[zeromilk1]

Intro

Hi I'm James/River

I'm a guy

I play u15 soccer =)

No dni

14

Favorite fictional movies about school sh--tings: Bang bang you're dead, elephant, zd2003, and the dirties (in that order), I also like PSA's/short films .

Ishowspeed Glazer

Movies: Mysterious skin, I saw the tv glow, Disconnect, l.i.e, Super Dark Times, Ponyo, Gummo, Project Hail Mary, Speak, Perks of being a wallflower

TV shows: Moral orel, Hilda, Stranger Things

Videogames: Tony hawk pro skater 3, Lacey Games, class of 09, gmod, NINAH, omori, 3008, sims, and meinkraft

Other: I'm white, I have an interest in nеo-nаzis + white supremacists. (I'm not one myself)

If you couldn't tell, I also have an interest in school 👟tings, mostly fictional

I sometimes post £d related stuff

NOT PRO £D. Taking down my account will not make me recover.

If you need someone to talk to, dm me. I will try to offer support/help or just listen

£D STATS:

Height: 5'4

SW: 162 lb

CW: 120

GW: 100

UGW: 85-90

I don't know what else to type ,, Have a good day =)

[decayingporridge]

[zeromilk1]

Relapsed and I got turned on. it's over

[yonggbkssite]

[vlauge]

[zeromilk1]

if you could describe this community in once sentence, what would it be?

What community ?

[godlylittlewhxre]

i wish more people actually took the time to learn abt psychology n deviant behaviour cuz then they’d be a lot more sympathetic with perps n realize that they’re not inherently evil but i fear they don’t want to learn because that would mean confronting society and humanity’s cruelty to those they see as ‘other’, it’s easier to blame an inherent evil than to realize that they’re all at fault when it comes to reinforcing beliefs n societal norms that harm the weak

[zeromilk1]

I'm on twt 👀 , £d acct there

@/milk21twt

[zeromilk1]

Today / £d

One cup blueberries - 60c

Gum - 20c

0 sugar drink - 10c

Total: 80

Prolly have more... maybe.

Burnt 200

[laceboundd]

this is his song

[zeromilk1]

I can't hate you, kip =(

[jdhwkwhwjshajdjwjx]

yearbook picture

[n0t3yebleach]

he wanted to live. he wanted so badly to be alive.

❤️ https://archiveofourown.org/works/77252016

[cherrykilosdoll]

RIP Andre Kreigman I can’t figure out whether you’d hate vaping or be addicted to it

[zeromilk1]

this might be so bad to say but i feel like a wannar3xic because ive never fa4sted long enough to be hospitalized

maybe i should just die

I haven't fasted long enough to be hospitalized either, when I had to go to the hospital it was because not eating messed up my stomach and I couldn't breathe properly/eat

You aren't a w4nnarexic for that, I hope nobody has to go to the hospital because of their £d. It's scary.

Hope u feel better, good luck =))

[zeromilk1]

I can't promote 4n4. It ruins my life. I can't look in mirrors. I avoid family and friends. I have had to go to the hospital because of it. I never have enough energy for soccer or school. My stomach hurts. I break out. I get dizzy. It makes me throw up. I can't live without thinking of how ugly and unlovable I am.

At the same time, I can't recover. It's the one thing holding my life together. The last time I recovered became more depressed

Fml man

[zeromilk1]

£d stuff/ not promoting

I went from BED -> 4N4 -> recovery -> BED -> recovery -> 4N4 + MIA 😑