justwannabeme

[zookeeperofmyself]

End it as is if its the only thing you resent

[zookeeperofmyself]

Make me.

[zookeeperofmyself]

That's all I want now. A cabin, A dog, Ocean side view, To wake up beside you, To feel the warmth of your whisper in my ear, And a tight hug that won't let go.

[zookeeperofmyself]

For my last act of love

I will let you go, but you have to let me let you go.

[zookeeperofmyself]

He was "everything's not about love".

I was "everything involves love".

He who now talks about love, and I now talks about lost, He who looks for something to love. whilst I'm staring at home that I lost.

We weren't going on the same path, we simply chased the wrong but so right direction God had planned—to take away something, I supposed, He was right anyway, He took whats not mine to care, only to crave and not bare, I wish for things to end that day, but i guess life goes on so I'll let you get away.

[zookeeperofmyself]

I fear I would unlikely much leave this world behind without accomplishing something, its never about living anyway, dreams are meant to keep me together but I fear I'm falling just all over, I might overthink a little longer considering I lost my sense of hunger, I am writing a letter for everyone I keep in my folder, so no one is left out while I plan to not breath any longer.

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[zookeeperofmyself]

I keep remembering your eyes as though, they were mine to keep, but as the curtain falls I too was really diving onto your eyes.

It once made me believe that I belonged there, but in truth it was already someone's home, I was only there looking, lurking for answers that were already given but not taken.

I was denying the actual truth.

[zookeeperofmyself]

When does everything get better?

[es0teric0]

a knife? are you flirting with me

[zookeeperofmyself]

I remember being chased by your eyes, drooling like I was some alternate candy inside your cigarette mouth, hazing me using your smoke, making me high to enter my thigh, Good thing I knew how to speak and shout, I scared you by telling I will tell things you and me were supposed to do about.

[zookeeperofmyself]

I crave for something to badly happen again, you sitting beside me, making casual talks, hanging out, but there's something I'd like to erase too,

I'd like to forget the part I fell deeply in love with you.

[zookeeperofmyself]

You make me wonder

-that is how special you are to me

[zookeeperofmyself]

I dramatically overshadowed my own existence to hide the pain of longingness, and yet I couldn't get enough of you.

you've proven yourself to me that you were not worth it, but that didn't stop me either, I have seen something special something broken but so still I remember devoting my life to someone I am finally certain, and yet you don't allow me to see fully, you just don't like me like I do.

[zookeeperofmyself]

I'm googling how to kill you

[zookeeperofmyself]

I waited for your

ghost to touch me

-i waited for you...

[zookeeperofmyself]

Roses don't cry...

Does it?

[zookeeperofmyself]

Do you think the dog misses the owner

Like i miss you?