she shot back, louder. "All your business is Sierra, y'all's son, your house, and, your choices. Not me and my son. Trust me, I got us." She was done with his shit and tried stepping around her but he wasn't letting that happen
"I'm trying so fuckin' hard not to choke yo' ass out right now Daysha.." he fired back, pacing. "Caisen got my fuckin' last name so my son is my business." He gritted out vein protruding from his neck. He was starting to scare her but she wouldn't back down from him
'fuck him' she thought
"That can change.." she laughed bitter. "This my house. My bed. And that's my baby. He came outta me, the only thing you contributed was DNA and money."
That one hit him.
He pointed at the phone.
"You entertained that nigga while I was here bein' a father, tryna do right by you, Daysha." His voice cracked but the angry expression on his face was still prevalent
"You weren't bein' my man," she corrected. "Two different things."
An ugly silence filled the room.
Cameron's breathing got heavier and he started to pace again, his big frame making her start to hyperventilate, the look in his eyes when he looked at her..
If looks could kill
"Get out," she said finally, she'd be lying if she said she felt safe at the moment
He looked down to her, now all in her face, intimidating her, "the fuck you just say to me?"
"Get. Out." She looked everywhere but him, but she could just feel him staring directly at her
He laughed.. like a fucking maniac, then got quiet. Daysha still looking at the ground trying to inch for the door
"..sit on the bed, Daysha." He said out of nowhere not even looking her direction. She whispered a quiet no and continued for the door
Suddenly his voice boomed
"SIT YO' DUMBASS DOWN DAYSHA! NOW." His voice boomed, which startled her. She cautiously made her way to the bed
"Cameron I told you to fuckin' leave, you doing this yelling gone' wake the baby up, now get ou-" she was going but cut herself off with how fast he was moving to get in her face
"Daysha I don't want you to do shit but shut up and think.." he was bent down now whispering to her looking her dead in the eye
"I'll hurt you in real life, Daysha.." he laughed gripping her chin. The laugh didn't reach his eyes and he looked so—different. The look in his eyes was faraway.
"...it's always been me and you and it's gone end that way." He mumbled now in her ear hand gripping her neck
Kissing at her jaw he went to whisper again, "I hate to get like this witchu', so go ahead and tell that bitch ass nigga that y'all over with.." he nodded his head toward her phone, noticing her hesitancy he went to look he directly in the face.
She started to cry, she couldn't look him in the eyes, all this mess had driven him to be a whole other person. And she still had yet to get the phone
"Do what I just said, is you fuckin' stupid?" He gritted out shaking her by the hold on her neck—her now crying out shaking her hand
Grabbing at his hands she tried to pry them off but had no luck—breathing was getting harder so she started to thrash around.
"I just wanted you to fuckin' love me Daysha! You the reason this happenin'." He cried out shouting, pressing down harder, squeezing tighter. Caisen woke up from the chaos and started to wail out—in a way it seemed he was crying for help for his mommy.
Running out of options she tried to reach for the phone but she started to get lightheaded and dizzy, losing the ability to move and breathe—chest burning like it was on fire.
The last thing she saw was Cameron over her, hands around her neck, and his tears mixing with hers.
As she went limp on the edge of the bed, no more fight in her he dropped down to his knees next to her limp body. Hugging her he was no longer present mentally, passing out right next to her.
The beeping noises in the hospital room were echoing throughout her ears as she came to. Tubes down her throat, IVs all in her arms. Looking at her elated mother she tried to speak but winced. Everything was so painful..
"Nurse! She's up, her eyes are open." Her mom cried from the door, pressing the button for nurses over and over
The doctor came in and gave her the prescribed medication, and referred her to a therapist for the trauma. He closed with, "Nurses are coming to remove the tube and detectives are coming to take your statement." Her mom thanked him but Daysha was a complete wreck
She had to make a statement? She didn't get the option of whether she wanted to press charges or not? She started to spiral her heart rate shooting up, and nurses came to calm her before removing the tube
The detectives were wrapping up their interview with her but she had questions, "What if I don't want to press charges? Just a restraining order.." she rasped out hopeful but the detective gave a look of disapproval
"Ma'am we're past that, you had to be resuscitated three times, and the shared child wailed for an hour straight. Your neighbors had to call. It's a miracle you're alive. Mr. Cade was also found unresponsive in the room due to an unknown substance in his system." His words settled in and broke her heart
"Where's my baby?" She looked to her mom panic rushing through her. "He's fine baby, yaya got him." She eased her, referring to her grandma.
