Hello my beautiful sinners, this is gona be a long one so take a seat...
It’s been a while , I hope you’ve all been good. I know times are tough but just know that you are loved. Every single second, of every hour of every day.. I love and appreciate each one of you 💕
But I do come with some bittersweet news.
Some may say it’s bad news, but I truly think it’s good news...
If you’ve been following me for a while, I’m sure you have noticed how absent I’ve been. But before I get into detail, this was a personal decision...
As the days passed by, I kept questioning the reason why I started this blog. I was in a very dark and sad place, I felt alone and needed to express myself in some way or form. Reading and writing have been a hobby of mine since I was little, none of that becoming my real life goal , it was just a hobby and I enjoyed it.
I’ve been around the writers blogs, Wattpad and noticed the way many writers would interact with their readers. Some bad and some very appreciative... I noticed that I wanted to become a safe place for those who don’t feel like they fit in anywhere.
So I was happy with how things were going on here...
2 years down and I’ve fallen many times down a dark hole of emptiness. Sometimes I couldn’t explain as to why I felt this way, but I did. And I would isolate myself...
The inspiration was out the window and there were no hopes of it coming back... till recently.
I sat down and I had a very deep conversation with my sister (CD) and some best friends who I have actually met on here. I explained my feelings and emotions and told them about my idea.. an idea that would most likely be the answer to my gloominess. My sister and friends were immediately on board, they said it was a great idea and whatever I decided to do- they would follow me till the end.
But before we get to that .. I want to explain that this was my fault. I dug myself into this hole and I finally felt like I was drowning.
I knew I needed a way out and fast...
It’s my fault that I wanted to write about so many groups. I said yes to everything and wanted to give y’all whatever your little hearts desired. I spread myself too thin and I was once again, stuck.
I do stan A LOT of groups, but I should have just kept it to a minimum.
I don’t wish to write on here anymore. I cant finish anything. I’m physically and mentally drained everytime I come on here. Because I. CANT. DELIVER.
I’ve decided to close down this blog. I refuse to force myself to write when I’m not inspired, I apologize. This is not your fault but mine, and all I wanted to do was give y’all everything...
Requests have been deleted. Stories will no longer get another chapter. And kpop confessions are closed.
This blog will NOT be deleted. I’ll leave it up for whoever wishes to explore this messy blog haha
There is a lot on here but nothing has been updated, so you’re gona have to dig deep into the history of this blog. I will forever apologize but I have to look out for myself...
Now, the good part of this news:
I have opened another blog (no judging) I will start fresh , keep it clean and organized and write about 2-3 groups. O N L Y 👀
https://desirefull0fsin.tumblr.com/
The new blog will still have kpop confessions, requests (whenver I open them), and the basics- one shots, drabbles, scenarios, etc.
• ??? (Maybe one more... still debating.)
Im trying to start brand new, clean canvas and hopefully a shit ton of ideas to create a new world for y’all. I know I didn’t have to give a long ass explanation but i honestly feel like you all deserve it.
So, if you wish to continue following me , go ahead and follow that link. If you don’t wanna follow, then that’s cool too. I hope and wish you all the best.
Thank you for giving me such amazing memories on this blog, but let’s close this chapter and move on to another adventure.
Love you all , stay sinful 🖤