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Ziu. 32. white. she/her/herself. queer. Mostly whatever I’ve hyperfocused on lately. Meme loving trash. If you need something tagged and I don't tag it, lemme know and I will.

[ziusura]

Oh I was put on the Jumbotron. Im glad you all enjoy my shameless frat heated rivalry free use smut. Feel free to join into the mess with your own thoughts—I love it.

If you have clicked my blog uh. I’ve also written not bullet fics you might like?

https://archiveofourown.org/users/ziusura/profile

[heatedrivalryfanarts]

moreloveforjm_

[by-ilmater]

YOU'RE A REGULAR WRITER! YOU CAN CRAFT A COMPLETE SENTENCE! YOU'RE A REGULAR WRITER! YOU USE THE RIGHT AMOUNT OF COMMAS! YOU'RE A REGULAR WRITER! YOUR PROSE IS GOOD AND RIGHT! YOU'RE A REGULAR WRITER! EVERYONE UNDERSTANDS YOUR VISION!

[rotting-malice]

you can make friends online and you will be rewarded with pictures of their cats

[sapphireh3arts]

i know folks are gonna call me a pedo for this one, but i grew up seeing my mom and grandma naked. they had health issues and at times needed care and help showering. and i truly think more kids need to be shown the nonsexual reality of naked women at a young age. there is nothing sexual about my grandmothers breasts, they were simply body parts. more women die of heart attacks because people are too afraid of breasts to do real chest compressions, because they are scared to touch their breasts. the sexualization of our bodies literally kills us. i need people to be more normal about naked bodies and i'm 100% serious.

[scarsofmybliss]

I grew up around naked old people who weren't even my family! Gasp! And it was a good thing. I grew up around old-school hippies at a place called Lothlorien (in Indiana) and one of my friends dads held a sauna day every Sunday in the middle of the woods (like you cannot drive to their house, you park about a quarter mile away and walk into the woods kind of woods). All day random old people came to get naked, high (pot), and sweaty. Just random old peen and boobs swaying with the leaves. No big deal. These are things that I believe made me more at home in my body, made me more excited about aging, made me more willing to fight for my security and safety.

[dee-the-red-witch]

Bodies are just bodies. Nothing sacred and nothing inherently shameful or sinful either. The fact that we still can't get that through everyone in however many years it's been is just fucking idiotic.

[smokey-ilya]

would you all be into a super unhinged poll about what ilya’s dick actually looks like or nah

[smokey-ilya]

fuck it, okay, so there's a foreskin coverage chart (there are real penis photos here so don't go to it if that's uncomfortable for you)

what's ilya rocking?

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wtf is wrong with you (but show me results bc i'm a freak too)

Voting ended onJun 13

[ziusura]

Alpha/alpha hollanov of the day:

War isn’t as bloody anymore, but it’s still violent. Clans fight using their own bodies like chess pieces, but their weapons and armor have an electric current and as a person gets “injured” parts of their armor function are shut off to mimic it. It takes a strong mind not to break feeling like you’ve lost a leg or have taken a knife to the throat, then wake up with all your body functional once the clash is over.

Clans fight for territory, for omegas and mates, to celebrate a birthday or the ascension of a new alpha, etc. alpha Shane is a very good warrior in the voyageurs clan. He’s adaptable in most terrains and with weapons as far back as spears all the way to ballistic fire. Hes not related to the alpha, but theriault will likely choose him to succeed.

Alpha Ilya has a long history with the raiders and seemingly delights in the “killing.” Hes brutal in his takedowns, and plays on the psychological just as much as the physical as an opponent. He’s wild but charismatic. Handsome. He’s already named heir alpha and has taken a number of omega lovers from the voyageurs and other clans as is his right when he wins.

Shane wins one of their omegas. Svetlana. Daughter of a former raiders warrior that specialized in home base in tower defense clashes. She’s a high prize—practically promised to Ilya the heir if it hadn’t been for Shane getting the match’s number 1 star.

The problem is that he’s always been more interested in the furious alpha who should’ve had her. The alpha who plays cat and mouse in battle and Shane dreams of kissing. Of biting. The alpha who f**ked him once in a storm when the cameras had shorted and their armor disconnected and they’d taken shelter in a cave for it to blow over. Shane wants Ilya. But he can’t ask for the heir as a prize, just as Ilya can’t ask for him.

Even if they want to.