"..is Cameron okay?" She whispered, scared of the answer remembering the last sight of him she had.
The detective sighed, "I can't say much but he is in stable condition and up walking around." He got ready to leave out before stopping.
"Just so you know, you legally cannot see him for the moment." He spoke before heading out completely.
Everything was happening so fast, they had diagnosed Daysha with PTSD and had her taking medication for it. And finally, they had made it to the last day of Cameron's trial—where a verdict would be read.
"Mr. Cade," Judge Holloway began, her voice firm but even as she folded her hands over the bench. "This court has reviewed the evidence, the victim impact statement, and your record. While this is your first official offense, the severity of the incident leaves no room for leniency."
Cameron's jaw flexed once, but he kept his eyes forward.
"Domestic violence is not a lapse in judgment. It is a choice—one with consequences. Today, those consequences come in three parts."
The courtroom was silent.
"First," she continued, "you are hereby ordered to pay a fine of three million dollars. This is reflective of both the seriousness of the offense and your financial capacity."
A murmur rippled through the gallery.
"Second, you will complete a certified twenty-four-week anger management and batterer's intervention program. Attendance is mandatory. Failure to complete the program will be considered a violation of your sentence and you will be ordered to spend a minimum of three years in the state prison."
Cameron's attorney shifted uncomfortably.
"And finally," Judge Holloway said, leaning forward slightly, "you will abide by all related protective orders currently in place. You will have no contact with the victim unless modified by the court. And custody screenings and schedules will be discussed in my chamber and decided by the end of the month, until then 7 month old Caisen Cade will remain in the custody of his mother. "
Her gavel came down with a decisive crack.
"Sentence imposed. Court is adjourned."
a/n : thank yall for readinggg!! I’m lowkey running out of plots so… chat come in clutch and give me some plz
Synopsis: Staying may be easier, but it isn't always the answer.
Pairings: Zilla Fatu x Black!Fem oc
Disclaimer: this is a piece I published last year September, from my Wattpad story. I wanted to introduce some of my previous writing to you guys before actually committing to sharing my new pieces, advice and feedback are greatly appreciated💗!
WARNINGS: mentions of depression, angst, infidelity, and strong language.
Listen while ya read🖤
Zilla and I have been together since we were basically kids, I've known this man since kindergarten so I knew him and everything about him to the T.
Or so I thought…
Lately, he’s has been very distant, claiming he was wrapped up in work and training—just lying to me in my face like I don’t know the ins and outs of his schedule. This was a non-normal kind of distance, something I never would've expected from my husband, and this was not only unusual to me but it was also suspicious.
"How did you get that way?"
Every time I look at him or even speak to him, (which I barely do anymore) he's either too caught up on some bullshit on his phone or he just seems very "mind quiet" in a way, which is normal but not when you can't even look nor speak to your wife.
Zilla was always affectionate and always displayed all 5 love languages with me. words of affirmation, acts of service, gift giving, physical touch, and the one I crave the most; quality time.
There was a familiar feeling that greeted me every time I failed at distracting my mind, My conscience had been eating me alive these past few weeks, I keep having dreams of infidelity, or another woman whose face I can't see, but her voice— I know all too well. something about all of this is familiar, it's gotten to the point where I can't eat or sleep. However Zilla has failed to notice, an indication that he doesn't care and it's obvious.
"How did it get this way?"
I decided to finally confront and face the problem, I didn't want to believe anything was going on with anyone else, but I just can't shake this; vile cruel, and familiar feeling.
I made my way to the bedroom of our beautiful shared home in hopes of seeing Zilla, but as suspected he wasn't there. I took a deep breath before making my way downstairs to the living room, and there he was sitting at his desk on that damn phone.
"Baby," I called out for him but was greeted with nothing but silence, I sighed in return I hated repeating myself, and not only that but I was right in front of this man. Am I really that invisible?
“Zay.” I called out a second time expecting a response, but was left feeling disappointed.
“Isayah.” I called out again tapping the back of my hand gently against his chest, but this time with bass in my voice that showed that I wasn’t fucking around.
"What do you need to talk to me about y/n? And Stop tapping me like that, that shit hurts." He snapped in a harsh tone without looking up from his phone.
