tell me this isn't dazaku i dare you
im not the biggest ivantill fan it just exists to me (mostly because i dont like how 12 year olds romanticise it) but wawow its dazaku hiiii i love youuu
we're not kids anymore.
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tell me this isn't dazaku i dare you
im not the biggest ivantill fan it just exists to me (mostly because i dont like how 12 year olds romanticise it) but wawow its dazaku hiiii i love youuu
i first had this thought a few months ago but oh mygosh i dont know what it is about ivantill (alnst) but they remind me of dazaku so much LMAO not because of their indvidual characters but just their vibe is literally dazaku hi especially the cure kiss scene as well as the kid ivan smile scene when they were escaping
like i was rewatching it a few months ago and i got extreme dazaku visions i now want to draw or write this...
ivantill if till was the sopping pathetic one and ivan was the loser with a hard time understanding his emotions
"i hate you for what you did but i miss you like a little kid" but it's akutagawa about dazai kill me now
Thinking about that "Dazai set up the murder of Akutagawa's friends" theory again, and you know where that train of thought led me??
It led me to the understanding that Dazai is fucking weird when it comes to Akutagawa.
No, 'cuz like, why is Dazai doing all that 😭
Even if he didn't let the kids die on purpose (I do NOT put it past him, but okay). He still invited this kid into the Mafia– for what, exactly?? Potential?? As if Dazai gave a fuck. Then, Akutagawa was a headache and a half on Dazai, and bro could not deal with that shit. Fine. He then leaves the Mafia and doesn't see him for four years. Fine again.
Then, the second he meets this sweet, miserable orphan kid with an ability, he goes like, "!!! Isn't he just!!! Perfect!!! For Akutagawa-kun?? Must have them meet immediately." And so they meet. Akutagawa is not impressed with the weretiger, nor does he care about him whatsoever. Plans ruined. Must get Akutagawa to obsess over the kid...Come on, Dazai, you know him like the back of your hand, how to inspire Akutagawa's interest in Atsushi??
So, he lets himself get kidnapped by the Mafia. Has the first proper meeting with Akutagawa in years. What does he do?? Taunts him and plays into his inferiority complex. Spin him around and watch him go! Wonderful results, 10 out of 10 would do it again.
Fight over. Atsushi won, Akutagawa has an undying hatred. Now what?? Dazai needs this team up to work for...whatever reason. Legitimately, why is he doing this?? Who knows. I believe he doesn't wanna be bothered saving the world himself, so he's Nie Huaisang-ing his way into sskk doing it for him.
Then the whole Moby Dick thing happens, and what does Dazai do?? Manipulate a string of people so that Akutagawa will show up in the fight. But then?? Also gets pissed off when Akutagawa is indeed in Atsushi's way?? Motherfucker, you put him there?? Bipolar shit. Next, fight won, acknowledgement given, Akutagawa has no reason to seek him out again, right??
Well, Dazai just won't have that. Don't you know the ADA and Mafia are working together despite their goddamn bosses being on the line?? Akutagawa simply must work with Atsushi on this.
And by the way, yes, Dazai hates this kid, is indifferent at best, but if he's privately drawing parallels between Akutagawa and the one person Dazai loved more than anyone else in the world– well, who asked you anyways, that's his business.
Next, Dazai obviously also has to ask Akutagawa to come to the place where they first met to ask him for a favor. Like, it doesn't matter that Dazai already knows Akutagawa would do it because he has begun to care for Atsushi, that's beside the point, Dazai needs it to be their first meeting spot, come on now, Akutagawa would say no otherwise, because he's so good at doing that with Dazai.
And when Akutagawa dies!! In this crazy mission!! Somehow, Dazai knows that despite being in prison in France. Probably Ango told him. And out of a million possible helpful messages Dazai could relay through an incredibly difficult messaging system at a very dire time where almoat everyone died, is that if Akutagawa doesn't wear Dazai's coat again, Dazai is gonna fuck shit up. I'm not even joking, I can't make this shit up.
Like, okay Dazai, have you considered possibly?? Minding?? Your own business??? Weirdo.
i love how dazaku romantically is doomed for faliure and never will be true but i will still love their dynamic forever
pov: u ditched X and embraced tumblr coz its a better place for dazaku fans
Some of ya'll lowkey assholes i just saw some rando shaming someone else for having a "juvenile understanding of characters" because they said Akuhigu is similar to Dazaku.
