Zombie Zays!

Less Social, more Anxiety.

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Pinned Post because I feel like I need it

Hey everyone! This tumblr blog kind of evolves with how I feel atm but rn I'm obsessing over the party crashers, though I do try to keep my RPF side away from other sites. This is mostly where I post my rpf brainrot because I like the community here :)

So DNI if you don't like RPF I do respect people who aren't into that kind of stuff or feel weird about boundaries and things, but if you fall into that description, you don't need to read further and hurt yourself. Trust me, I'm depraved.

Also DNI minors, I hope I dont have to say this, but my account can get nsfw, so please, protect yourselves! Im blocking you for your own sake.

Also asks are open, so feel free to leave questions, comments, and brainrot in there :3

also also dms are open just dont spam me teehee i usually try to reply asap! also i forgor to mention but my pronouns are they/xe! Important Links: - Self Insert AU masterpost

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I AM IN SHAMBLES

WHY HE LOOK LIKE DANIEL RT GAME

UNCANNY

WE ARE SO COOKED

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happy birthday to my big tiddy malewife (wait that wasn't in the script? oh shi-)

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The fact that I just scrubbed through a lot of Vernias's twitter to find Sophist hungover on Vern's bed (and I couldn't find it) definitely reinforces the fact that we're queerbait starved.

Honestly, their numbers would probably double overnight if they leaned into it. Instead, we got two men insecure about their appearances/masculinity, one man who hates us, and Vernias.

I’ve been systematically watching all the videos from this year i skipped, they ain’t gay at all this sucks. They used to queer bait, sophist used to be asking for Brent to kiss him. Vern and nick where just like, practically making out half the time. Every old clip complication has that clip of Vern wanting Nick to beg. Like that went crazy. Nick used to giggle at Brent asking Brent how much he wants him and Brent would just start stuttering. Life used to be so good 💔. But now there aware people ship them so we get friendslop. friendslop and “safe jokes” BORING. Omg Vern won’t even make a flirty jokes at the others anymore.

I’m sorry for queerbaiting you anon 😞 to make it up to you here’s eevee asking Vern for a safeword

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sophist ties a necklance around verns neck. he thinks it's just a gift, something cute to wear. its pink, so it matches his hair/wings. he loves it, he never takes it off. after wearing it for so long, he notices he's gotten a lot better at casting the spells sophist was teaching him, like almost shockingl improvement. he doesn't think much of it, until they're in battle and he tries a hard-hitting spell that they hadn't had much time to practice recently, light blast (like dark blast but opposite cu they opposite and cute :3) and it's an almost perfect blast. confused by this, albeit overjoyed, he turns to sophist (did you see? did you see what i could do?) who has nearly collapsed in pain and anguish even though he was nowhere near to blast. he rushes over, and thus is when brent or nick asks about the (glowing) necklace. vern puts two and two together, it must be some sort of charm sophist made him so that he can fight better/amplify the effectiveness kf hjs spells ( the gift woud be given on an adventure right after a battle where vern gets severely injured because he couldn't defend himself), and by the looks of it it's handmade. it connects directly to sophist's own magic/energy supply, which has also begun to effect his health due to the fact that he still uses magic too. horrified at this, vernias rips the charm off, tossing it to the side for the time being as he performs a healing/energy transfer spell (depends how bad you wanna make eevee situation). sophist is not happy, he just wants his bf to be able to protect himself 🥺

scrolled through my drafts and found this, i didn't bother fixing spelling mistakes so apologies for that :(

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me when a group im following has very anti-ai views... meanwhile brent still out here jerking noah's dick off every time he uses ai despite also being anti-ai himself... what are these fencesitters vro

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He got such a fucking hit tweet that I first saw it quote retweeted, are you kiding me

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But no pride month post

You can’t fucking respond to Vern’s pride month post but you wanna LARP that you give a fuck about the 4th of July in this racist war ridden colonizer country.

All because you wanna impress your stupid super conservative trump campaign manager father who made your mother have 8 fucking kids who after his divorce when she escaped he lost custody of fucking all of them.

You are his least favorite. He dosnet invite u on family trips even though he invited your brothers Asian liberal wife. Because he dosent fucking like you. When he does take you on trips he takes you on trips to climb mountains when your unathletic and have ASTHMA. He refused to take you to get your stutter looked at. He never got you diagnosed he made you do choir even when you had panic attacks.

Every other sibling but the eldest CUT HIM OFF LAST YEAR BUT YOU.