This nigga dramatic as hell, I barely touched him.
I rolled my eyes and let out a deep exhale before responding.
His tone irked the shit out of me and honestly threw me off, but I need answers—now.
"Can you put your phone down so I can talk to you?" I responded matching his harsh and nonchalant tone.
"Just talk, I'm listening."
He really finna piss me off now.
"But you're not, listening would be you giving me your undivided attention and showing some respect." I quickly snapped looking dead at him and waiting for a response.
I watched in annoyance as he tapped away on his phone before setting it down, who the fuck could he be texting?
I then pulled up the spare gaming chair Zilla bought me last Christmas when he taught me how to play, and sat in it. I glared at him, and with exhausted eyes, I was trying to understand what the problem was— although my gut had already told me weeks ago.
"What's going on with you Zay?" I asked him in a now soft tone. Maybe I was just tripping and he’s going through it behind the scenes as well, hopefully me being more gentle will help.
"What do you mean?" He carelessly responded. His hands laced loosely in his lap as he returned my eye contact, but seeming uninterested like I was disturbing his peace or something.
"You've been distant with me, we don't have basic conversations anymore, you've barely said "I love you" to me, and you won't even look at me or touch me,"
I explained as my voice cracked at the final sentence I spoke, but my sadness was quickly replaced with irritation while I watched Zilla break eye contact and stare at his phone, almost as if he was awaiting a text from someone.
Silence, something I hated when we'd have talks like these, it was almost as if he was spewing up some type of excuse or lie. I absolutely fucking hate uncertainty, this the type of silence that makes you go crazy and overthink. I sat forward resting my elbows on my knees, pressing my lips into a thin line as my leg began to bounce and I just stared at him. My hormones have changed so much throughout the past few months, and the doctor did say that the new medication would give me mood swings. Maybe I’m just tripping for no reason—
Suddenly his phone lit up, chimed at the sound of a text message from another, and my stomach began to toss and turn. he quickly picked up his phone and began tapping away; as if I wasn't just speaking to him about how I felt.
Then and there I felt something in me just snap, i had been holding everything in. The sadness, my overthinking thoughts, handling all of the stress on my own. I genuinely couldn’t do it anymore, I mean I’m coming to my OWN HUSBAND about my feelings and I get disrespect in return.
"Isayah is there someone else?" I blurted out as I fidgeted with my wedding ring, my chest rising and falling in anger and anxiousness while I stared waiting for my answer.
"Jasmine, what are you talking about?"
My stomach formed a knot at the sound of another woman's name, Jasmine? AGAIN? That same bitch I caught him fucking around with years ago, before the marriage and all this fame came into play?? My face turned into pure disgust as I sat back in my chair watching the gears turn in Zilla’s head when he quickly realized what he had said.
“I- fuck that was a mistake-“
I ain’t mean to call you th-" He quickly attempted to save himself by giving me some sorry bullshit ass excuse.
I shook my head and snapped almost immediately.
"I don't wanna hear that shit Isayah! After all these years I've spent forgiving you and forgetting what you had done, you turn around and cheat on me again and with the same trifling ass bitch?"
I shouted in rage as I made my way into the kitchen to get away from him, but of course, he followed after me still spewing lies to get me to come down.
"Baby it's not what you think I swear!"
Zilla gently grabbed my wrist in an attempt to get me to understand and look his way, but to me it felt rough. Everything I was feeling felt rough.
"Don't fucking touch me!"
I shouted harshly pulling away before my knuckles clashed with his chest, delivering a blow. Tears began to form in the water line of my eyes, no matter how much I tried to make them go away, they just wouldn't I had reached my breaking point.
"Y/n let me explain," Zilla groaned through the pain of the hit attempting to grab my hand, despite my efforts to deny his touch.
I stood with my hand on my hip, unable to look at the man I loved my whole life. Why would he do this to me? Right now when I’m going through it the most? How could he do this shit period?! In this moment, I found myself feeling many things. Anger, disgust, disappointment, and hurt.
"How long?" I asked fully defeated at this point, I was feeling so many different things—so fast to the point where I felt like I was going to spiral.
"Y/n come on-" he pleaded with me to hear his excuses.
"How long?" I asked again locking my eyes with his, my eyes and overall face said what I couldn’t in the moment. I just wanted my answer
"Y/n baby, let me talk please—" Zilla continued to plead as he moved inches closer to me
"HOW FUCKING LONG ISAYAH??" I shouted as I threw the closet object at him in a state of rage. A mug I assume from the sound of crashing glass that followed behind.
