my fuckass vent or smth I feel so damn bad lately and have literally no one to talk. Also i don't talk abt my problems with ppl cuz i don't wanna look like attention seeker but fuck. I can't stand living in this shithole anymore, i hate myself, i hate my head, i hate everything. And also my therapist wich was the only person i trusted fucking snitched to my mom. So now i don't even trust my therapist anymore because that fuckass bitch keep snitching to my parents. UGHHHH i hate this. I feel like i'm not living but waiting for my mental state to ki11 me eventually. I FEEL SO FUCKING BAD. I think abt comitting every single day and death souds like freedom to me rn. I feel like Sylvia from sui room rn, no one fucking understands me. Anyway sorry for wasting your time on my fuckass vent, have awesome-possum day and i'll write if i'd feel better. But i don't think that i'm ever gonna feel better. Love ya!
