I need to get away. Now. This is the text I sent to my friends on Discord. I will take any tips or tricks, anything. Please.
@everyone I'm sorry for doing this but I genuinely need help. My dad is going to cut me off from the outside world. He's threatening the belt again. I can't be here anymore. I can't do this. I'll be in worse trouble if and when he finds out what I do on the internet (Discord, Tumblr, etc.), because he says he's going to search through my entire phone with a professional who can extract information. He wants to ground me until I'm eighteen, with no freedom whatsoever. He won't even let me draw. I'm sneaking this since I can only use my computer for school. I need to get out of here. Please help. I'll take anything. Anything you can offer at all. I can't handle this. I genuine;y can't be here anymore. I feel like if I do then I'll snap and do something like yell at my dad, and if I do that, he'll definiitely get out the belt or do something to make things ten times worse. Please please please I'll take anything you can give me please. I need to get out of here or cope or something and I have nothing and I am GOING to have nothing, this is my hail mary, no puns intended.
@no-one-offical, @elfin-grove, @did-someone-say-divorce @skeletal-spire-man @skeletal-spire-man-aka-overfit @anarchivalsystem @chara-offical @bone-lord @flam-bae @breadeads @h4zelnutwastaken @finny-isregect @thekidintheecorner @glitteryarcadewhispers please anyone tell me what to do I can't do this anymore please please please I'm so sorry to do this right now but please
EDIT 6/3/2026 : Please check my blog for updates.
I will try and run it per usual aside from these updates, so if the tone changes are drastic, this is why.
Thank you all so much for your help and support, and any advice you have is appreciated and I do commit to memory and take into consideration.
I'm going to try and be positive and like I normally am, and my dad has (temporarily, because he always threatens and I always believe him) sort of let up a little, even gotten a little better again (except he'll turn around the second I do something wrong) acting like he didn't yell at me to shut up three times while I was on the floor having a panic attack (which I only learned was a panic attack after I looked up what shortness of breath, loud ringing and muffling in the ears, everything going staticky and nearly blacking out meant in a stressful situation, which he still thinks I was faking it but okay I guess it's whatever now it already happened so).
Plus, I have some new things to think about before fully deciding officially to get away from here (like financial stability, education and getting into college since my parents were going to pay for me, and how this will impact the people around me), so until I have at least a few more solid back up plans, I'm just going to try and tough it out and keep you updated.
Hopefully I don't go radio silent. And if I do, you'll have a couple of ideas of what happened. I'm very sorry for any trouble or worry I've caused, but I thank you greatly again for all of your help.
As I said in my last update, if you really need the extent of what my dad has done in the past to know what exactly I could do or even just out of curiosity, I am willing to share, just DM me. This is because I can't stand how he waters down and lies about everything he does to me, and then tells me that lying corrupts my soul and will get me sent to Hell.
Anyways, that should be everything for now. Thank you all again !
