When You Get Emotional After Your First Time With Him ~ BTS Reaction
The moment he heard sobs come from beside him, Jin peered across, glancing over your shoulder to see your eyes watering. “Did I do something?”
“No,” you whispered, pulling the duvet up over your face to cover you from Jin, “you didn’t do anything wrong; I promise.”
His head nodded, resting his hand against your waist. “What’s made you cry? I thought that you enjoyed yourself with me, I didn’t hurt you at all, did I?”
“I’m happy,” you assured him through your tears, “that’s why I’m crying.”
“You’re overwhelmed?” Jin questioned, as finally the pieces seemed to fall together, “you should have said, I was worried that I’d done something wrong.”
“I didn’t want you to think that it was stupid,” you admitted.
Jin pulled the duvet down, reaching over to press a kiss to your cheek. “I would never.”
You smiled weakly, glancing behind your shoulder to look at Jin. “I always had a picture of what sex would be, but I never thought it would be that good.”
“I’m glad,” Jin mused, “the only thing I ever want is for you to feel good, and if you do, then that’s job done for me.”
“I feel really good, I’m on top of the world right now.”
Confused eyes looked across as the duvet moved up, watching as your face disappeared underneath the sheets. “Y/N?” Yoongi asked, tugging at the duvet.
“I’m fine,” you lied, trying to fight Yoongi’s strength, but instead he dove under the duvet too, looking across at you with concern.
Your head shook as you could tell what the question on the end of his lips was. “I can tell you’re not alright, but I just want to make sure I didn’t do anything wrong.”
“You did everything right,” you replied, “that’s the reason why I’m upset.”
“Was it too much?” Yoongi then asked, unable to stop his voice from sounding just a little bit panicked, “you should have told me to stop Y/N.”
“It was just enough, it was perfect,” you assured him.
Yoongi’s eyes lit up as he held onto your hand, “is it just a lot to deal with right now?”
As your head nodded, Yoongi began to figure out what was going on. “I’ve never felt feelings like it before, it just felt so incredible, such a high.”
“I’m happy you had a good time,” Yoongi smiled across at you, “knowing that I made you feel so good makes me happy.”
“You were amazing, the perfect first I could have wished for.”
As soon as you came down from your high, Hobi bundled you into his chest as he noticed your eyes tearing up. “It’s alright, I’m here with you Y/N.”
“Sorry,” you whispered into the crook of his neck, wrapping your arms around his waist, “that was just a lot to cope with.”
His head nodded understandingly, brushing his hands through your hair, “the first time is always overwhelming, it’s alright to need to take a minute.”
“It was good though,” you reiterated, making sure Hobi knew he didn’t do anything wrong.
“I know,” he chuckled, pressing a kiss against your cheek, “just take a deep breath and let yourself settle, your heart is probably racing right now, right?”
“A little,” you laughed, “it’s never felt feelings like that before.”
Hobi squeezed you tighter as he felt a tear drop against his shoulder, “I’m right here with you.”
Your head nodded, tightening your grip against his frame, “thank you for being so understanding and taking such good care of me Hobi, it was amazing.”
“Always,” he promised, “I’m always going to take good care of you, just take some time, we can wait all you need.”
“I just need a moment, and then I’ll be alright again.”
It was the final piece that brought the two of you together, the realisation sinking in as you curled into Namjoon’s side. “You’re not crying, are you?”
“A little,” you replied, tilting your head back to smile up at him, “there’s just a lot of emotions going on in my head right now.”
His hand brushed gently over the top of your head, “I hope that those are happy emotions, I know it was our first time, but I want to make sure that I got it right.”
“You did,” you encouraged, “that’s why I’m crying, these are happy tears.”
“That’s a relief,” he chuckled, pressing a kiss against the top of your head, “I think this has proven to both of us just how beautiful the connection is between us.”
“Absolutely, I’ve never felt so happy Joon,” you confessed.
His smile grew as you spoke, “I’m happy with you too, not just because of sex.”
A gentle laugh came from you with a shake of your head, “thank you for waiting until I was ready, I wanted it to be perfect, and it really ended up being so.”
“You don’t ever have to thank me,” he hummed, “I want to make us work, and so we’ll do whatever works for us both.”
“Do you think we could do it again? I feel ready.”
He thought he was being deceived when he heard you crying beside you, until he turned to look at you. “Are you alright?” Jimin whispered softly.
“I’m just happy,” you whispered back, feeling Jimin’s arm wrap around your waist, pulling you closely into his side.
His head nodded understandingly, pressing a kiss against your forehead. “You’re not in any pain, are you? I didn’t hurt you or do anything wrong?”
“Definitely not,” you assured him, “the complete opposite right now.”
A sigh of relief came from Jimin, “I was worried then for a second that I’d done something wrong.”
Your eyes looked across at him brightly, “you did everything right, I can’t quite find the words to tell you how I’m feeling right now, other than good.”
“Knowing that you’re good is all that I need,” he responded, “as long as you’re happy here with me, that’s all I need.”
“I’m very happy, I don’t think I’ve ever been happier.”
Your eyes rolled to the back of your head as Taehyung grabbed you, pulling you into his chest and shaking you side to side. “Let it all go,” he encouraged.
“Alright,” you whispered, letting the tears roll down your cheeks as you allowed your body to shake, coming down from your high.
Taehyung cupped the back of your head, pushing you into the crook of his neck, “you’re overwhelmed, it’s a lot, just do whatever is natural right now.”
“I just need a moment,” you whispered against the bare skin of his neck.
“Are they definitely happy tears?” Taehyung laughed, bringing his hand under his eyes so that he could wipe away the tears that rolled down your cheeks.
“Very happy, unimaginably happy,” you whispered back to him.
Taehyung nodded, continuing to hold you close, “was I really that good? Are you sure?”
You pulled away from the crook of his neck, nodding your head back at him. “I’ve not had much experience, but you just made me feel so incredible.”
“I’m pleased,” he smiled softly, “you don’t need experience, you made me feel incredible too, you were great.”
“Thank you, Tae, just for everything right now.”
As his question went unanswered, Jungkook looked to his side, noticing you staring up at the ceiling, wiping underneath your eyes. “What’s wrong?”
“Oh,” you stuttered, shaking your head across at Jungkook, “nothing’s wrong, I’m alright,” you replied, forcing a smile to your face.
Jungkook’s head shook, reaching across to take your hand, “how can you say that you’re alright when you’ve got tears rolling down your cheeks Y/N?”
“I am alright,” you repeated, “that’s why I’m crying, they’re happy tears.”
“Really?” Jungkook chuckled, bringing your hand up to his lips, kissing against the back of it, “are you sure that I didn’t hurt you or anything?”
“I’m just stunned,” you whispered, “it was a lot of happiness.”
His head nodded, understanding where you were coming from. “You’re definitely happy?”
With a wide smile, you nodded back at Jungkook, “it was my first time, I didn’t really know what to expect, but I never expected all of that.”
“As long as you enjoyed yourself,” Jungkook grinned, “we can always do it again if you want to feel happy still?”
“Maybe another time, I’m still a little stunned right now.”
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