Zig Novak

Zig Novak. I've been on this planet for 15 years. why am I at degrassi therapy? that is really none of your business. i don't really like talking about my "feelings" so don't be offended.

[-toritilla]

Degrassi...

How… unsettlingly familiar.

[zigtherockstar]

What's wrong with you princess?

[munroandthomaschambers]

[seanxellie-deactivated20131224]

[degrassiismylife-deactivated201]

[degrassiholic-blog]

[ricardoshoyos]

[themayaphilharmonic-blog]

Why are you pushing me away so much?

[ricardoshoyos]

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[zigtherockstar]

Text @ Zig "Skater Boy" Novak

Maya: No. I'm sorry. For fucking up everything.

Zig: Goodbye Maya.

[zigtherockstar]

She fucking hates me and I deserve it. It's for the best really. I did what I had to do and now she could go one with her life.

[zigtherockstar]

Text @ Zig "Skater Boy" Novak

Maya: Because you're the only person here who's ever really stood up for me. Believed in me. Made me feel like an actual person for once in my life.

Maya: ...I'm not going to bother you anymore. Promise.

Zig: I'm sorry.

[zigtherockstar]

Text @ Zig "Skater Boy" Novak

Maya: I'm happy you think so much of me.

Zig: Why can't you leave me alone?

[zigtherockstar]

Text @ Zig "Skater Boy" Novak

Maya: Then why are you avoiding me?

Zig: You wouldn't understand.

[zigtherockstar]

Text @ Zig "Skater Boy" Novak

Maya: I don't understand why you don't believe me, No one does. But...

Maya: I never wanted you to hate me. I'm sorry. I'll just stop texting you.

Zig: I don't hate you.

[zigtherockstar]

Text @ Zig "Skater Boy" Novak

Maya: I don't hook up with anyone, especially other people's boyfriends! You know I'm not I'm that type of person, Zig. You're supposed to be my best friend. You're supposed to believe me.

Zig: I'm not good at being a friend.

[zigtherockstar]

I feel like crap right now, it's even worse when they are both arguing. They both shouldn't be acting that way with each other. This is all fucked up.

[zigtherockstar]

You and Me || Zig & Tori

[-toritilla]

The mention of candy really wasn’t enough to cheer Tori up but it did grab her attention. She murmured an affirmative, turning her head to look at Zig who, in her down haze, had appeared by her side what seemed incredibly quickly. She did her best to give him a genuine smile as he handed her a bag of sweets; all the sugar she could need. “I can’t believe you remembered.” She was grateful, and almost excited to tear into the bag and let the candy melt on her tongue. Any other day she would have been all over him in thanks but right now she felt so reserved, she just smiled at the bag and then him appreciatively before tearing it open and grabbing what looked to be a wrapped pack of colorful pills and offering him one as well.

She hadn’t really thought past just getting company. The plans for what they would do had never really crossed Tori’s mind. She was lucky that Zig was so easygoing. Tori thought in silence for a second and when she finally made up her mind she found Zig leaning forward slightly, looking at one of her pictures. The memory of the captured day was enough to make her a bit more cheerful and she put moved forward herself, still a bit behind him, and rested her chin on his shoulder looking as well. “I think laying around listening to music is a great idea,” she finally answered quietly. It was just what Tori needed. Company, comfort, to relax. “At least until we come up with something better.”

[zigtherockstar]

Zig knew that the candy wasn’t enough but she seemed grateful about it. “Well how could I forget it?” He smiled liking when he saw people happy, he would rather have his friends be happy instead of himself. He felt like he doesn’t deserve to be a happy person. It was nice to see people react like this, he didn't really see this at home so it was refreshing to see now. He took the piece of candy from her palm and put it in his mouth, the sweet taste filling his mouth. 

Turning his head he saw her looking at the picture too, smiling he sighed thinking how happy she was in that picture and she had no worries back then. Now when you are all grown up you have to deal with all of this shit. It was better when he was little, he wish he could go back in time to enjoy those moments that he let pass by. "Ha, yeah. Just choose the music you want" He spoke softly trying to forget all of the stuff that he hated. Most of all was his parents, he always tried to stop thinking about it but the thoughts always entered his mind. Even at night he sometimes has dreams about them, well they should be called nightmares.