RONSTER THE MONSTER

"Wealth is of the heart & mind. Not the Pocket." -Pharrell Williams

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when someone who owes you money tries to call you broke

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when someone who owes you money tries to call you broke

[zombieronster]

Damn, I’m B A D 😮‍💨

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To Wong Foo, Thanks For Everything! Julie N

[zombieronster]

If any one of my family members finds my diary, I want them to make copies of it for each and every family member that I’ve written about in that book.NO words can describe my emotions that I’ve put into it. It was no blood but I’m sure there was some sweat and tears in it.

[zombieronster]

My poor kid wants me to have an imagination but I don’t know how to do that anymore. I can honestly say that my aunt has taken that away from me. She’s shattered me and I’ve changed into something dark. I’ve become slightly obsessed with the Goth style and fascination with horror. She doesn’t get it and she never will. She wants me to live her way and I can’t. I live in a 1 bedroom with 2 kids. How does she expect my room to be so tidy? She has so much shit herself, she shouldn’t be talking about me.

[zombieronster]

SERIOUSLY, if he were to get up right now and leave us, I don’t think I’d even cry.

This isn’t my first time as a single mom.

I already struggle financially and he hasn’t made an effort to get us a place. He supposedly wants to live with us so badly but it doesn’t seem like it.

[zombieronster]

I’m getting tired of everyone and everything. The same people are making me depressed more and more. My aunt. My kid’s grandmother. My kid’s dad because of of the grandmother. The deeper this depression goes, the more I feel done with myself and want to stop fighting. My boyfriends immaturity adds to it. I’m not saying I’m more mature but he can’t even drive. But when he’s stuck in a commute situation, I HAVE to get the baby ready and load her into the car. It’s all time consuming and it drains the life out of me.

[spongebob-daily]

[zombieronster]

My damn sister talks too damn much!

She acts like I’m like a young kid and don’t know how things work.

[zombieronster]

Omg. I get the feeling that this lady and I are really going to get into it one day. Something is really wrong with her.

[zombieronster]

I don’t see how this dude is so eager to get rid of this van but he don’t even use his car. He should get rid of his car too

[zombieronster]

This woman makes me want to kill myself

I understand how my child is and what she does, like staining a bed cover but I didn’t go crazy when she’s accidentally bleached my clothes. I can’t wait to move.

[zombieronster]

I’ve been having the worse dreams.

1 dream is my ex wants me back! ~~WTF!?~~

2nd Dream: my boyfriend has another partner for the days I don’t have time for him. I looked it up and it says that it means I’m neglecting him. I don’t feel like I am. He’s always working and he doesn’t call me or the baby. I never know when’s a good time to call him.

[zombieronster]

Living in a home where you aren’t acknowledged or appreciated for what you do is the worst. I really am the stepchild. I know for a fact, they don’t treat their own kids this way. I can’t wait to leave.

[zombieronster]

Honestly, I think I was dealing with PPD and no one has noticed it! I feel like either no one cares or I’m just good at hiding it. All they do is just take my money here.