بزمِ سخن

[zayrayyy]

Mai insaani mohabbaton mein shiddat ikhtiyar karne se panaah maangti hoon

Kyunki insaan iss layak nahi hote k unse tut kar mohabbat ki jaaye

Kabhi na kabhi kisi mor par maan tut hi jaate hain,

Alfaaz k khanjar lagte hi lagte hain,

Lehjon me ajnabiyat aa hi jaati hai

Isiliye mujhe insaani mohabbaton se khauf aata hai

( ثمرین)۔۔

[quoteastic]

I could be so attached and still leave you alone. I want you, but I don't need you.

[zayrayyy]

It's my 3 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[aleydal-deactivated20240727]

لازلتُ خائفًا أن تغيرني الأيام، أن أُصبح شيئًا لا يشبهني دون أن أشعر.

“I am still afraid that time will change me, that I will become something that doesn't resemble me without realizing it.”

[zayrayyy]

Mai chahti hoon main zindagi khul k jiyun,

Yeh na ummeedi aur mayusi kahin dur chor aau

Lekin wahi kisi ka chubhta hua lehja mujhe aziat ki unn vaadiyon mein dhakel deta hai,

Jahan mujhe apna vajood bojh sa lagne lagta hai

Mai baatein bhul jaati hoon

Lehja bhulna asaan nhi hota.

(ثمرین) نفسیاتی مریضہ ~

[zayrayyy]

Ek umar lagti hai yeh samjhne me

K Jin zahiri behlaavo ko hum

Khushiyan samajh rahe hote hain

Unka hakeekatan vajood hi nahi hota

Woh Sara sar dhokha hota hai

Kabhi aankhon ka , kabhi Dil ka

Zindagi kabhi bhi ek jaisi nahi rehti

Zaruri toh nahi k jo khwahish aaj ho

kal tak uski talab rahe

Jin cheezon ki talab khatam ho jaaye

Woh khud ba khud mayassar hone lagti hai

Lekin tab na _Chah_ hoti hai na _Khwahish_

Jab hum zindagi se kinaara karne lagte hai

Jab saanson me bezaari shuru hoti hai

Jab tanhai k aadi ho jaate hai

Phir sab meharbaan banne ki koshish karte hai

Magar tab humara batin pur sukoon hone lagta hai

Hum inn faani chizon k liye udaas nahi rehte

Hum jeena seekh jaate hain

Jab hum hakeekat se _Muta'aarif_ hote hain

Hum hakeekat ka safar shuru karte hai

Jo mushkil toh hota hai lekin pursukoon

Zehn pe koi dabaav nahi hota

Socho mein jab tabdeeli aati hai

Yahi humara manzil ki taraf pehla kadam hota hai

( ثمرین) ~

[zayrayyy]

Mai insaani mohabbaton mein shiddat ikhtiyar karne se panaah maangti hoon

Kyunki insaan iss layak nahi hote k unse tut kar mohabbat ki jaaye

Kabhi na kabhi kisi mor par maan tut hi jaate hain,

Alfaaz k khanjar lagte hi lagte hain,

Lehjon me ajnabiyat aa hi jaati hai

Isiliye mujhe insaani mohabbaton se khauf aata hai

( ثمرین)۔۔

[zayrayyy]

Rooh -E - Mann

Kitne bhi sitam tu kyun na kar mujh pe

Ho shikaytein, narazgiyan ya faasle

Par ek dfa tu jo pukaare mujhe

Rooh e mann !!

Yaad phir kya rahe?

Na sawaal rahe , na shikaytein

Na Mai rahu , na koi aur dikhe

Bas khayal tere, tu hi tu rahe..

Mai bhul jau narazgiyan, bhula doon gile sab

Mai thaam loon anaayein, vaar doon tujh pe sab

Mai bhul jau shikve, chor doon nafs

Mai bhula doon khud ko bhi, yaad rakhu tujhko bas..

Ishq me nafsiyati houn, kar jau aisa kuch

Mita kar vajood apna, ho jau Teri bas...

Mai sanwaar loon khud ko, tu aaja hisse mere

Mangu Khair Teri, sadqe jau yaar tere...

Tu hayat meri , tujh pe qurban jau

Tu Jeet jaa mujhse, Mai haar jau

Aur kya likhu? kaise mai Ishq jatau ?

Chura loon tujhe, ishq me kamli ho jau

( ثمرین~ )

[serenity-islam]

"ستدرك يوما بأنك كنت تقلق اكثر مما ينبغي وأن الله دبر لك كل شيء افضل مما كنت تتمنى"

“One day you will realize that you have been worrying too much & that God arranged everything for you better than what you have wished for”