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@zzaieta
I promise I won't call.
I promise I won't call.
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(8 November 2025 at 02:10AM)
its my final act of love, we’re end it. wish u always good n fine, you’re free now u can continue doin the things that u always wanted to do zano. hope u find someone that can give n do everything for u, n find a girl you’ll trully want n find the peace that u couldn’t find in me.
aku tau kalo im not a girl that u wished for, cause we just met by chance right?.
i knew i hurt u too, makasih buat semua balesan dendam kamu ini ya zano, now it’s fair cause we both hurt each other. makasi uda buat aku ngerti dan uda kasi pelajaran for me to do not ever trust anyone easily.
but honestly, i’m just full of regrets right now for every bad thing we made, harusnya emang ga usah mulai dari awal.
lucu kalo inget niat awal kamu deketin aku, si bodoh ini malah jalan terlalu jauh sampe ujungnya all the scary things in my mind happen.. tapi gapapa sayang we may not have ended up like we promised, but i’m still thankful for the memories we shared.
sorry aku terlalu care sama kamu sampe sampe do “mothering” things yang buat kamu ga nyaman dan capek… kamu pasti cape nanggepin anger issues si tolol ini, cape sama ngambek ngambeknya aku, selalu gapercaya sama kamu, cape dengerin aku ngoceh mothering gajelas, gapapa wajar bikin kamu muak pasti sampe ngelakuin semua itu.
i’m done trying to fix what’s already broken zanoo.. thank you for once making me feel loved, even if it didn’t last.
(9 November at 02:27AM)
no one n everything can’t describe how i felt lately, sayang ini rasanya gaenak bgt aku bingung:( aku gatau harus percaya siapa, my mind’s a mess, everything feels out of control.
sayang... aku ngerasa jahat karna aku mulai bener-bener gapercaya lagi sama kamu, but at the same time aku juga takut ini semuanya ga bener. aku baru ngerasain how trust issues do it, how they mess with your head, how they controlled me, how they take over my heart, and how damn painful it feel.
honestly, i just miss the version of us that didn’t hurt this much...
and now 10 November at 23:34PM
Hari ini aku cuma ngerasa ragu kalo kamu bilang aku berhasil buat kamu jatuh cinta berkali-kali, dan semua kata kata manis yang pernah kamu keluarin selama sama aku. Cause how could someone so kind n sweet like you be so cruel behind my back? and I never thought a man with such gentle words could hide such betrayal. the one who made me feel safe turned out to be the one who broke me. the sweetest man I knew became my worst heartbreak.
like how do you smile at me like that while lying so easily, zano?...
fine emang aku yang salah, aku yang mulai semua kekacauan ini. but istg, I never imagined you’d be the one to hurt me like this. even di hari kita mulai baik-baik aja, you couldn’t stop chasing her no... and I think that says it all. kalo dipikir-pikir lagi sih ga guna juga ya aku kaya gini.
zano, i’ve had enough of all the lies you’ve made and i don’t need to dig for the truth anymore. i’ll just let everything flow and fade with time, just let time answer everything. I just hope you keep living your life, just like I will. running away bahkan melalui kematian, won't fix n heal anything.
you don’t even realize how deep they cut my hands. if anyone was broken enough to give up, it should’ve been me. but gladly I won’t.
I’ll keep living, even with the scars you left behind.
You took pieces of me I’ll never get back, but that’s okay. I’ll rebuild myself from what’s left, without you.
Happy birthday, @zanooo.
Another year older, another year more amazing. Thank you for being someone who brings warmth, calm, and so much meaning into my life. And thank you for being my safe place to talk about all the weirddd things in my life,hehe.
Here a lil wish dan doa, dari aku buat kamu...
Nano, semoga tahun ini bawa kamu ke versi terbaik dari kamu yaa. semoga kamu menjadi Rezano yang lebih damai, lebih kuat, lebih bahagia—dan tahu bahwa kamu dicintai, just as you are.
Dan semoga kedepannya kamu terus jadi pemimpin yang didengar bukan karena posisi, tapi karena sikap dan ketulusan kamu. Dan langkah-langkah yang kamu lalui sebagai pemimpin selalu diliputi keberanian, lebih di tenangin lagi hatinya buat menghadapi masalah masalah yang akan datang lagi nantinya.
And don’t forget to take care of yourself too yaa nano... nggak semua hal harus kamu tanggung sendirian ya honey.
Terakhir, semoga hidup kamu dikelilingi cinta—dari orang-orang yang benar-benar tulus ya Zano. Termasuk aku :)
Let’s keep growing, together ya Zano...
You’re one of the rare people who can make me feel seen, understood, and loved all at once. Thanks a lot Zano, thanks for existing in this damn world. <3
With all my heart,
Anzalieta Shara S
cape bgt obsessed sm anza
Selama ini aku berkhayal akan sosok sepertimu. Seseorang dengan keindahan yang murni. Kamu adalah apa-apa yang kucari selama ini. Teman bicara yang selalu ingin kuajak bicara, teman berdebat yang selalu ingin kudebatkan, pasangan untuk kuajak berlarian di taman hijau yang luas, seseorang yang berbaring di sampingku menatap langit biru cerah seraya berdialog.
Seorang malaikat yang menjelma manusia, yang bisa kupinjam sayapnya untuk meredamkan lelahku. Kau tak tahu … betapa aku merasa beruntung bisa memilikimu. Aku melihat cinta sejati di matamu, yang takkan berakhir bahkan sampai hari terakhir kita di bumi ini.
Ada kamu di sampingku, rasanya seluruh yang kumau di dunia yang fana ini telah terpenuhi. Karena kamu berarti segalanya bagiku.
Kamu serupa cahaya, yang membuatku berpikir, entah aku layak atau tidak mendapatkannya.
Permintaanku hanya satu padamu. Jaga sehatmu. Sebab aku ingin kau di sini, di sampingku selalu dan takkan kemana-mana.
Karena segala yang kucari, telah ketemukan di kamu
setiap harinya adalah perayaan untuk kamu dan aku. Saban hari aku jatuh cinta kepadamu lagi dan lagi, dan kuharap cinta kita selamanya.
Pelukan itu, aku bisa memberikannya kepadamu kapan pun kau mau. Aku bisa menciptakan dinner untuk kita kapan saja. Aku bisa membelikanmu bunga , untuk menjagamu dari sudut kamarmu di malam hari, supaya kamu merasa ada aku bersamamu.
Kita tidak perlu Anniversary, karena cintaku kepadamu selalu sama setiap harinya.
i love u soo fcking much.
aku sangat mencintaimu, sebesar dan setinggi gunung, bahkan Everest pun iri hati melihat cintaku untukmu.
Do you want a bite of pancake or more? Because i always be your pancake.
Maybe we’re too short to fall, Too light to crash, too lost to call.But here I am, sinking deep, In the echoes of the words you keep. I’m drowning in your f***ing face, A masterpiece I can’t erase. Every curve, every line, A twisted dream I call divine. Your eyes are oceans pulling me in, A tidal wave beneath my skin. No air, no ground, no saving grace, Just drowning in your beautiful face.
sincerely
-Rezano Ifzikar hanif
Hi, It’s me Anzalieta.
I felt like I was drowning for months, even years, until you came along. Your presence is like a fresh breath of air that I’ve been waiting for after being stuck underwater for so long. Now, I just want to stay on the surface, enjoying this new air you bring me. I hope you’ll always be by my side, and I’m really grateful for saving me from all the chaos in this ocean.
To the guy who came out of nowhere and saved me, Rezano Ifzikar Hanif—thank you for being my lifeline. You've turned my ocean around.