Ziddi Tamana

a stubborn desire.... All Shades of Dramatic. An Indian girl on the wrong side of the world! Extremist with a melodramatic attitude. Writer with passion. Lover with no limitations. Toronto, Ontario, Canada · about.me/zidditamana

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Happy 2023!

Happy New Years! I hope the new year brings you love, happiness, prosperity, and so much joy! I pray, I love brings all your heart desires to you and blesses you and your family. @zaara.._

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Nid’s 10th Birthday Letter

Nid’s 10th Birthday Letter

Happy 10th Birthday, Sweetheart! May Allah bless you with so much happiness, success, wisdom, good health and all the love the world has to offer. May all your heart’s desire come true and may you forever be smiling as you do. I am so blessed to have a little girl like you. You’ve given me the types of happiness that I would’ve never imagined would have been mine. You are my best friend love of…

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Before You Die, Do You Know You’re About To Die?

Before You Die, Do You Know You’re About To Die?

Due to recent events, I have had a lot of time to think about death and loss. One question that continuously baffles my minds is that: do the dying know they’re about to die? Does intuition kick in? Do they get a sixth sense, for say, that tells them their time is up? A cousin past away two decades ago due to a motorcycle accident. When the paramedics found him, he was cognitive and speaking. He…

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Eid Mubarak

Follow me on TikTok (@zidditamana) To all my Muslim brothers and sisters, Eid Mubarak. May Allah (swt) enrich your lives with happiness, prosperity, peace and love. May you spend this time celebrating with all of your loved ones and pray and send blessings upon those that have left us. ~Tamana

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Ramadan Kareem

Check out my TikTok channel @ zidditamana Being a convert is a blessing that I am so grateful for. But every year when Ramadan arrives, I find myself feeling very lonely and even sad. I look forward to Ramadan every year and as I’m getting older, I have learned what a blessing it is to be able to a part of such a holy and blessed month. But not having family and friends to share the month with…

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Ending It All - My Blog, That Is

Ending It All – My Blog, That Is

With everything that has happened over the course of 8-months, I have contemplated many times to shut down my blog. But I cannot make myself give it up so easily. It’s been my go-to place to vent, to cry, to pour my heart out; how do I just erase all of that? I don’t write consistently anymore. I have so many drafts ready to post but every time I think about posting them, I wonder what’s the…

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Happy 2022!

Happy New Year, lovies! I wish this year brings you happiness, success, good health, prosperity, and blesses you in ways you could only imagine. I wish this new year opens doors for you with so many new opportunities. I wish you gain rest and emotional stability. I wish you see your dreams and hopes blossom into reality. 2021 taught us all, many lessons. We lost, we loved, we cried, we laughed…

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Nid’s 9th Birthday Letter

Happy Birthday Babygirl! Mommy and Daddy love you so much. Although he’s not physically here, Baba loves you so much too and he’s watching down on you and sending you so much love and blessings today. I know this has been a very tough year and it has been hard to get through the days; you have been such a strong and brave little girl. You have grown so much this year and I am left speechless at…

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A Quick Update

So much has happened in the past 2 months that I haven’t had the mindset to write. I have wanted to write many times but every time I begin a blog post, I cannot figure out where to begin. My life has drastically changed in so many ways over this time period and I have yet to catch my breath. I am not ready yet to write about all the changes and obstacles that have come up. However, I will tell…

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Dear Pakistan

A lot has happened in the past 17 days. Life changed so drastically, beyond my imagination. I was emotionally, physically and spiritually put to so many tests these past few weeks. But you didn’t let me down, you didn’t break my trust. The confidence and patriotic way I spoke about you to others, you kept my honour and proved me right. This is a thank you to you, Pakistan and to your people for…

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Eid Al-Adha Mubarak

This Eid, I wish that your sacrifices are appreciated and your prayers are answered by the Almighty. May the Angels protect you. May sorrows forget you. May goodness surround you and may Allah (swt) bless you. Wish you all a blessed Eid filled with love, happiness and family. Eid Mubarak, my lovelies. ~Tamana

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PRODUCT REVIEW: GROWN ALCHEMIST

GENTLE GEL FACIAL CLEANSER: Clean and refreshing. I’m always sceptical sceptical about using new cleansers but when Influenster and Grown Alchemist sent me this complementary to try out, I was actually quite excited. I’ve heard of clean beauty before but had never tried a product. This is one of those products that a little goes a long way. I do wish the consistency was a little bit thicker.…

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I Have Been Disowned

I’m tired. I’m exhausted. I act like I’m strong and nothing bothers me but I’m tired of being strong. I spent the last 12 years trying to be the best daughter to them when I started to talk to him again after moving out of his house and he just threw me away like I’m nothing

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I Ripped The Bandaid Off - Part 2

I Ripped The Bandaid Off – Part 2

I’m sorry for not writing earlier. Writing the first part was harder than I had anticipated it to be. The difficulty isn’t with it being not over it in order to write about it, because I am and have moved on with my life. However, the difficulty comes from putting emotions, thoughts and experiences into words. The difficulty comes from reliving the moments that broke you and being okay with it.…

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A Quick Update

A lot has been keeping me busy in my world lately; which is why I have abandoned my blog. It wasn’t intentional but it just happened. Everyday I think about writing about what’s going on in my life yet never actually do it. Here I am 4:30am writing away. I cane home from the hospital emergency room not too long ago. I had an argument with Q on the phone, earlier yesterday evening; which led to…

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Ramadan Mubarak

It’s been a while since I have post. Hopefully, now that I have caught myself up with many of the pending things that were left on my plate, I will begin posting more often. image source unknown However, for today, I want to wish all my Muslim brothers and sisters Ramadan Mubarak. May Allah (swt) grant us the taufeeq to observe this month in a manner that He may be pleased with us. May this…

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I Ripped The Bandaid Off - Part 1

I Ripped The Bandaid Off – Part 1

I know, I have been MIA on my blog, posting randomly whenever I feel like it, without any consistency. I know, that this has gone on for quite some time (at least the better part of the past two years). I know, I have mentioned numerous times over the past year that I made a huge decision; which altered my life and brought my world tumbling down. However, I have yet to disclose what that decision…

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