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i hope this feeling passes

#i love you #i do #but i dont know anymore #i need more now #i need him to be more there for me now #I feel disgusted at myself for it #it was fine before #but now i feel sick from it all #he does nothing for me #I feel that he cares so little for me #i dont know how to stop feeling this way #it hurts more to stay now #i dont know #itll be better for him anyway

i want to figure out life with you

#i love you so much #i hope we can get married someday #and go home to each other’s arms every day #and figure out life together

my love for you sometimes makes me feel small

theres so much of it, i have so much of you in my head and my heart

it’s all-consuming. theres so much love for you in everything i do and everything i am that it makes me feel less, does it make you feel that way too? has it ever?

am i good to you? am i good for you? sometimes i think youre not good for me. i dont think im good for you either. am i too much? are you too little? either way is heartbreaking. and yet, you hold me. and suddenly everything is just right. everything is enough. we’re good together. we’re good to each other. i cant help but cry.

i love you, always. i want to always love you. if grief is just love that has nowhere to go, it speaks volumes how i feel it so much even when it does have somewhere to go. i have you to love, but i love you too much, it spills out constantly and has nowhere to go. i have nowhere to go until you want me by your side again. when will you want me the way i wish for you to?

sometimes i wish youd do something rly horrible and unforgivable so i can stop loving you so much

#i feel miserable #im so physically tired and i just want to sleep #i dont want to cry anymore or think of you anymore #im considering if it will hurt more with you or without you #being with you already hurts this much

09 17 2025

i dream of going home to you. i want to sleep in your arms every night, to always wake up to you. i want us to have our own space, our own room. i want everyday life with you

kaya ko pa. kaya ko pa

#konti pa #i just want it to last a little longer #it hurts but itll hurt more #i hope i can be okay soon #i dont want to cry anymore it hurts so much

i want it to be him i want it to be him i want it to be him

#even when it hurts sometimes #i want to love him and only him

i feel like i dont mean all that much to you

i want everything and every day with you, i want to love you for as long as i breathe. you mean so much, too much to me. even through the hurt, the uncertainty, the fear, i’ll love you always. i love you. i want to hold your hand and grow old with you and still watch our movies and play our games and never stop loving each other through everything

lets adopt cats and eat meals together and have fun together for the rest of our lives

i want to go home to you

i feel stupid for doing so much and being so much it’s all just so tiring i dont want to think anymore

more often than id like, i think about the love you say you feel for me. how is it any similar or different to mine? do you ever think about me when im away? more often than id like, i find myself convinced that you never do

i think about you before i sleep, while i sleep, right when i wake. it would probably be nice if you were the same, but youve made it clear numerous times that your life doesnt revolve around this, around us. and it hurts me because i know, and i understand, and id never ask you for more, i just wish i wasnt just this to you. i wish i mattered more to you, i wish you thought of me more, considered me more. loved me more. i do think i love you more than youll ever love me. more than you say you do, or convinced yourself you do. i feel like it’s just a matter of time until you see it too. and ill be disposable to you, and ill be right, and id want nothing more than to not be

i feel like you never cared about me. like it was all just a ploy, an act, and it was all just nothing to you even when it meant the world to me. you meant the world to me, and i care for you more than i can ever bear and i wish you felt the same but i keep feeling like ill just never be that person to you

who am i to you? why are you wasting your time with me even when you want nothing to do with me anymore

im so tired

metamorphesque

― Billy-Ray Belcourt, A History of My Brief Body

[text ID: To love someone is firstly to confess: I'm prepared to be devastated by you.]

i have to consider him more, too. there is more to his life than me, and that is okay. he chooses me everyday, too. he loves me and cares for me and it is cruel of me to question it all the time

loving him makes me feel doomed. i truly will never feel something like this for anyone again, and i dont want to even try to. ive said it before but all the love i have is for him. theres nothing left, im his. im his

i love him i dont ever want to let him go. i want to be selfish but it all hurts so much too. ill be stubborn until i cant anymore

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