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it ALL comes back down to H and i think rn im just using people to get over my lil ting and only when i grow to get 1) past that fear 2) not convince myself to date people 3) say no clearly 4) not lead people n myself on will i be able to get in a functioning relationship

obviously its my fault for only getting with people i dont even initially like that much cos i think its gonna hurt less even tho it obvs always end up doing so

i stg i better only trust my gut from now on and stop getting with serial daters who are gonna move on in less than a week loooooool

wouldn't say im over it but yeah would say im d o n e

ffS to FIND OUT THAT WHAt YouVE bEEN STRESSIN G over is a MISUNDERSTANDINg

#BITCh blocked me without saying he was gonna block EVERYONE irl

in all honestly the number of times ive felt low since beginning uni hasnt been all that much so im grateful, just less used to dealing with it now when it does come lmaoo

i hate it i hat e it i hate it

am just a fkn twat who drinks way too much all the time n pisses everyone off w how drunk i am

its a bit of a shame u never realised how shitty ur actions were and that i was always too afraid to outright tell u, but even if i did you somehow wouldve twisted it to not be your fault

life is so good right now and there is nothing to be sad about, so why

this summer can potentially be so good, one that fixes so much, or a complete fuckn disaster. im scared for it but whatever

summer has always been so shit and i dont know what i can do to make it be ok

i have NO fuckn reason to be sad man

the fact is its been 6 years and it stilll controls me and its not as if anything even happened for me to be like this over???? need 2 get the fuck over myself lmao

when will i stop making myself sad just for the attention lmaoooooooooo

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