[hydrachea]

> turns on my computer

> disables a new AI feature that was turned on by default

> opens my email

> disables a new AI feature that was turned on by default

> launches a software

> disables a new AI fea

[laterkiss]

worry about it kitten daddy fucked up

[hollanderscafe]

shoutout to @bighollanov for the suggestion, this was a lot of fun to draw 🫡 Ilya… can you fight

[ziusura]

This is so highly Americanized lmao. Dubcon and free use abounds. Various pairings and arrangements. Contains Ilya and Shane with others if that will bother you.

I’m thinking about a frat au set during covid. Think 2020-2021 school year when events couldn’t happen and frats/sororities were being reprimanded if even a secret party happened (and Covid spikes + contact tracer hell when they did). Bars are closed. Only secret events happening. Probably most of the frat funds are being spent on beer that the frats just drink themselves bored out of their skull bc classes are online on top of everything else.

Marly, Hayden, JJ, Shane, Ilya all live together in this ambiguous frat house. Imagine other hockey players if you’d like such as Connors and etc. It’s late October and they are all bored. There’s only so much alcohol you can drink with the boys and only the boys. There’s only so much activity when events and even the fucking gym is closed. There’s only so much porn you can watch even with the trove of the internet and yanking your own meat when everyone is practically on top of each other for weeks is…an experience.

So the Deal is struck. The deal, as it began out of the mouth of some supremely horny teenagers and young adults with so few critical thinking skills when their enclosures are under-stimulated, is thus: everyone puts their names in a hat and each week a person is drawn. That person is free game for getting off, a frat-slut if you will. If you want to use him you have to be willing to put your name in, so it’s fair. Hands are fine, but anything else has to be okayed. Crucially, everything has to be done in a public space of the house because otherwise that’s gay. This is just stress relief. Duh.

Hayden is drawn first. He’s supremely uncomfortable with this fact but Ilya makes a stupid joke about him being “number 1 in something at last” and Hayden says he’ll “be number 1 at jerking him off” out of anger so Ilya says prove it and they all just watch? Hayden jerk off ilya? (“That is 7th best handjob I have gotten” Ilya says and Hayden is yelling and he’s got Ilya’s jizz on his wrist) But the ice is broken.

Marly is sexting some girl who won’t break covid protocol for him on the couch when he begs Hayden to blow him. “I’ll do it to you when it’s my turn.” Hayden’s seen all of them jizz so much in his own hand (except Shane. Shane who put his name in but hasn’t used him.) and he’s so tired of marly’s whining that he agrees crankily. He drops to his knees in the living room and Marly props his phone over Hayden’s head with whatever girl’s nude he’s looking at and Hayden gives sloppy head. Marly doesn’t warn him and JJ runs into the living room when the yelling starts. It takes Shane and JJ to pull Hayden off of him and Shane is flushed at the sight of Hayden’s used mouth. The shine of spit and more at his chin.

JJ’s next and he says he’s got two hands so he’ll only ever take them two at a time. Ilya and Marly have to stare at each other while JJ pulls them off but it’s more awkward for everyone else. He doesn’t blow anyone, but he does offer once to shane when he sees how hard Shane is while JJ jerks Ilya and Marly (“I have a mouth too capitaine” idk what he’s the captain of I just like it when JJ says it). Shane makes excuses.

Marly gets it next and Hayden demands his return blow immediately. He also doesn’t warn and then yells “how did you like it!” After he spills in marly’s mouth (Marly choked and then swallowed bc he’s not spitting it on the signed jersey he’s wearing).

At dinner JJ pulls marly’s hand to his dick under the table and Hayden didn’t figure out what was happening until JJ started swearing in French when he got close. Shane saw it the whole time though. Heard it too when JJ’s cum hit the linoleum floor under the table. Ilya caught his eye and smirked.

Ilya is next after American Thanksgiving, because of course he would be. Shane put his name in the hopes that he’d get to try out a man and not have it be gay, but his name still wasn’t pulled.

Ilya needles at Shane. He’s seen how Shane keeps looking at them. He’s seen how Shane won’t take advantage of the deal he struck. At first he just offers his services after swallowing down JJ while he was playing Mario kart. “You are hard. Want me to take care of it?” He asks like it wasn’t seconds after swallowing cum. Shane deflects. Runs out of there. Hopes JJ didn’t think about it too much while sitting with his post nut haze.

Ilya lets Marly fuck his thighs from the back while they watch some shitty reality show they’ve been into lately because “I don’t want to miss any” and Shane nearly brains himself when he walks into the living room and sees Marly with his pants around his knees thrusting into Ilya. Except Ilya’s wearing shorts. And when Marly cums Ilya complains about it being between his thighs and all over his shorts. He catches Shane’s eye from where he still hasn’t moved from the door frame, clenching over the paint in a white knuckled grip. Ilya’s also tenting the front of his pants. None of the other guys got like that when they were the sluts.

