Taste of fucking heaven

Matthew. 35. Bearded bulb.  I enjoy things and stuff.  

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Tumblr is still really weird.

So, since I was last properly here, I came to my senses about that weirdo from seattle, started to come out of depression, moved to a nice flat, became a voice actor, managed a photography studio (boobs everywhere), became a scare actor, tortured people for money (for entertainment purposes), developed quite the drug habit, kicked the drugs, had a tremendous amount of sex, fell in love, had my heart broken, my heart got fixed, I fell deeper in love, moved in with her, asked her to marry me, got arrested, got a good job working from home, host a poetry night, sing in a rock band, and generally have rather a great life.

It's been a roller-coaster.

So, what have you been up to?

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https://soundcloud.com/matt-tustin/matt-bubbles-reads-green-eggs-ham

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Hey Tumblr. It's been a while, right? How've you all been? I felt glorious today. Then something fucked with my sunshine and now I'm running at about 70% glorious. That's still pretty glorious, right?

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I looked at her blog for the first time in Months.  I was too scared before.  Even the name of her City made me feel sick. 

I’m happy.  My life is damn good.  I have a good place to live, a fun job.  I’m self employed for the most part.  I’m finally singing in a band.  I’ve lost weight.  I look fucking good.  Deftones have a new album coming out and their new song is amazing.  

I looked at her blog and I didn’t look at it to try to find answers, or understand.  It’s OK that I don’t understand.  It’s absolutely fine.  I don’t need to understand.  I never had truth, and a lack of honesty is huge, to me.  Now, I won’t accept even the slightest bit of dishonesty.  And this is a good place to be. 

Maybe I can look at Tumblr again.  Maybe I can even use it. 

Know what?  I think I’m happy.  I’m actually happy.  I remain single, and I don’t need anyone.  I have me, and I have the best fucking friends I could possibly hope for.  Seriously, you should meet them, they’re awesome. 

Namaste. 

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reblog if you appreciate him

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https://soundcloud.com/matt-tustin/shells-hell

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Porn sausage

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D Law doing his thing at The Nightshift, blasting out some dirty Electro Swing at Sanctuary.

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Arse Pumping Pinup

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Model shoot last week with Kathy Alexa. Bunny mask by Hysteria Machine. Photography by ClickClickBang.

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This will destroy you.

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Red Right Hand by Nick Cave and The Bad Seeds in the style of Dr. Seuss

Illustrated by DrFaustusAU

http://drfaustusau.deviantart.com/gallery/ 

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(via https://soundcloud.com/thebittersound/flippers?utm_source=soundcloud&utm_campaign=share&utm_medium=tumblr)

A preview from the upcoming GLORIOUS RETURN of the dark comedy Podcast, THE BITTER SOUND.

Voiced by me, written by Steven Carr, and everything else by Davian Dent. 

The return of THE BITTER SOUND should be with you in the next Month or two.

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That pendulum swings both ways.

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millerflintstone replied to your post “Being blocked, randomly from someone I’ve never spoken to is really...”

that's odd. can you tell if they are still following you?

They weren’t following me, I was just following them.  I went to reblog something and it said “This post cannot be reblogged”, which tallies with what Tumblr has recently changed regarding blocking.   It’s strange.  No biggie, but I have a mind that likes to know reasons for things.  I’ve never done anything to him aside from reblog things.