say my name twice in hell

she/her zemenipearls on ao3. mobile header by koelsong. avatar by kayadraws. side blog for grishaverse fandom. reblog, original text posts, media analysis, and fic writings. pro jesper, aditi hilli, leoni hilli, adrik zhabin, and decolonization. if you send me an ask about a book series that is not in grishaverse, please censor or add slashes to the title! (ex: s/ix of c/rows)

[fedzzzart]

Wraith🗡️🕷️🖤

[nirbara]

If I had a nickel for every time I was diagnosed with cancer, I'd have two nickels, which isn't much, but it's weird and FUCKING SUCKS that it happened twice.

[ciieli]

Turning this back into a Leoni hilli fan blog. Time to wax poetic about my girl

[rrevas]

Zevran Arainai

"In truth, for the chance to be by your side I would storm the Dark City itself. Never doubt it."

Commission done by 拉普拉斯如是说

Bioware please let me see him again

please please please

[nirbara]

Omg who turned him white 😭

[zemenipearls]

He's gonna hate crime my clan I just know it

[zemenipearls]

I love your username!!

Thank you so much! 💕

[doodlesnoff]

Better late than never for #lgbtgrishaverseweek

End of Rule of Wolves! Using only one brush (eh...not again )

Characters in my head vs amazing actors!

[grishaversebigbang]

Hello! I'm interested in signing up for the mini-Bang this year, but are all pairings welcome? I really like Darklina, but I'm worried what other participants might think

Thanks for asking! We don't explicitly ban any ships, we have had darklina fics before, but it is worth noting that many of our participants are uncomfortable with that ship, and we will obviously not mandate people to work with a ship they are not comfortable with, which could potentially cause some issues with finding artists to work on a darklina fic and or limit the number of artists. We are also very particular about darklina content because of the amount of minors that participate. We take their safety very seriously so any fics that romanticize anything like abuse, grooming or minor/adult content are not acceptable and could be grounds for someone to be rejected from participating.

Also, in an unrelated note and correct me if I read your ask wrong, but the mini-bang is only for participants of the main event, so you cannot sign up JUST for the minibang without intending on participating in the main event.

[zemenipearls]

I'm a Tidemaker and wrote Darkolai for the reverse mini bang 🤷🏾‍♀️

[xandrei]

he looked at her like she was his sun ☀️

a present for the amazing @zemenipearls, whose bday was a couple days past, done by @phy-be and myself 💕 Julia provided the truly GORGEOUS pencil work and the initial colors and was total pleasure to work with all the way thru 🥰

[discountscoobyart]

another year, another @grishaversebigbang

this time i had the honor to work with @zemenipearls who wrote this amazing fic “The Ferryman and the Queen” and @jusdorangeart who did some amazing art for it as well!!

go check them out ❤️

[grishaversebigbang]

Greetings Grisha,

The Grishaverse Big Bang has returned. Pack your bags, because signups are now open.

What is it?

The Grishaverse Big Bang is a fan-run event where writers, artists, and edit makers work together to bring the Grishaverse to life! We’re looking for creators that are willing to invest their time into this project and are able to collaborate with others to create a successful project. Gangs will consist of one writer, a beta reader (if desired), and at least two artists and/or edit makers.

Who can participate?

Anyone! Creators of all levels of experience can participate. Even if you aren’t a content creator (writer, artist, or edit maker) you can still sign up to be a beta reader.

Where can I find more info about GVBB?

The Heist (more info and schedule)

FAQ (frequently asked questions)

Tidemakers (mod team)

Where can I sign up?

HERE

Deadline for applications if you want to participate in the Mini Bang (see Heist) is May 1. Deadline for all applications is June 1st at 11:59 pm pst

Thank you for your interest. Reblogs and shares are greatly appreciated.

As always,

No Mourners, No Funerals

[starswaterairdirt]

The Grape-Vine Swing, 1895

unknown photographer

[dizzymoods]

This is now my favorite image. I saw it for the first time yesterday before bed & couldn’t stop thinking about it. I dreamed about it.

[zemenipearls]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Colm Fahey/Aditi Hilli Characters: Colm Fahey, Aditi Hilli Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - College/University, Ficlet, Alternate Universe - 1980s Summary:

Just some flowy thoughts I had about a modern Colm and Aditi meeting.

[modelsof-color]

Assa Baradji at Marc Jacobs SS 20

[zemenipearls]

To all the ppl in my inbox, yes I started the show and yes I saw Novyi Zem and yes I'm a cackling goblin because how I envisioned it and wrote zemenis is similar to the way they took it in the show.

[kingdombrekker]

Fahey family portrait for a gift exchange for the wonderful @zemenipearls! I always wanted to do a fully colored piece of them all and this was the perfect chance.

[kavinskysdick]

The weight of a hand fell on his shoulder, but Nikolai could not see anyone. “Oh Nikolai,” rumbled the voice. “You finally understand.”

AND HERE WE ARE, entry number two for this round of the @grishaversebigbang Reverse Mini Bang, this time joined by the illustrious @zemenipearls who came along with me on this bleak and dangerous ride. You can read her gorgeous piece right over here: Darker than Midnight The flex here: a beautiful delivery of delicious and complex royal intrigue.

For my part, I went with something super simple, a captured moment rather than the telling of a life. I’m obsessed with the Darkling as a haunting and a ghost of power hanging over an older Nikolai for the rest of his life – the demon that haunts him lives in his scars and in his mind.

[zemenipearls]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Fandom: Shadow and Bone (TV), The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Nikolai Lantsov/Zoya Nazyalensky, The Darkling | Aleksander Morozova/Nikolai Lantsov

Nikolai is weighed down by everything. From decades of gravity causing his back to stoop, and the crown he no longer wears. Zoya is as passionate and strong as ever. And so, so young. Whispers in the dark from an old enemy prey on Nikolai's mind and enshroud him in dark thoughts he kept at bay for so long

Written for the @grishaversebigbang reverse mini bang 2022. Please check out the incredible artwork by @kavinskysdick [HERE].