He dodged it, of course he did.
He was testing my patience at this point and I refused to let this shit slide again. The silence between us became louder as he hesitated to answer.
"4 months, almost 4 months now."
Four months, 122, A hundred and twenty-two days.
"You say you're seeing someone else."
"Who can love you better than me?"
"I'll leave you two alone."
Everything just began to hit me at once, he promised to clean up his act since the first time with Jasmine. We were kids at the time— but it's been five years since then. I put my all into this relationship, I held this man down when he was behind bars. I mean we have a kid now.
TWO KIDS AT THAT, I HAD JUST GIVEN BIRTH TO AYLA TWO MONTHS AGO.
I felt betrayed, hurt, angry, like my world was ending. It all started to make sense now, the coming home late claiming he was with Jakob, the distance, the late night phone calls, the random love bombing, the dreams, the running straight to the shower right after getting home—because he smelt like her.
My whole world shut down, everything around me was silent, his pleas, his callouts for me, the distress in his voice. It's like I couldn't speak, I couldn't move, everything I needed to say verbally was gone, my mind did all the talking for me.
"Baby say something please." None of his pleads meant a damn thing to me.
"I'm done." I finally found the words to speak, there was more to say but the words "I'm done" were the only thing my body allowed me to say.
"W-what? Y/n- mama you don't mean that." He's so fucking delusional.
Those words triggered a switch in my mind, I slipped my wedding ring, and promise ring off of my finger and threw them both at him.
"Give them to her, I don’t want this shit no more." I mumbled making my way upstairs, this shit was ending TODAY.
Those rings ain't mean shit to me anymore, and I was foolish enough to stay the first time, but it was all for Junior, my son, my heart, my baby. I wanted him to have that fully present father, that two-parent household I never had, I wanted to fix things, all for the sake of my son and his future.
"You messed up a good thing."
But I just can't, I’ve been putting everyone and everything above my happiness and mental health. I matter too, and it was time I realized that.
I don't want my babies to think that it's okay to settle for someone who can't remain faithful.
"So there's no coming home."
What about Junior? I don't want him dogging out someone's daughter who has nothing but pure intentions. And Ayla? I don't want her to think that this is love, what kind of parent would I be setting a terrible example like that?
Postpartum was killing me from the inside out, and I need love and support. I hadn’t been myself at all and I’ve really been struggling, This isn't love. Staying in this marriage was adding onto the emotional baggage, this was hurting me.
"I can't tell where your heart is."
"It's nowhere, it's nowhere to be found."
Everything I was doing right now was based on impulse, my body was moving on its own. No thoughts to guide me, just on auto pilot. I was packing bags of my things and my kid's belongings.
"Y/N PLEASE JUST LET ME EXPLAIN!"
All I could do was shake my head and laugh
fix things??
Fuck I look like Bob the Builder?
Besides I tried already,
I'm gone for real this time.
"Boy remember my face, while you're out there all alone."
The next thing I know I was downstairs dragging my bags to the front door, of the home we once shared. The home that made me feel at peace, the home we dreamed of when we were broke sitting on the floor of our old studio apartment we could barely afford.
"Made your decision”
"You gon regret it for the rest of your life."
"Now there's a consequence."
"Y/n please don’t do this to us, what about Junior and Ayla? Don’t do this to them y/n." He pleaded and asked with concern, I hated that pitiful and “I’m loosing the best thing that ever happened to me” look he had on his face.
Crazy how this selfish mothafucka was thinking about our kids, when he didn’t even consider the family he had at home when fucking that other bitch. I had spent this past 5 years since giving birth to our son considering everyone else’s feelings BUT MINE, that shit is dead now. I can’t be a good mother to my kids if I can’t even get my own shit together.
He had no right to be hurt right now, he put this one himself. Ain’t no damn mistake when you repeatedly put that much effort into doing what you did.
“DO WHAT TO US? YOU BROKE THIS FAMILY APART! YOU DID THAT ON YOUR OWN!”
“YOU THINK IMMA SIT HERE AND HAVE MY KIDS WATCH A NIGGA DOG ME OUT?”
Every word, every shout, every syllable that came out of my mouth just flew. I couldn’t take it nor control it anymore, I’ve been by his side since the sandbox. Accepted him as my boyfriend when I was just 15, then he went away, I waited—I was so naive.
