Let's Just Admit We're Weird

"Whatever, I'm getting cheese fries" heather//‘93//trying to navigate life.

[zerothplace]

it’s always shitty in september

wish i knew why

[zerothplace]

nothing like not even having a trip in stone but having the hoes on standby.

*play area codes*

[zerothplace]

you know

i’m jealous of my ex

because i know no one in her life asks about me

but everyone i know worked with her

and so i have to answer for her. a year later.

and it’s annoying because i would like to not think about her. which already is the impossible task.

i am just tired and ready to close and lock the door but i can’t as long as our paths still cross.

[zerothplace]

and she never thinks of me

except when i’m on tv

[zerothplace]

my brain is so fucked.

crying bc i miss you with every breath

but trying not to miss out on what’s right in front of me

[zerothplace]

can’t even think about going back until i’m respected and valued.

[berrytart]

why are you even talking to him… you know he’s doomed by the narrative right

[zerothplace]

the only ✨good✨ part about sh is that it miiiiight stop me from fucking my ex tomorrow

might.

[zerothplace]

it did not.

[zerothplace]

i feel stupid for still missing you when you fucked me over so hard

[zerothplace]

i’m ready for the day that i stop hearing about the fuck shit you did

[zerothplace]

the only ✨good✨ part about sh is that it miiiiight stop me from fucking my ex tomorrow

might.

[zerothplace]

i would never. ever. wish this shit on my worst enemy.

you think i like crying like a bitch in front of my friends??? fuck this.

[zerothplace]

like

i can read energies

i feel the shift instantly. don’t try to gaslight me into thinking otherwise

[zerothplace]

i can only tell one person about what’s going on in my relationship bc i can’t have everyone knowing i’m an idiot for excusing every behavior bc she is going through shit.

like omg i am so dumb but i’m in it until it’s over

[zerothplace]

but i can’t keep doing this if i’m gonna be this stressed and crying all the time.

[zerothplace]

i want to work through it so bad but it’s up to her

it always has been

[zerothplace]

so i’m gonna be sad and pitiful and sit in my car for an hour and wait to see if i get to see my girlfriend tonight.