ZEMIKI

|| Bisexual-Asexual || || Autistic || I have a reading disability, please bear with me.

[oz01]

Fan art. [ Frieren: Beyond Journey’s End--fern] ファンアート。[葬送のフリーレン--フェルン ]

[mollybeenoel]

[pangur-and-grim]

a core part of being on tumblr is watching the site kick itself in the dick

[jesoyeo]

Leon S. Kennedy - Resident Evil 2 Remake | Resident Evil 4 Remake | Resident Evil 9 Requiem

[sapamanders]

how much do i have to zoom in on a pic of my elbow before it gets flagged

[sapamanders]

never mind tumblr shot me on fucking sight

[newkidsonmycock20]

[sodiumvaporss]

i do have to say that no matter how shitty any sort of media is or how shitty your own creations are. always remember

[zemiki]

Life update:

I'll keep this short. I am doing better. I can't remember if I posted about it here, but I an adhd diagnosis. I currently take Adderall, and it has been helping a lot. So I got Autism and Adhd, haha. It's been easier to control my emotions, when to step away when I am overstimulated and sometimes just take me-time.

I got a few messages over the last year or two from people asking about two specific people, who I am no longer friends with, and honestly I will have to ask to respect when I say that I do not wish to talk about it, since I had a VERY bad falling out with one, and the other drifted away(As far as I know. Too scared to reach out). I had to go to therapy for some time after. Though I am sad the one stopped talking to me, they were distant to begin with not just me, but others as well. The people who matter in my life now know everything, and that is all that matters.

Other than that, its been a lot better. I am doing better. I am handling my emotions better! I have been happier. I respect myself more and put up boundaries. My confidence still needs work, but its a lot better than about 2 years ago. Getting medication for just ADHD has helped SIGNIFICANTLY, as well as cutting out bad actors in my life.

[hikazio]

Emet’s smirks make me feel a certain way

[the-tree-line]

the problem with having a decade old tumblr blog is that there are posts on it from a decade ago

[zemiki]

Still around here, kinda

Its been a while since my last post-post on here.

Had my first appointment of 3 for ADHD assessment, so I can get on some medication to help regulate myself better. First appointment the Psych confirmed I have ADHD. So next appointment is thankfully just sorting out medication. Then third is a therapy type appointment. I haven't seen a therapist in a year, since I have been able to regulate myself better, but I think seeing this one will be good. I would like to get a therapist that I can see for a long time, instead of temporary ones that change out after 6 sessions, and then I have to repeat everything again. It gets mentally exhausting.

So. So far I have Autism, ADHD, Severe Depression and generalized Anxiety. And that is just mental illnesses. I am tired. I find little joy in a lot of things, honestly. And as depressing as it sounds, I'm sort of just only living for my cat. I wouldn't want to leave her, y'know. Once my cat passes of old age, I'll probably not really stick around much longer after. This has been something I kinda accepted at this point, and no one can really change my mind on it.

okay. peace.

[sm-baby]

[sm-baby]

this was meant for OCs in general, not ships, but man my brain has been so unironically this the past few days

[nyancrimew]

[everypigeondeserveslove]

Happy International Women’s Day

[sailermoon]

I WISH IT HAD ALL BEEN DIFFERENT!!!!!

[sailermoon]

but then who would i be

[hashtagloveloses]

should you delete twitter and get bluesky? (or just get a bluesky in general)? here's what i've found:

yes. my answer was no before bc the former CEO of twitter who also sucked, jack dorsey, was on the board, but he left as of may 2024, and things have gotten a lot better. also a lot of japanese and korean artists have joined

don't delete your twitter. lock your account, use a service to delete all your tweets, delete the app off of your phone, and keep your account/handle so you can't be impersonated.

get a bluesky with the same handle, even if you won't use it, also so you won't be impersonated.

get the sky follower bridge extension for chrome or firefox. you can find everyone you follow on twitter AND everyone you blocked so you don't have to start fresh: https://skyfollowerbridge.com/

learn how to use its moderation tools (labelers, block lists, NSFW settings) so you can immediately cut out the grifters, fascists, t*rfs, AI freaks, have the NSFW content you want to see if you so choose, and moderate for triggers. here's a helpful thread with a lot of tools.

the bluesky phone app is pretty good, but there is also tweetdeck for bluesky, called https://deck.blue/ on desktop, if you miss tweetdeck.

bluesky has explicitly stated they do not use your data to train generative AI, which is nice to hear from an up and coming startup. obviously we can’t trust these companies and please use nightshade and glaze, but it’s good to hear.

[freshcuntgrass]

As a Bluesky elder (derogatory) (no you will not find me), it's important that you all know several other things about Bluesky.

We collectively bullied Jack Dorsey off the site because he was upset that we wanted moderation tools to limit racism, transphobia, etc. Now the moderation tools are powerful and we use them extensively. There have been bumps along the way, but... lol. lmao, even

The site has long been run by strange transgender people over 30. The user base expands, but they are the heart of it. More websites, organizations, systems of government, and other things of that nature should be organized thusly.

The first and most famous meme on the site was a sexy picture of Alf whose hog everybody wanted to see. When people say Alf Hog, this is what they're referring to. Multiple sitting congressional representatives are explicitly aware of Alf Hog.

Posts are called skeets. You will learn to accept this.

[cheaphalloweencostume]

im trying to go to sleep but i cannotttttt stop thinking about this and laughing

[thestarsaredown]

Listen, we have to keep this thing circulating on the internet for at least another two decades, because I have to believe that one day that little girl will be grown enough to stumble upon it and She Will Explain

[holy-muffins]

We’ve made it 5 years folks