“They may not be old enough to understand now, but if they ask in a couple years I’m not lying for you. My babies not gon think that this is a some “perfect” love story.”
I hated that helpless look his displayed, that strong confidence and aura he usually held was now gone. He hadn’t said anything, it was my turn to talk.
"I can take care of MY kids just fine, you can see them whenever you please.” My voice was strong for once, no tears getting in the way of me breaking my silence.
Despite the negative thoughts due to my postpartum depression, I know that I'm a good mom. I'm the best mom that I could ever be to my kids, And I damn sure don't need a man to keep me sane.
All I could think about was how glad I was that the kids were at his mom's house and not here to see all of this.
"See, I don't need you."
I loved Zilla, he was my world, my husband, my lifeline, my baby daddy, and my best friend all in one. I hated how much I loved him in the moment, I also hated how part of me still wanted to stay.
"And I don't want to, want you.
"If you step out the door,"
"I won't wait up for you."
Thank you guys so much for reading! Again, this is an old piece I freshened up and brought here from my wattpad. This is a pretty emotional story so I do apologize 💀, you will notice in the future though that my stories are all inspired by songs.
I would like to thank one of my fav mutuals @piinkbenjamins for helping me figure out the picture layout, (Ya girl was struggling) also @cursed-carmine for the dividers!
And everyone else from my last post that sent encouraging words to help me get started on writing here💗!
I hope you enjoyed reading my story, you guys have a great one🫶🏽!
cw: age gap (34 & 26) , unprotected p-in-v , backshots , creampie , daddy kink , pet names
His voice was deep, with a warning.
"Nah, stay right there."
Ony kept a firm grip on Shanya's hips, holding her in place. She whined as his thrusts never let up. Her ass smacked against his pelvis, making a clapping sound.
"Ouu fuck!" she gasped, letting her man fuck her relentlessly.
Her spine curved inward. Pretty manicured toes curled. Hands fisting the sheets. Face tear-stained from the previous positions. A large wet spot had formed under their bodies.
Ony's tatted muscles flexed. He wore a look of concentration, bottom lip occasionally slipping between his teeth. His hips aggressively bucked, dick pounding Shanya's pussy.
"Take that shit like I told you" he gritted, eyeing the creamy ring that formed at the base of his dick.
She whimpered in response, slightly squirming.
"Uh huh, where the fuck you goin?" he teased her with a sharp smack across her ass that made her yelp.
Ony wasn't sparing her a second of relief, his pleasure was torturous.
"Fuuck" he groaned, "pussy so good."
Grunts seeped out upon feeling her walls throb around him.
Her moans grew needy as she neared her climax.
"Daddy! Uhn daddy!" she cried.
Ony thrusted even harder if possible, "I gotchu sweethart...daddy gon give you that nut."
His eyes closed, as his dick twitched.
"Shit! Where you want it baby?"
"In my pussy pleasee" Shanya slurred.
Ony's head flew back, groaning to the ceiling as he erupted inside Shanya. His movements became sloppy as she milked him, the creamy substance seeping out.
He buried himself to the hilt, grinding against her.
Ony slowly came to a stop, panting, chest heaving along with Shanya. He pulled out of her, admiring the mess they made.
Only for a minute.
He pressed his feet into the mattress and squatted before slipping back into her wetness.
╰┈➤ "what?" smoke called out to you as he turned around. "you heard me" you tried your best not to seem intimidated by his sudden drop of tone as you stood in the middle of the room with your arm folded over your plump chest. "mama, don't start wit me" he replied chuckling as he walked passed you to the bedroom door, walking out and heading towards the bathroom. "i'm tired, okay? nigga been at work at since 6 this morning i don't have time to fight with you right now" he sighed.
"this the shit i be talking about" you "sneered" as you followed him into the bathroom. "what "shit" baby? i swear you always trying to argue cause you bored as fuck in this house, go get a hobby or sum" he huffed. "YOU! you're always walking away from everything like why can't you just handle the problem at hand?" you snapped, almost laughing as he looked at you like you were crazy.
