zeroBelief

....we're all just fat leeches on the razors edge....

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My greatest sorrow arises from the length to which humans go to lie to themselves. They convince themselves that their freedom or safety are guaranteed by some feeling that they think they understand- but they understand nothing about fervent passions, they are brittle leaves, they are the majority.

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As much as I hate to regurgitate modern day memes and such.... The majority are asleep. They lie to themselves, just like mother used to comfort them. They sleep a bliss that is willful. Intentional. Just like waking a sleepwalker can be dangerous, so can waking the majority who are asleep. They're just not ready for the kinds of feelings and reality that face them.

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Awesome work. Compelling imagwry. Thought provoking!

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Send me a direct message, the mobile app doesn't appear to give m ed as way to initiate such dialogue....

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So, yeah, Google Adwords SUCKS....

I was using Google Adwords up until just now.  I own three domain names.  I have three WordPress blogs.  I have it set up so that you access the blogs through the domain names.

Go to http://www.zerobelief.com, and it takes you to zerobelief.wordpress.com or whatever.  Big deal.

Well, Google just cancelled my AdWords account because I was “redirecting”.  I said, but wait a second, when I signed…

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Did you know they started one of the first banks? The Vatican were some ruthless fuckers!!!

“Friday, 13 October 1307″

  It wasn’t only the poor soldiers of Christ that cursed this day

but also my poor son Atlas, struggling through pain

to keep the worst of what might happen at bay

  you see, these things follow you

year by year, the occasion still occurs, just shy a baker’s dozen

surmounting defenses you had thought through

  what’s worse?  being the victim of it

or the one that has to…

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Bloody fingernails and a thirst for knowledge....

“Scabbing Over”

  scars shouldn’t scab over

the damage has been done

the healing happened, scar tissue formed

and yet, somehow…

blood reappears, clots, dries due to exposure

  you promise yourself, just one go

just one scratch

and the curiosity will be sated

your need to know, abated

not knowing whether or not once again blood will flow

  what emerges from this stigmata

are things unhealed from…

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Almost done… This is a final full mouth cast they're taking...hence the I very low of goo..

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Arrghhh http://wp.me/s4hiWp-arrghhh Got fired at work yesterday, made a mad rush into the dentist because of pain while still covered...Two dreaded words...ROOT CANAL.

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The journey is the orgasm of the destination, although, there are times we never make it to the much lauded little death....aren't there?

The journey is the orgasm of the destination, although, there are times we never make it to the much lauded little death….aren’t there?

“Long Road to Albuquerque”

  a little something precious dropped

(although some might say tossed)

into the deep end of the ether

immediately taking the gooey and cool substance

around it to a cold boil

somewhere, in another time, there was a pop

  I’ve seen starlings migrate into the fading rays of the sun

somethings in life, are only meant to have a beginning

you can grasp on, and, well, find…

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The cracks, true words, Kings who financed removal of entire sections, and the groups who thought better

“Crawlspace”

  pardon me for a moment

I’m about to slip into that wee space

that area between here and there

between time and twixt

it’s a casual place, a place for atonement

  at calm, between the descriptions and those that be

I find myself at a sense of island relaxation

a cool breeze of defiant self affirmations’

something frosty and fruity in my hand to repel the heat

all the while leaning…

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"We didn't care about the color of your skin. All we wanted to know was: Can you dance?"

“The Savoy”

  there are things you don’t forget, like riding a bike

sometimes they are good things, things you enjoy

sometimes they are bad, things you don’t truly like

  I’ve done the two-step, I’ve done the tango

but dancing with you…

is an autonomic response that sets my nerves to “Whoa”

  it’s been over eleven years since our last dance

something I once put down, wrote off

and here we are…

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So, I promised more...I've got a fewideas rumbling around my head....

I fully suspect that they will hit paper before the end of the night tonight :)

    Hope you enoy!!!

    -zB

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Just to let everyone know....more is coming.....

Just

Kinda crazy day at work….but, several good “seed” ideas bumbling around in my head that I took note of.

  Chances are, I’ll knock out stuff tonight…who knows :)

      Thanks for reading!!!!

    -zB

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There are times where it honestly feels like pulling teeth. And I don't know who feels the pain most.

“Shortcomings”

  you know you’re the third wheel

you just weren’t there

not when the really important things sealed the deal

no, it’s not that you weren’t aware

  you just found yourself repeating

a cycle you’d never dreamed of

it worked on you, you’re “complete”

(never mind the weekly therapy sessions with Lucky)

but it would seem this cycle transcends love

  for the life of me, I have no…

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Mohs gave it a nine. I say it's softer, harder, and can cut deeper than any substance we know.

“Words on Fire”

  days pass where I cringe at the thought of life leaving a wet stain on the bed not the valiant armor of whisky sweat tinctured saffron with love nor the cool piss of a young man on his first night which leaves the sheets red and humid with the moonlight shining in from above

  these days can’t begin to understand what causes my tremors whether the nerves steeled by the twin…

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Let's go for a drive....a talk....

“Room for Two”

  please accept my apologies for intruding

but I am here at your beck and call…

  you see, any lesser way, would only lead to occluding

  and we both know I’m not here to play games

  so let’s drop the pretenses, let’s drop them all

  a moment or two less, and I might not catch you before the flames

  you see, it’s the parallel lines that draw me out

  the fact that you and I dance…

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Flying vast distances, impact, chance, and voila!

“Dust Bunnies”

  flakes of metal and slivers of human flesh

the stuff of stars we all are, as it has been said

it’s the way the two twine, and mesh

  as though through some inner lattice

a rose trellis to some, rising up from their beds

upwards and onwards from the brackish end

  pure chance, happenstance, possibly even a glance

was what occurred to cause the cacophonic creation within our heads

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