He dosent even watch your content. He thinks your a fucking computer ENGINNER BECAUSE HE DOSENT LIKE YOU.

And yet. Despite all fucking that. You still yearn for his approval so fuckinh much you won’t even support your queer best friend when queer rights are being attacked. Or you Latino best friend when trump constantly threatens to THROW ALL LATINOS OUTTA THIS COUNTRY.

Literally alienating your nonbinary sibling. Just for his approval.

When you end up alone with them roomates who almost let your new cat die. Or fuckinh Brent. I don’t wanna see ANYMORE DEPRESSION POSTS. or posts about your ed considering your dad GAVE YOU THAT TOO.

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I got banned from vernias twitch chat. like out of nowhere.

The thing is i didn't say anything that was an issue for a mod to just ban me. I was in there for months and why now.

Now the mods could have saw my username and decide i was the same person banned from verncord which cause that so I wouldn't be suprised. (even though vern has read my chat messages out loud before no problem and respond to questions aswell).

it been over a year since the whole incident that i took time to apologzie for, the mods really can't still have a issuse from that since vern is a forgiving person but the mods aren't. (he adds mods who made fan art for him even though he doesn't know who they are and they are younger than him as well)

Its so hard to be in the vernation if everywhere i will be, just to keep getting banned (from twitch, hidden comments on livestream, banned from pc discord and vernias's discords (what cause this effect). Apparently apologizing isn't good enough anymore.

i need ppl to spread this around here and reddit so more people understand about this before more ppl get the same treatment. like resharing with everyone who reads these (your mutrals you have and spooky) because if nobody knows about this, I am afraid more will never understand the mods hypocities or the treatment of people apologzing because they think everyone is lefty.

lowkey id prolly just recommend anyone who is in the rpf side of the fandom to leave the discords because if they can go to these lengths to ban people for even vaguely being associated with lefty then its best to just not engage for the time being. i dont know anything about this situation besides from what anons tell me because i left the verncord a while ago.

i prolly wont have much more to say about this situation since i dont know much more that people just get banned randomly (if thats wrong then do tell me), so this might be the last post about it for a while. Ive already said my piece about how i feel, you dont need me to keep telling you that this behavior from the mods is really weird.

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why is he so moe. why is he so sugoi. why is he so kawaii

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everyone has to be nice to him

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Who exactly is  Exsio

I have seen their art everywhere in the Party crashers videos.

Then an expose came out about them and just like that they were compared to lefty (according to spooky because vern felt the most guilty even though again spooky said vernias never read the doc at all.. odd)

It's kinda sad either way because the art they made was cool. However for them to just be exposed and just toss away really means they were doing things pretty bad for that to happen and compared to lefty and use that like it's a word to describe someone to point it cause the crashers to be more strict now and even lesser chances of getting back to their discord.

(which assuming this isn't the first time the crashers have called someone out. This apparently happened twice. It's no wonder why the appeal doesn't work and no one speaks to u.)

TL;DR exsio was an artist for PC until being exposed for many behaviors detrimental to all of PC and their community, especially Sophist. This includes public parasocial behavior, NSFW art (that they posted on a server with MINORS without any hiding it or anything), and just general asshole behavior, like ableism and lesbianphobia. That's why Exsio was such a talking point in the community. Essentially all info you need is found in this post: https://www.tumblr.com/spookypartycrit/782014691052503040/can-someone-drop-the-exsio-responce-doc-link-i?source=share

This includes the doc made about them as well as their response (though honestly I'd just read the exsio documentation doc as its a lot more factual)

I know I'm probably the person that should say shit the least about parasocial behavior, considering I literally yume Sophist, but A) I don't put that shit where Sophist can see, B) I'm not delusional in thinking he could give me a chance, so me yumeing him isn't really that serious and C) I don't have any form of communication or relationship with Sophist at all, and I don't intend on having one. All three of which Exsio very much did, which makes them problematic.

This just goes to show that even if an artist makes good art, they can still be a not so good person.

I lowkey wish things didn't turn out like this because it would be cool if PC actually could like their fans but I can't control how people on the internet act so oh well.

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yet another bronze era joke in pc video... release me from this prison

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i need to eat gamer biceps for breakfast lunch and dinner specifically ones belonging to Nick TCNick3 and Noah SophisticatedEevee

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nick should do pushups on camera again...

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happy pride month to the ppl on my phone and also to pc who can suck my dick (lovingly)