They're *fictional* characters girl, calm tf down. You genuinely sound so pretentious and full of yourself. They didn’t even say they were exactly the same — that's quite much impossible — they just said they were very similar??? Which is true?? Lol?
childhood friends kid dazai and akutagawa play pretend and no matter who they're playing with akutagawa is always delegated the role of family dog
so why does dazai have to be there .
i really like this part its so good dazai literally said he'd hit akutagawa again if he failed. just like the good ol days
art for dazaku au where akutagawa follows dazai into the ada :3
my handwriting really is terrible </33! meant to be from a ship pov but tbh this could lowkey go platonically too
akutagawa wears a mask and covers half of his face bcs either he got injured at some point or it's just to make himself more unrecognisable ohmygod he looks like chuuya no no he doesnt no no No no this isnt soukoku
OKAY SO!! the reason for this is somewhere i read and i agree with this that mori let dazai go because he knows he cant stop dazai tbh and whatever he has a soft spot for him but if anyone else would try to escape alongside him he'd likely have them executed if caught (ignoring how itd affect dazai, because at some point mori has to follow his own rules) The aformentioned idea was about how chuuya wouldve followed dazai but dazai knew this aformentioned idea but instead i use this for this AU!!!
the outfit i imagine is lowkey picked out by dazai and instead of it being a grey or black coat i decided it'd be interesting if it was actually a white one
What happened to the coat dazai gave him? akutagawa wanted to keep it, and keep wearing it, but like. dazai is trying to change. i said this earlier but akutagawa literally just being in the ada with him is preventing him from fully changing because he just cant move on from the past if a big part of it is right there and desperate for the man he no longer wants to be
and the coat kinda plays into that ^^!! so dazai likely destroyed it himself alongside his own coat but i'd like to imagine the scarf akutagawa is wearing is made up of some remanants of that coat he had if he managed to salvage it!!! OKAY yayyy i gave him long hair bcs why not
Frozen Devotion [3/3]
Something inside of him snaps, and he feels like the fourteen year old who would've thrown himself off a cliff if it meant a single word of praise would be thrown his way.
Emotions he tries so hard to shove down claw their way to the surface.
“Say that I'm good! Tell me I have your approval!” This time it's Akutagawa begging, a frantic desperation coloring his voice.
Childish, weak. Everything he's never been allowed to be. He wants to throw up from the sound of his own voice, audible evidence of why he deserved every punch and kick and shot.
Dazai gives him what can only be described as a pitying look. “I would've said that on my own soon if you hadn't kidnapped me.”
A rush of pure anger runs through Akutagawa and he punches Dazai in the face before he can stop himself. “You're a liar.”
“I've been called worse.” Dazai stares at him with complete apathy. It hurts worse than the pity.
Everytime i see fire dazai x chuuya art i have the urge to redraw it but with dazaku i should start doing this with official art
more on the akutagawa joining dazai when he defected au because it was actually one of the first few aus i thought about when i got into dazaku and it's actually so easy to think about im surprised i havent found more fics of it.. (Maybe.. it's a sign.. for me.... Guys we're getting dazaku to the top 100 ships guys we're doing this !!! ! )
dazai looooves dumping work onto akutagawa and then avoiding him entirely because a part of him doesn't want to interact with him since just being with him sometimes unintentionally lets this new mask hes trying to curate and blend into his true self slip purely because he's around akutagawa and it hurts akutagawa immensely but it also serves to fuel his thoughts of 'oh he wont even show himself to these others.'
and YEAH!!!! IM BEING DELUSIONAL!!!!! YES AKUTAGAWA AND DAZAI KISS IN THIS AU!!! theyre dating (not exactly but kind of) toxicly because i said so okay thanksyou <3 so akutagawa confronts dazai at night because they obviously live together and dazai always shrugs it off or worse, tells akutagawa to just scurry back to the mafia if he wants a master who constantly gives him orders like the dog he is (OUCH!!!! YUM!!!!)
ranpo definitely picks up on this but i dont think he'd particularly call dazai out but he'd discuss it with yosano and maybe even fukuzawa in case this was like a toxic situation but they cant find enough evidecne (they were right . .!! whoops ! !)
But akutagawa also kinda sorta changes for the better because i cant make my favourite suffer THAT much ( ican!) and i wanna imagine it's possible dazai lowkey #doesnotlikethat yet at the same time #lovingit (or as much as 'love' DAZAI can feel LMFAO) because akutagawa no longer completely seems infatuated with him on the surface and he can toy with him more but just a few too many threats and he comes running back
okay Delusional rant over !
I love Akutagawa, because we really do all got that ONE guy who took advantage of the fact we liked him wayyy more than he liked us 🤣🤣🤣
an au akutagawa follows dazai when dazai defects and they both end up at the agency together and everyone at the ada knows these two have smth going on but no one ever really asks and atsushi entering just makes akutagawa's jealousy worse but in a way it's duller as well because akutagawa believes he's the only one who truly sees dazai for who he is and in a way he's actually correct yet also completely wrong-- dazai is trying to change but with akutagawa he just . cant and akutagawa being there means the way he treats akutagawa remains more or less the same in the mental sense
like they cuddle up together at night (toxicly ofc) (let me be delusional . . !! ! ) and then the next day at the ada dazai dumps all of his work on akutagawa and disappears elsewhere
akutagawa sees the way dazai twitches ever so slightly when they're dealing with someone causing a fuss he's the only one who can tell (well, not fully, I'm sure like, ranpo fukuzawa and yosano kinda know even in our original au) but he believes he's special and aAGGGHGH I CANT DO THIS </3 DAZAKU </3
Was trying to write a post about dazaku double suicide but it was so ass 😭 I'm sorry my dazaku lovers but trust in just the concept for now because I can't explain it well. See the vision!!!