ZeeZo

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[zezo123]

HELLO HELLO HELLOUU beatıful souls

I accidently deleted the bio I was workıng on for 1h and need to do it again... How... Pleasant

Welcome to my blog. I do art here and share a little bit of my life too. And sometimes re post silly tings that I like

Needs some tidying up tho…

Some Introduction about me:

Name: You can call me Starzo or Zezo. Whatever you want

Prounoun: I prefer They/Her but I am ok with any pronounce too

Age: 19yrs. I am preparing for uni.

Oh also I am Turkish

͙͘͡★ WE ARE NOT NATIVE IN ENGLISH SORRY FOR POOR USE OF LANGUAGE

͙͘͡★ we are prual, we can use ‘I and WE’ I just wanted to say for avoidinpossible confusions

My Linktree as separate link because I Love it:

Starzo Official: Instagram | Linktree

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[the-citrus-network]

A Plural Future Comic

we wish for a plural future.

and not in the way of wanting more people to have a dissociative disorder, but in the way of plurality being more accepted and known about.

and not just traumagenic plurality; all types of plurality.

everyone deserves a safe place to be themselves, which includes plurals of all kinds, no matter the origin.

we've known about our system for over 5 years now, and we've only managed to muster the courage to tell 2 people in our life about our plurality. we'd like it to be more, but we don't out of fear. fear of more abuse, fear of rejection, fear of abandonment, etc. Those fears are such common experiences throughout the system community that it's become a known problem, but by working to make the stigma around plurality disappear, we get closer and closer each day to a plural future. ♡

[zezo123]

Sooooo I got a job (a lil toxic) and don't know how to continue posting... I am so low energy every day I might be live like a ghost for next 3 months so DONT WORRY IF I CANT POST HERE

[kristina100000]

she is so cutie vibes. she is so sweetheart vibes

[smallpwbbles]

I'm super obsessed with the fact they were fishing together in the credits.

[zezo123]

They where fishing... LİKE FATHER AND SON NOW I GET IT

[rhys-phyre]

They haven't disappeared!!

[zezo123]

THEY HAVE SUCH SICK MUSIC WHY THEY ARE NOT FAMOUS

[zezo123]

New YouTube video is out!

It's really low quality podcast... I mean... Really really low quality but I wanted to try something new and I have free will Soo... Why not make a cringe video

[unidentified-plural-is]

Unidentified plurality is wdym you've never felt like you're pretending to be yourself?

OOOUUUGGGHHH THIS THIS THIS!!!! We’ve felt this way for a LONG time!!! Maintaining a consistent persona felt like something one had to put Effort into -Dean

[this-is-neuropsych-ableism]

Most* lifelong singlets will never know what it's like to be literally told you are not real. Not just "oh this aspect of you isn't real" but a literal "You are not real. You do not exist and you never will."

Most lifelong singlets do not know the suffering that comes from people saying "I think you're [this other person] instead."

And this is not me saying that people denying *parts* of singlets (your disability, race, sex, gender identity, orientation, etc) isn't traumatic and horrible. It is. You don't deserve to have ANY part of you denied.

But to have someone genuinely think you are nothing. Genuinely, unironically think you *entirely* don't exist. That you are merely roleplay or imagination. That there is only one person in the body, and that it's *not you.*

That is something lifelong singlets usually do not experience.

I don't get how plurals can do that to other plurals. I don't get how you can say "Actually you don't exist. You are literally fake" when that's exactly how singlets treat you. And I don't understand how you can call that "discourse" instead of what it actually is - cruelty beyond measures. Erasure beyond measures.

I will not and cannot EVER be around someone who simply humors me as a "concept" or a "game" rather than an actual fucking existing being. Never.

-Marco (she/he), a headmate in a endotrauma system with diagnosed DID.

*There is massive solidarity to be found with singlet schizospecs who are being abusively told "you aren't real!" as an attempt to trigger derealization hallucinations. Same for singlets who are accused of being bots or faking their identity/sockpuppeting online.

[zezo123]

The sad part is how often it happens sometimes. And singlets generally don't even... Realize that the impact of this having on systems. Also it can be happen from their lack of mental health or misunderstanding of life

(one of my singlet friends once told me that I am not real as an alter and it literally spiraled us into re think everything... But then she said noting was real even herself or others Soo... Yeah... Sometimes we think her sense of reality is even more messed up)

Whatever is it, it's still not an excuse if it's happening repedately. And educating is not our responsibility or we can't just... Blame others

It's only sucks and make me feel sad. Both for our system and about mental health of people around us. Because denial the part of a loved one is not a healthy human being act.

Or I am bragging about my personal tings unnecessary I dunno

[zezo123]

There is nothing like the emptyness you feel after long months of stress. My brain really craves that yummy cortisol loads... And I am tired but... Yum yum

[patches-of-our-soul]

shoutout to the headmates with questionable sources.

to the headmates who can't talk about their sources.

to the headmates who feel ashamed about what their sources were about, even if they're disconnected from the events in that source.

to the headmates who can't talk about their source without fearing people will go "oh... okay" and never look at you the same way again.

to the headmates who had no say in how they came to be or why they came to be.

to the headmates who think they'll be shunned for talking about how they formed.

to the headmates who hate their brain for forming them how it did.

to the headmates who can't talk about their origin at all.

shoutout to the headmates who can't talk about any of these things for whatever reason.

[leathersys]

my stomach turns with a nausea that belongs to someone else

[zezo123]

I tried poetry today... It's bad but everyting stars from somewhere

The night we met, tasted like salty soup My tongue were dried But you tasted sweet, almost perfect That my face didn’t even crumble

You showed me that raindrops I looked so close, Doesn’t need to burn my eyes with the reflections they create You holded my hand and stepped back with me, Tilting my eyes away, towards the rainbow…

And time passed like seasons warm changing I realised you were wired like me Gears of our mind clock scattered inside Creating different machinery Whole new, workıng inventions Forced to function as a single hub

I know hatred to outside boils burningly on you You are always fluffy, even warm as motherly outside But when I hug you back, I also can feel your blackened ribs inside Like how you feel the burning star in me

I know you fell in love with miss Reaper Now I drown in your grim… Because every sun that rises in me, never is your rainbow. Did I accidentally dry your river? Did your gears hate me, my light and stopped workıng?

Please dont go with miss Reaper my old friend I know her… wery well

[pumpkinpatchproductions]

Mascara

[zezo123]

I sometimes think people with autism spectrum have so much common with cats...

Both are sensetive to scent, sound and texture

Both LOVE rituals and routines (like sitting on same chair every day)

Both are don't like change so much and get stressed if change happens so suddenly

Both showing love via bringing small significant gifts / body twinning

Both can be befriend with offering snacks and respecting boundaries

Both don't like to be touched so often

[ribbon-system]

reblog if you're ok with your singlet friends asking you questions about plurality and/or your system

[pumpkinpatchproductions]

"Cogito, ergo sum."

Featuring Sapphire, an alter from @zezo123's system.

Also available on comicfury.