" i know good in well you ain't just yell at me y/n....you getting beside yourself" he pointed a finger at you with a bitter chuckle. "i've always been like this babes, you just late to the party" you rolled your eyes.
he continued to stare at you as you can visibly see his patience for you is wearing thin as time passes. your words are finally breaking him and it's quite exciting as you felt moisture start to form downwards. you tried crossing your legs subtly but smoke caught onto it quick as he smirked before turning towards the shower and twisting the nob.
he did everything so silently after that and it honestly made you even more wet with a bit of nervousness as well. every time he does quiet like this, you know your legs aren't gonna be usable.
"you know what," he finally announced after the deadly silence. "i got something for you" he simply stated with no further explanation. you gulped as you built up the courage to point at him some more. "well, it's the least you can with that LITTLE dick of yours" you made sure to empathize the one word that would get him irritated.
your heart began to speed up as you anticipated for his reaction. smoke stopped what he was doing and turned towards you with furrowed eyebrows. "matter fact, stay in here and take off them clothes" he sternly asked as his jaw clenched.
you stood there stuck for a moment not knowing if you should listen to him or keep playing the game that you started. to be honest you were terrified for what treatment you're about to receive from your "attitude" towards him. "did you not hear what i just said woman? am i muted? are you deaf?" he questioned as he marched up towards you. "n-no" you shamelessly stuttered.
"then get yo ass out of them clothes and get in the shower wit me, aight?" he stared deep in your soul before huffing, turning around and started to take his clothes off one by one. you nervously shook as you reached for your top and slowly lifted it off your body.
soon, your bra was next, then your shorts, then your underwear went you were hesitant to take off due to your wetness making itself known as the slimy substance clung onto the fabric and your perfectly shaved pussy.
you subconsciously crossed your arms over your body as you watched him get into the shower. his manly back muscles were making themselves known. you took a deep breath before getting in after him. he didn't say anything to you as he used the body wash and loofa to clean his body.
you grabbed your own loofa and started to shower as well. a few minutes passed by and you were still nervous. him standing here with his back turned towards you under the shower as the water dripped down from his hair down to his brown skin.
he soon turned towards you, grabbed ahold of your waist with force as you slightly yelped in shock from the sudden aggression. "babe, my hair will get wet" you silently told him. "you think i care?" he rebutted, trailing his hands down from your waist to your hips before stopping at your ass to give you a harsh slap and soon turned you around forcefully.
you held onto the wall for support, you figured he wanted to fuck you in a certain position so you intentionally backed your ass up on him. "look at you, waiting to be fucked like the ho you is" he slapped your ass again watching as it jiggled from the force causing you to moan at the feeling. you can feel your slick trickle down your thighs.
"elijah, baby put it in" you whined backing your ass up on him again. "stop" he held onto your hips, forcing an arch in your back. "wasn't you just mad at me? huh? now you want this dick?" he grabbed his dick and slowly rubbed the tip up and down between your folds.
you moaned quite loudly as he dipped it into your hole a bit. his other hand kept an iron grip on your hip as he continued his torture. his dick getting wetter and wetter from your slick coating it. "wasn't you just saying how small my dick and now you aching for it?" he said in disbelief.
"i-i was joking baby please put it in, i need you" you cried out. "oh you was joking? yea let's see if it's a joke now" he remarked, plunging his dick into your hole using the hand that once held it towards your neck and began thrusting at a fast pace. your body jolted at each thrust. your eyes rolled to the back of your head as you moaned out his name.
"elijah~ you feel so good daddy" you whimpered as tried to keep your balance from his harsh thrusts. "yeah? i thought my dick was small though, you sure is taking it like a good ass slut" he grunted watching his dick disappear in and out of your hole. you bit your lip, pushing your ass onto him to meet his thrusts. soon your stomach began to tighten as you felt like you were about to cum.
"i-im about t-to cum~" you whimpered out. "yeah? do it slut" he slapped your ass and held tighter on your neck as tears began to pour down your cheeks from the overwhelming feeling. with a few more of his thrust you're fluids soon coated his dick as he continued to thrust into you making the substance form a ring around his veiny dick.
he pulled out just as he was about to cum as well. you tried catching your breath from the intense act that was taking place. "nah, we ain't done yet....get on them knees" he ordered. you weakly got onto your knees infront of him. "go ahead and suck it" you stared up at him before using both your hands to grab his dick.
you gave kitty licks to the tip before twirling your tongue around the slit, tasting his pre cum. he moaned as you finally placed his dick into your mouth. the warmth of you mouth caused him to roll his head back as he grabbed ahold of the back of your neck.
you bobbed your head up and down whilst using your hands to stroke the rest of his inches that didn't fit in your mouth. "fuck, keep sucking it like that" he moaned biting his lip. you looked at him through hooded eyes as you hallowed your cheeks and attempting to deep throat him.
he placed his hand that wasn't behind your neck onto ye wall to balance him as he felt light headed from the pleasure he was receiving. "i fucking love you, girl" you rolled his head back down to look at you. you fluttered your eyelashes as your slob coated his dick causing it to drip down your chin and his shaft. "you love me?" he questioned, his grip on your next tightening. you hummed.