“You want it” Ilya says to him when they’re alone in the kitchen later. He pushes Shane up against the counter because Shane keeps backing away. “You want me?” Ilya prods, then adds “you want to be me” and smiles at whatever Shane’s face does in response. “You want to suck their cocks?” Ilya says and Shane can’t do this. He freezes. He spits out “suck me” so he doesn’t have to look Ilya in the face. Except now he has to look at Ilya swallow him down. Ilya’s eyes as he looks up at him with Shane’s dick between his lips. It feels so good. It feels so much better than the beej’s he’s gotten from girls but functionally it’s the same. Ilya’s hard too and Shane wants so badly to try sucking him too. He tries to get Ilya to pull off because he saw Hayden’s melt down but Ilya just winks and swallows it. It’s the sexiest thing Shane’s ever seen and it’s not just because he’s in the middle of an orgasm.

Hayden walks in cheering that Shane finally did it when Shane tries to work up the bravery to ask if he can suck Ilya too. Ilya doesn’t know how any of them haven’t put together how good Ilya is as bjs. This wasn’t a natural gift.

Ilya pushes Shane into using him several more times.

Then Shane gets pulled. Over finals. He jerks off hayden because they’re best friends and he should “break the seal” first with him. It’s weird and Hayden moans Jackie’s name when he cums on Shane’s palm which makes Shane feel weird. Then he realizes Ilya’s been watching him jerk Hayden (a lie—Shane was aware of him the whole time) and has his hand down his shorts. He pulls himself out of his pants and for Hayden’s benefit, Ilya says “I sucked you” and Shane drops to his knees in front of him immediately. It’s amazing. It’s hot. Ilya pulls his face back to cum in his own palm but Shane just watches it and wishes he got to taste it. Shane’s hard and Hayden’s gone by now but Ilya nudges it with his foot. “Yes. You wanted to be used.”

Marly got a taste of intercrural from Ilya and asks to fuck Shane’s thighs after a study session. He does it right up against the kitchen table with the edge digging into Shane’s hips as Shane tries to pretend this isn’t something he wants. That he doesn’t want to pull his shorts down and have Marly slide right up into him too. The thought terrifies him, and then Marly stills at his back with his warm breath moaning on Shane’s neck. Ilya is there. He’s always there. Shane thinks he can see what Shane tries not to want.

Ilya confronts him later. Near the bathroom because they’re only allowed to use Shane in public. “I think you want to be fucked” he says and Shane denies denies denies. Ilya’s lips twist but it’s not a frown nor a smile. Like he’s endeared. “I want to fuck you,” Ilya says like it’s nothing. “You are slut, yes?” And Shane is. He’s the weeks frat slut. If Ilya wants to fuck him then he’s…he’s just supposed to. It’s fine. It doesn’t mean anything about Shane. Ilya fucks him against the wall right there, lube packet and condom stashed in Ilya’s pocket like he expected Shane’s response. Shane’s supposed to care about his first time having anal sex, probably, and should probably care that at least 2 of the others walked in and watched, but he was too busy jizzing against the wall opposite the bathroom. This was why people had sex. It didn’t have to be bad and uncomfortable.l; it could feel amazing.

He lets JJ fuck him too. He’s got a hard final coming up, and Shane shrugged when JJ asked and made a comment about Ilya’s use. “Sure” he said, and he made eye contact with Ilya filling up a glass of water at the kitchen sink while he came over JJ’s notes over the kitchen table. It wasn’t a fluke. Shane could come without touching himself as long as someone was inside him.

Ilya and Marly double teamed him. Eiffel towered really. And once Marly turned with a satisfied sigh to toss the condom, Ilya pressed a kiss to Shane’s head. Shane licked his lips; they felt suddenly lonely.

By the end of finals week even Hayden had fucked him (again moaning Jackie’s name). Most of the guys had gone home by the end of the week, but not Ilya. They fucked in Ilya’s bedroom, in private. That was pretty gay.

[loontattoo]

see unfortunately I have this condition where if I am not explicitly told that I am a part of the ingroup then I will assume I must be part of the outgroup

[mina-logan]

Shane is soooo needy.

I can’t share any more than this crop or the cops will come

Full art on AO3

[anxietyproblem]

[sailatina3]

Orgasm denial. Orgasm anger. Orgasm bargaining. Orgasm depression. Orgasm acceptance.

[mothsartart]

turns out not wearing that A comes with perks

[kyleblackpaw]

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Well as long as we’re talking about the ancient internet, who remembers this.

[drphaffot]