Ztay

I don't want to be here anymore.

[silenceheldme]

when its getting bad again but you can‘t talk to anybody about it so you lowkey just sit there and let your thoughts consume you

[infinity-of-my-universe]

“You know how when you’re in a car and it’s pouring down rain, you go under a bridge and everything stops. Everything goes silent and it’s almost peaceful. Then you finally get from under the bridge, and everything hits you a litter harder than before. You were my bridge.”

— (via morphine-and-cigarettes)

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Albert Camus, The Misunderstanding

[borderlineangel222]

and suddenly, again, I feel really tired, as if the world is draining me of everything i ever had

[ztay-hope]

How come I keep holding on to what or who I know isn't good for me?

[totheoneswhostayupallnight]

Constantly switching between healing and complete self destruction

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— unknown (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[beaten-dog]

The music needs to be louder than the voices

[bakedbabyd0lll]

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Marguerite Duras, "The Ravishing of Lol Stein," pub. c. 1964 (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[ztay-hope]

What if I just do it? Should I? I don't see a reason anymore not to..

[ztay-hope]

I'm in doubt between crashing myself into self healthcare and giving up. What should I do?

[thepersonalwords]

“It is during the worst times of your life that you will get to see the true colors of the people who say they care for you.”

— Ritu Ghatourey

[ztay-hope]

Why am I still alive?

I don't want to be here anymore

[ztay-hope]

I don't want this life anymore. How do I get rid of it?

[ztay-hope]

I feel so conflicted.

I have hope that this therapy I'm starting might actually work.

But at the same time, I am terrified that it might work for I don't know how to do this life if I'm not miserable..

[ztay-hope]

How can a person feel so empty and overwhelmed at the same time?

How do I fix it?