"i want a verbal answer" he pulled you off. "yes, baby i love you so fucking much, you fuck me so good" you whined out as he only smirked before forcing you back onto his dick, throat fucking you. "that's what i like to hear" he grunted. you can feel his dick soon swelling up as his abused your throat. "shit, im boutta cum" he sped up his pace as your eyes squeezed shut as tears began to trickle down your face. your hands held onto his thighs for support.
a few more throats and his cum was soon shooting down your esophagus. the warm substance filled your mouth as you tried your best to swallow all of it. half it dripping down the sides of your mouth and onto the showers floor.
smoke chest heaved up and down heavily as he tried catching his breath. you pulled away from his dick and wiped your mouth before standing up with your weakened legs as if they weren't already weak from the last sex session.
"come here" he softly spoked. you leaned towards him as he gripped your chin and kissed you sloppily, adding tongue to taste you. you moaned into his mouth wrapping your arms around his neck, pulling him closer.
smoke was the first to pull back as long strip of saliva connected between you two began to thin the more he backed up. "let's get cleaned up, yeah?" he asked as he grabbed his loaf again. you only nodded unable to speak, too scared that your voice would be gone.
after taking your second bath, you both laid down in bed with smoke massaging your feet as you two watched tv. "so, what was all that attitude about huh? you just wanted some dick or?" he broker the relaxing silence. "no, babe it was supposed to be a prank that i decided to play on you" you tried to laugh but your throat hurting wouldn't let you. now it was time for smoke to laugh.
"see? that's what you get for playing with me mama" he laughed as you squinted your eyes at him. "it's not funny, nobody told you to literally abuse my throat" you rolled your eyes. "man, you had it coming you know you liked it" he scoffed.
"so what if i didn't? what you gon do" you pushed your finger into the side of his temple. he only shook his head. "you know, you just can't stop huh? you like to get ruined" he smiled. his gold grills making themselves known. "yea but seeing you angry gets my wet so i can get whatever i want from you" you smugly replied.
“yea, you and my momma the only women i'll ever let get on my nerves" he stated. "yea, we better the only ones until we get a little me running around here" you smiled sweetly before kissing his lips slowly but passionately, biting his bottom lip.
"ouuuu girl what you tryna get into" he joked as he grabbed your waist, wrapping his arms sound around it before placing his head into your neck and started kissing your neck. you giggled as you tried pushing him off of you you wrapped your leg around his hip as you enjoyed the affection.
you watched elias with immense admiration as he got dressed, the way he coordinated every piece of clothing to fit together and match was something so attractive to you.
it was no understatement he was the dandiest nigga in the delta — and he looked damn good. the nice shine of gold stuck out from the grill piece on his peary white teeth to the cufflink that had his initials “e.m.” on them.
“baby which tie should i wear?” stack questioned while holding two of them up in your vanity mirror. you were still stuck in your own world of admiring your man, you didn’t hear him.
stack confused on why you didn’t answer, looked up to meet your gaze in the mirror. he saw the damn near blissed out look your had in your doe eyes and a light smirk appeared on his face.
he turned around facing you, bending down to your eye level. “you listening baby?”
blinking out your dazed state, your head tilted back some to look at him. “hmm? what did you say?”
“you ain’t hear a thing i just said?”, southern draw evident in his voice with a hint of teasing.
