will pop up once a couple of months with some sketches and will go back into my cave
I'm not really social and very shy so don't expect me to answer to everything
I'm distancing myself from drama and fandom people as much as possible to ensure a pleasant experience for me
I have just a very few interests that are appealing to me enough to start drawing them and I will post pictures mainly about them only (maybe some OC dump once in a blue moon)
into: MARIKINonline4 (forever and ever), Cookie Run (all games)
It's my ref sheet for them for one of days for Affocacao Week on Twitter that I don't know how to get into right now because I was hospitalised today😍 but I managed to at least finish this one
Request log #4
So many done and so many more I wanted to do, thank you everyone. Sorry for those missed or that I unfortunately left to be unfinished.
There was alot of wedding themes going on this time, it was kind of a cute coincidence. ^__^
Affocacao hanbok design credits go to Zhivchikov! I enjoyed researching wedding SK traditions for this one.
FUCKKKK OK hi. i can be normal about her for one second.
putting it under readmore cause its def long
VERY BIG DRUG WARNING. i feel like thats obvious but putting it just in case
lets knock all the stuff out of the way we already know about her so i can expand on them; can play the piano, gets seasick/gets short of breath with too much physical exertion, obsession with experimenting on marikin/some sort of fixation on him, pharmaeceutical prowess, immune to drugged state, insomniac, and recovers under the influence of drugs
- her body is pretty fragile when it comes to any sort of activity unless under a high dosage of drug so she has to take breaks after battles oftentimes and will tag out with axez when necessary
- most numa are still susceptible to drugs if theyre higher dosages than humans ( as they have a stronger internal system ), but eclair has ingested so much in her life time that she has to chase extreme highs to actually get what would be a normal high for most other numa and what would be deadly to humans
- ^ she is aware and very considerate of this and tries to recommend drugs to people in dosages she knows they can take
- her lungs are pretty weak for numa standards and are comparable to that of a humans
- her body altogether is just downright fucked and theres probably several organs of hers near shutting down with how unhealthy her lifestyle is
- she gets seasick AND has thalassophobia, worsening it
- her and otsukin used to be in the same degree ( alchemy ) before she decided to branch off into mainly pharmaceuticals, as she realized she could help people more easily. she still has some alchemical knowledge and dabbles from time to time ( which is why she sneaks into otsukins house to use most of his equipment and material ), and i do definitely see her pursuing more knowledge about other sciences as well in her downtime. shes a real bookworm at heart
- ( au exclusive, dont take this as a constant for any of the drawings i do involving the two ) eclair and otsukin are siblings, with eclair being the older of the two but only by about a year really
- reallyyy enjoys humid environments
- i hc all numa are kind of a cross between cephalopod, human, and equine but id say that eclair is the closest to a cephalopod ( specifically nautilus like those two enemies ) a numa can get before completely changing bodily structure
- she has a teensy bit of an underbite as well as black ‘teeth’ much like cephalopods do. if im not depicting her with a black beak/teeth im depicting her with red stained teeth bc i do think she is a regular user of the betel nut drug/other drugs that cause discoloration ( nic meth coke etc ) in general so her teeth are stained to hell and back
- her teeth are also dull. she has bruxism due to drug use and increasing tolerance leading to higher dosage is definitely taking a toll on her nervous system, though not to a life threatening degree like humans
- skinny. dear god shes skinny. u can see her cartilaginous structure with how little meat she has on her
- probably the 3rd tallest numa next to arakawa and jack
- ‘commissions’ fusakin for new scissors every once in a while, and by commissions i mean fusakin has to bribe her to leave marikin alone for a while
- she kinda floats around crashing in other peoples homes for a while if shes on a mission for something in particular, but she does technically live with axez. her room is quite the mess
- scissor collection in her + axez house, most are for decoration, some have been used !
- has a hard time with facial recognition due to brain fog ( why she cant identify marikin sometimes )
- probably the best person to go to if youre a hypochondriac, shes got a ton of general medical knowledge. you just gotta catch her at a moment where shes actually lucid + stimulated enough to listen and help
- due to insomnia from drug use, she has a bit of a hard time remembering things and often needs a little bit of help with some words if shes thinking too fast due to cognitive degradation
- not immune to withdrawal symptoms. her body has gotten so used to drugs that its her natural state at this point
- despite heavy drug usage her skin actually has a really minimal amount of deep scarring from injections and such. numa skin is a bit thicker but also recovers much quicker as well with how the body works overtime producing new cells. eclairs body takes a little long to recover but still gets the job done
- enjoys the arts altogether, but specifically music. nothing more than a hobby really, and her being ambidextrous AND hypermobile certainly help in pursuing knowledge of how to play certain instruments
- she plays the piano, but i also think shed really like the cello if given the chance
- helps axez with sound mixing sometimes, more of a editor and reviewer of his tracks
- does Not enjoy the outdoors much but can definitely tolerate fishing for a little. i think shed be one of those people who teaches herself how to spear fish and prefers it since she can only stand shallow waters
- camping is fun ! she likes to scare the other numa and pretend to be a bear at night. definitely enjoys telling ghost stories around the campfire at night with arakawa
- she really looks up to marikin. like Reallyy looks up to marikin and thinks they would be a good team together. very hard time finding a healthy outlet for such, but she has no intent to harm him. shes just freaky looking when crazed
- Cannot handle spicy food at allll. she loves sour stuff like lime though. doesnt have much interest in standalone sweets
- pretty manipulative when she wants to be, but doesnt actually mean harm and its more for small petty things
- shes pretty numbed emotionally. has a bit of a harder time with empathy + sympathy, if not selective of who she gives it to
- she likes bachikin but she cant hang around her for too long due to how loud bachikin can be, especially bc bachikin has hearing loss. eclair could be standing right some feet aways and bachikin would still be a little too loud. probably carries earplugs with her sometimes
- her, jack, axez, adukin, and otsukin often find themselves hanging out smoking recreationally. gets a little gay between eclair and adukin sometimes. eclair often gives adukin weed to help her ptsd and will take care/trip sit while she smokes
- dislikes sigkin. hes too reserved for her.
- used to hang around gabukin until he just kinda fucked off one day. didnt take it personally but she does miss their smoke sessions and gabukin filling her in on the pharmaceutical market concerning steroid usage