“it’s okay pretty, i know what you want”, he said it like he already knew which he did. he knew his lady like the back of his hand, and even though she wouldn’t always ask for him to pleasure her—he always did.
leaning back up, he grabbed you by the waist and picked you up with ease. sitting down on the edge of the bed and plopping you right on the fat of his clothed thigh.
your nightgown raised up a little, showing the cute black lacey panties you had on. stack made himself comfortable, leaning back. “come on sweetheart, you know what to do”, giving your bottom a light tap to encourage you.
you let out a sigh of pleasure and relief as you began to slowly rock your hips against his thigh. you had a thing for the bliss he was able to bring you without even touching your pussy.
like clockwork, your essence began to leak through your panties and eventually onto his slacks. “you making a mess on my new pants, you gon lick it right on up too, huh?”, he asked looking straight in your eyes.
small whimpers left your mouth before you answered with a yes. “good now make yourself cum baby. i want your sweet smell on me all day.”
a/n:: literally wrote this in twenty minutes so its not my best work. i saw yall liked the last lil drabble so i wanted to continue. dandy!stack is now something stamped😏!
prior to meeting elijah your past relationships weren’t the best—you didn’t have the greatest taste in men and it showed. the boyfriends, if you can even call them that lacked all the characteristics smoke had. they didn’t hold the door for you, buy you flowers, some couldn’t even change a damn tire.
the very first date you guys had was at a nice restaurant downtown. he had finally gotten a day off work and wanted to use it to take the prettiest girl he had met out for a day you deserved. “here’s the bill, i hope you guys enjoyed”, the waiter chirped with a short smile—setting the bill down. you lifted your hand to grab the bill, “what are you doing?”, elijah asked with a confused look. “paying the bill, what do you mean?” — “no ma’am i got it, move those pretty hands back.”
smoke love language is acts of service, he can’t always put it into words how he feels about you but he can show his ole lady how he appreciates her through his actions.
you’ll come home from a long tiresome day at work and your sweet elijah is already there waiting for you on the couch. your favorite tv show or movie turned on, dinner on the stove, snacks to keep you company, and just him. cater 2 you by destiny child? yeah that’s elijah. he’ll gently remove your shoes and place your manicured toes that he paid for might i add, onto his lap and just massage your feet while listening to your day.
smoke’s acts of service definitely is present in the bedroom. he wouldn’t even think about busting a nut until he got you to release that sweet cream at least twice. “come on darlin, you can give me one more right?” southern accent dripping in his voice—his large fingers digging at your sweet spot while rubbing on your sensitive clit. “see i think she can give me on more.”
elijah may not talk as much during sex, but he craves for you to talk to him. he’ll have you folded up in missionary, right leg draped over his shoulder with his plump lips leaving fat wet kissing on your ankle with the anklet that had his name. “come on baby talk to me, how i feel in this good ass pussy, huh?”, slowing down his strokes so you can respond.
a/n :: the people wanted smoke ... i delivered! no guys i felt so excited writing this like omg, i need to fuck this man NEOWW. i almost went overboard on this lil intro tho. i will be continuing and if i don’t yall got permission to cuss me out. also i know @aizawash0e did a firefighter!stack so shoutout to her.
bey bey 🍒 : you doing alright baby? i will be home soon.
you: i am so fucking needy right now... it has been two months since i’ve cummed properly. please mama…?
she called faster than you expected. the facetime call lit up your screen and you picked up without hesitation. bey was biting her lip while she stared.
you could tell her panties were definitely wet from the way she shifted in her seat and let out a low breath.
“show momma how needy you are right now.” she said.
you didn’t waste time.
you headed straight to the bathroom and set the phone up on the counter so she had a clear view. you spread your legs and dipped two fingers between your folds feeling just how sticky and swollen your pussy had gotten from all that fucking waiting.
the wetness coated your fingers.
you rubbed slow circles around your clit then pushed inside drawing out more of that mess.
bey watched without blinking, her eyes locked on your every move. you scooped up some of the stickiness and smeared it across your tits, making them glisten. your nipples hardened fast as you pinched and pulled at them then you leaned forward and spit right on your tits, watching the saliva mix with your juices and run down.
you rubbed it all in moaning softly while your other hand was still in your pussy.
“fuck, look at you… such a slut.” bey muttered, her lip still caught between her teeth. “that pussy is dripping for me. keep going baby. show me everything.”
you added another finger stretching yourself while your hips rocked forward. you could hear her breathing change on the other end like she was fighting not to touch herself right there.
“ugh… mama this is all for you…” you gasped out as your body started to shake. “this pussy all yours. i wish you could feel and taste me right now.”
the words pushed you over. you came hard with a broken cry, your pussy clenching around your fingers while cream spilled out.
“shit. stay yo ass right there she said her voice rough and decided. i’m on my way!”